hey, can you keep up? ahhaha. you sure?!

I better move my ass and record a bit, if not I really will have patches of lost memories..

What did I do? My memory is really getting poorer and poorer. I think it's because I cannot focus. I cannot focus because I am tired. I am tired because I don't have energy. I am deprived of energy because of the extreme boredom from work. This monotonous work is constricting me like a serpent. Okay I should stop complaining :/



at least some visible "achievement"? cleared table!


I really wonder what I'll be doing for the next few weeks. Stoning? More toilet breaks :)







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Went for NTU open house on sat with jerm junhe junyang. As usual, I followed the scholar and gained knowledge. So many things that I don't know! How did the rest know!? Is this an abnormal privation of the passion to study? And of course, we were bombarded with girls from everywhere. The 3 of them were so eager hahaha. later 花田里犯了错 ah.


And then regret started to haunt me again. Didn't know a level was so important. Kinda stupid to have slight interest in math phy chem, only to study something non-related to it in the future. In the process of sharpening those 3, I slackened my attention on my vulnerabilities. One cert can decide a matter of ten thousand +. I also want to be a scholar leh, save on tuition fees to spend more, but can only disappoint myself. What was wrong with me in fixating my life path onto engineering then, and only mechanical engineering!? That was a route of no return. Now I can only strive to be a resolved whale and aim to eat as many plankton as possible in the next few years. Haiz.


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Another singing session for army dudes. Err didn't really have the feel, but just sing haha. Sam sang! Good job opening up haha. It was more for the catching up with watay and kevin. Everyone is working for money now..
















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I think people are not going crazy over 陳妍希, but over the ideal girls they failed to woo during school days.. Just nice her looks made people reminisce the pretty 女神 in their memories..

Alright that was random.

Went to see harry potter fighting against the shrieking black woman. Expelliarmus! Alright I admit, it was quite scary, many thanks to the sound effect and dark background -.-" But all that was what I thought would be "better" for horror movies. If the plot is good enough, whoa, I don't know how scared I'd be? Even now I can't look directly at the screen haha. But I can see it with peripheral vision! Asian ghosts scarier.. but okay, ready for the challenge :) poketection? okay :3

Chia Hong's 21st birthday party! Saw how busy chia hong was, going around and entertaining 4 groups of friends haha. Yesh vegetarian food.. Meatless but still not too bad hah. Took the opportunity to catch up with archery mates too.

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Hopefully the last driving lesson? Argh. Hope can pass! Hope for good weather, no pedestrian, no cars, slack tester, happy atmosphere, no stray animals, smarter and more alert me, lalala..

You won't know what you don't know until you make the mistakes and learn from them, because experience is so valuable.

All in all, a very busy weekend. Hope to clear driving then I'll feel more relax!

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好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过

-王力宏 卢巧音 好心分手 -

like a fujitsu laptop, my mind crashed
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guilty of 傻笑

only 700 songs in my iphone, and some of them I just hit "forward" every time I hear the start of those songs. One of them has to be "just a dream". Just too noisy for my liking. 700 songs can last 1.9 days. I've worked for 1month now, ~ 6hours each day. Guess how well I know the lyrics of the songs in my playlist now? Need to dig some nice old songs and put into my playlist but... why are so many files removed from the net?! :(


I learn nothing when I do filing. But if I take the initiative to ask to learn more about stuff like quotation requests, my filing will never be completed. It just irritates me to know that I have a pile of seemingly endless work which is assumed to be completed by the end of my 3months. So, I look like a workaholic doing filing everyday when I'm supposed to be free, and learning nothing. Argh. What a dilemma. Learn more, push off boring work and take in more work, or learn nothing but make progress in boring chore?

This is probably the slackest moment in my life, with frequent thumps delivered every now and then, and a hope to harbor. I don't have an envision of myself in a few months' time because the path I'm on now looks so foggy. But I know the value of self-enrichment and will definitely make it a point to make as little regrets as possible. No one is ever absolutely ready because there is only so much you can foresee and prepare. You just have to have the balls and make a leap.

There was this game in movies where 1 guy and 1 girl dated each other and the one who falls for the other first, loses. Rubbish. What a lose-lose game. You lose a good girl whom you can communicate freely with, or you lose the game. Might as well play another game with me: Toss a coin and give me 5bucks if it's heads; 10 if it's tails; 20 if it's neither.

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So we had birthday celebration for kaisheng! Pretty simple dinner at The Empire State. Once again I felt super bloated. Noob stomach of mine. My self-conferred title of the king of buffet has lost its owner. Oh well, who ask me to be a young fit man now? No seriously, not that I want but my stomach really shrank!

One by one everyone is turning 21 this year. The change is gradual but I'm sure there is a difference. Time to step into the market, boys and girls! Our prime is here!! Erm, that is if you haven't..

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Just wondering why I'm so easily affected by influences. One can make me so happy, the other can make me feel dejected. And I appreciate your support :)) Rather than punishing myself for something wasted, I might as well learn and try to understand others more.

At least I tried?

bleh blah bloh lalala

...lalala

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A very relaxing pace for me, not really sure how it is for you. Glad that there is a sense of fulfillment! Feels healthily tired, just nice for a good night's sleep. Even better with a bedtime "story" hahaha

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Training for marathon 7788 already. 10km + 31storeys this sunday. Yes I get a lot of "lol?" from others. What a small marathon blahblah. But hey I didn't have a chance to run even 10km in army leh! Once guard duty, the other time whole battalion helped out in organising. I wanted to run de lor!



A short meet-up with army guys to collect race pack. Forcefully putting on a smile -.-"



Everyone is on his own track now..








I still remember sleeping soundly on the bench in the vehicle after 1hr+ of uneasy toss and turns, when suddenly..

"Eh wake up wake up. We are moving off."
"Wh..what.."
How reluctant we were. Finally enjoying the peace enjoyed from the battle won against mosquitoes yet it's so short-lived!?

*everything on, and there we went.. to part 2 of an unrealistic war.

... :)


心跳却说服我 没有错
让我心动的人 是谁呀
愿那在梦中的你会懂

-林俊杰 让我心动的人 -


like singing a high note, you either pull it off nicely or just get booed
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turn to your right, go run 2 rounds around the parade square!

seriously, tekan in the last week of army? haha, fun!

yes, this 阿兵哥退伍了！From boy to man.

I remembered that while marching, I felt this sour feeling in me and I was struggling to fight against my tears. Then came the slight drizzle to add a tinge of blue onto our faces, and that blueness sank all the way to our heart. The melancholic marching music beckoned nostalgia to loom before me as I reminisce the key events for the past 2years..

BMT
Standing before Ninja company with my duffle bag and waiting for my name to be called.
Falling in for the first time to the training shed to shave my head.
Scared of doing things the wrong way (for what, now I wonder..)
Khairi was really really scary..
Dying at the first 4km march
Lectures to slack in
Seemingly endless AGR
Worrying for my fitness
Heavily dependent on 01 outings to survive weekends

UNIT
Noob feeling
Lucky to stay near camp
Tattoos, cigarettes, vulgarities, slackers
Bonding
Going for field camps as routinely as the brushing of teeth
Slacking with friends and hoping not to get caught
Acting smart during NDP in front of civilian girls
Discussing a lot about girls
Going overseas for many days (Wallaby 1)
Understanding why one must be selfish, yet impressed by the selfless minority
Joking a lot more than usual
有福同享有难同当
Attained the pride of getting gold in IPPT
Field camps with civilian food
Tuition
Braces
Guard Duties
Understanding why the more committed you are, the more harm you do to yourself (Wallaby 2)
Free offs
ORD


One of the most regrettable things during army was my failure to get into command school. I blame my lack of understanding of the SAF system. Why was I so afraid of army then?? I forgot. I should have been more logical in thinking, that the worst punishment can only be guard duty, not death or whatsoever -.- That fear led to this..

But that turned out to be a blessing in disguise. Being a man of Cougar company, I got to be on the receiving end, be it punishment or reward. Compared to commanders, I experienced stress in a much smaller extent. Believe me, it really sucks to be working with the mono, unless I was an officer. Had my sergeants not have this few bunch of selfless people, the whole of platoon 9 would either be quarreling or punished. Thanks noel watay jingyang sam amyas. Thanks kevin zhenghui jingxuan for being understanding enough to follow our friends to do saigang and suffer together. Thanks jeremy for always giving priority to platoon 9 when it comes to armskote. Love you all, and will miss you all. Sergeants and officers also don't get this kind of bonding amongst themselves. Lucky me eh?

I, Corporal Goh, salute myself in the mirror for getting through this shit, learning independence, life lessons, made new friends, and ORD safely! 吃的苦中苦，方为人上人！I sincerely hope that we will still get to meet up.

As proud as a lion, as loud as the colour pink, I screamed, "ORD LO!"

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Oh? Why are we able to take a photo of our bunk? Why? Mysterious..

















ORD gift from our dear handsome sc yuanwei. Really appreciate his efforts. What a good man he is.









At night, there was an ORD function that looked like army prom! LOL!






















xiuquan's favourite pose, an inverted L, not 7












platoon 9 section 2 full team!














明知山有虎，偏向虎山行，跟老虎拍照！

smile, sergeant major!


<- alex chan is really fat.fat.fat. Evidently, one can get REALLY out of shape if one slacks...





























was supposed to take a photo of sgt darren's signature thunder thigh! argh, i guess johnathan, the photographer, was drunk










After that, went to jingyang's house to play cards. Whooaaa big house man, 3 storeys. Was very tired and woke up with an aching back :( jingyang's brother's superb hospitality left all of us in awe.. drove us to his house, bought breakfast, sent us to mrt station. I wanna have an elder brother!

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shopping day with jingx and kokli





haroro!























cute!

















super big bowl of udon at waruku. O_O bigger than my head!















Then we met a pretty cashier at provence bread at ION and we were mesmerised *.* No makeup no act cute, natural beauty!





that green lantern ring costs $19 -.-












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emo, too free


-super junior mr.simple-


like the smell of my beret, jockey cap and ilbv, these precious memories will linger on
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22months, 95 weeks, 670 days, but now I'm left with 5 days!

LALALLALALALALALALALALALALAL 5DAYS 1 WEEK!

*cough

Let me state the things that I still need to complete before I ORD:
Tuesday IPPT (but if it rains.. LOLOL)
Wednesday Company Cohesion
Friday ORD Parade + ORD Function

LALALALALALALALALALLA SEEMS VERY HARD TO COMPLETE HUH LOL

Yes, I'm very happy.


Why IPPT again!? 您小弟我拿gold leh! >:(
Rubbish luh go test the standard of our fitness now.. Ok nvm I'll just go run a silver standard!

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After this week, my life will be entirely controlled by me. No more instructions for me. It's kinda scary cos when I'm still in army, I can complain about how shitty the instructions are, how unproductive people can be, how everything seems to be a waste of time. But after I ORD, everything I do will be on my own accord. The return of the pink IC also spells the nullification of the safety veil formed by 11B.

My life at this junction..






a complete halt











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I already formed an impression of working with kokli and sam at the Starhub call centre from Dec5 onwards. BUT. They pangseh me and discouraged me from working cos of its galactic amount of stress. Shitttt now I dunno what to do. Decided to wait and see if there are any better job offers..

I don't wanna be a tutor at a tuition centre, neither do I want to be a waiter or any sai gang warrior. Very picky hor? How about a high-paying job with regular working hours and working days, stress-free, interactive, lots of chance to socialise, lots of youngsters, leave entitlement, bonus, many allowance, free 4D for employees, free car provided, free accommodation, opportunities to meet with pretty girls, free courses for employees like dancing, discount for employees, free laptop free hdb free shirts free watch free everything?

Sorry for dreaming. I think I will want to work in a call centre, if there's a chance for me to start working in Jan.

Bad experience is also an experience.

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So, some of my fans were curious,

"哎呦哥哥 嗨 你好！最近比较无聊？“




just joking, that's jay chou's 公主病





nice char kway teow at marine parade. The best char kway teow I've ever eaten is at lao pasar.


Anyway I just realised that 巴杀 is pasar, and there is no such chinese word o.o failllll me






When it's raining and I'm lazy, instant noodles can save my lunch. I don't really like to eat instant noodles cos it's not nutritious at all. But for these days.. no choice. And I finally tried making the food that I like most: fried egg!!!!

















Since I'm so bored, I went to find out more about SNSD. At first sight, I liked yoona. But after watching their videos in variety shows etc, I like taeyeon most, jessica next! haha.






taeyeon has a much better personality though, I feel.


Both can sing well!





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I think I know why I'm always so kanjiong when I'm driving.

instructor: "快点踩CLUTCH 不然车会死掉！“

-.-"

It's the 死掉 that worries me. Instead of referring it to the engine, I always thought that it referred to the car crash..

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這些海鮮捕吃可吃
知不可吃　捕吃可吃　知不可吃可
不吃不吃不吃克制不吃土司　跟我學一遍來

-周杰伦 水手怕水-


like a 56k modem, it is ridiculous
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all-time lull

I couldn't have imagined the life I've been having now. So carefree, so carrefour... almost an ntuc.

I've been spending time surfing the net for tech info, like jailbreaking and its pros and cons, how to prolong battery life, how to make 3g faster, why starhub sucks, blah blah. I can safely assure myself that my brain has never been geared towards techy stuff. I spent 2 days trying to resolve the starhub issue, and though I finally found a method to improve on its connection, I still don't know why it works. 2 days later, I removed that installation and starhub 3g works again. wth?

But I like it when technology has improved my life :) I need some tech geek to enlighten me!

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Finally, finished boys over flowers.





my fav male character! I feel that he deserves a better girl.









my fav female character! what the.. 4 years?! impressive








That drama ended abruptly, with 2 couples ending up with each other after 4years. I like happy endings! But poor jihoo.. That's like pri6-sec4, or sec4-now. Sooooo long T.T

Oh well, I need a break before watching another drama series. Still deeply absorbed in boys over flowers.

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First practical driving lesson! Oh my godz. It's so damn hard! What clutch, accelerator, then clutch, then change gear wthhhh!? It'll be a miracle if I ever get used to changing gears, braking, and the hardest of all, starting from gear 1. My instructor's "EEEEHHHHHHH 不要那么大力" only made me more kanjiong. But comparing his 26/hr to my 30/hr tuition, I think he's a having a hard time teaching as well.

Soon. Soon I'll be driving like this











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Went to queensway to practise my bargaining skills!




Conclusion: don't bargain with indians; they won't budge. They'll just neh neh neh neh u.

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Then I mustered all my strength to pu-pu-pu-pu-pump it up, and back it up like a tonka truck. At least now I feel better than right after wallaby that period.

Still very disgusted by some ppls' thick layers of protein..

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played badminton with kokli jerm jingyang zhenghui watay jingyang junyuan sam. I like badminton!! My body really can last very long.. it just got warmed up after 2hrs of playing -.-

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aihsssssssss. I dunno how to do 2 A level qns!! Why! rj hc nj aj all the other schls are ok. But pj killed me!! 2 holy qns from pj!! O_O And these 2 qns came out in my last 2 lessons! And 1 of them my tutee knows how to do while I don't! O_O This is horrible. Time to consult amyas the genius. But meanwhile, my income is soon going to be $0 for 1 month..

And because A level questions are so much more challenging than O level ones, A level tuition offers a more exciting 2hrs than O level. But then the time taken to revise my work.. hmm.. I'm not sure if it's worth it anymore. $ + excitement + 2hrs-that-seem-faster against stress-free + more personal time + superiority. See how see how.

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I lost my motivation


那画面太美我不敢看

-蔡依林 布拉格广场-


like gwang soo in running man, my words are drowning
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为什么有为什么?

That's a rather boring long week off!

Push-ups are harder to do now -.- whattt.. only 1month's break from it leh. So hard to climb back again..

Singing session with kokli and jianyu! vitas challenge again wahahaaha. 3 ppl 4hrs just nice :) maybe slightly over?

Then watched with ghim boon kai tng kok




not really worth the time in the movie theatre lol. This is a download-more-worth-it movie.


That's why I don't like ang mohs. Too open. 20?! I haven't even had one.







watched this at home. LOLOL! a wild crazy movie that's surprisingly amusing :D Fortunately no one died from the alcoholic insanity. transvestite is.. zzz ultra turn-off.













When I'm bored,




yeaaaa I'm lagging behind by 2 years I know. But I just decided to try this.

Seriously, do koreans have a significantly decreased peripheral vision or what?! Or they just lack the sense of awareness?! All these are apparent from korean shows! They can't seem to see their sides without turning their heads! LOL!






sigh*. Nothing seems to be going right these days.

bangkok's flooding is.. a very sad case. Why so suay?! seriously? But thanks jane for coordinating the booking and such. I feel guilty for not involving myself a bit more for the trip. My only contribution, research on bangkok's shopping areas, just got doused by that literally "wet" blanket.
That's not all. spooktacular was a mega fail. I felt quite sad actually. I thought it looked so fun. But I didn't want to debit my bank account any further. It's painful. Plus my expenses for these 2 weeks has exceeded 1k. w.t.f. 2weeks. Lets not just say my mother is unhappy with it. I, too, feel it's troublesome to collect payment. They say 谈钱伤感情. Plus the fact that it costs 1dollar more per person for online ticketing, I think it's a no-go. Maybe next time I'll be desperate and go for online booking ba.
And however hard I try to convince myself that I'm not a 吃玻璃长大的人, a small portion of me still thinks otherwise. Perhaps I've placed too high a priority on this. I know I'm someone who is easily influenced. Because of influences, I've slackened a lot. But I shouldn't be, because then I wouldn't be myself. Yet, most of the people out there are like that, with bad habits and such. What can I do? I won't lose out if I follow, but I'll lose myself if I do...
Then again, I wondered. I asked. I got " 谁叫你贪玩?" yea, who? why the fuchsia did I seek fun? I have now decided that it doesn't do me any good. Apparently, for so long, I've been mindlessly doing it. Just like when I played maple, just like how ppl can go clubbing every week, just like how ppl can play computer games all day long: just do only. It's when u stop to ponder the rational, then logic will get back its control. Maybe I could be a better person if I sought less fun. Maybe then I could value my self-esteem more.
About the art of pursuit, I mulled over another concept. "love sought is good, given unsought is better". Why? Sure it seems good from the receiver's point of view. But wouldn't one appreciate it more if it is obtained through one's efforts? And if that's the case then everyone will be waiting for it. Nothing will happen.
Who knows?


monday went back to camp, tues-fri off, monday going back again, tues-mon off again. Shiok!

O level is here, O level tutees are gone.

-ss501 because i'm stupid-


like a mrbean's teddybear, you hold a special meaning
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superman returns

ahhh yes. Can you smell? What the rock. Is cooking?

No, I'm referring to the smell of ord. *sniff ahhhhhh.


So what's up for wallaby 2 yo.




Actually everything's the same. Just that now there are basins and mirrors. So I guess the facilities are better?









company mission exercise, battalion mission exercise, 3 days break, ATEC stage 2, 4 days break, live firing, R&R

yup that's all. 说来话长, 感触良多, all too personal to be published.











the highlight of this picture is not me. It's the guy at the bottom left hand corner-mr tan kok li. Fabulous soldier camouflage. I didn't realise it was him until 4 days after I saw this photo;I thought it was a patch of grass all along. That's wat happens when you apply ur SAF camo cream properly. GG ENEMIES.











My mind was filled with 蓝宝 by 卢广仲 for 1week+, quite interesting haha. come on sing with me sing with me I~~ oh I~ I see~ the rainbow in the sky... wonderful memories of me singing with noel.

NO MORE OUTFIELD, NO MORE CAMOUFLAGE CREAM, NO MORE FIRING!!

On the last day,



hoooom. That was how strong the wind was. Blew down lots of tentages. But who cares? only 30 ppl left behind at north camp!



No idea who that guy is, but he sure is sleeping like a boss.








During R&R,





yea, helmets on -.- So everyone was imitating platoon sergeant or sergeant major "EH EVERYONE GO AND PUT ON UR HELMETS. CAMO ON!"












inside the clay mine, there were footprints of dinosaurs!














looool a Singaporean auntie actually asked me if this bag of pills really work cos she didn't read the instructions..












The view was breathtaking from the top of the gold mine. The water is known to be extremely acidic.


There were fool's gold littered all over the place. Some of us were busy scavenging for our souvenirs.







Genuine gold. High density.















And of course, the long awaited night gathering for platoon 9. Some of us watched running man and we used their games to entertain us. Fun fun fun :D



We had lots of drinks and around 10 bags of chips but we couldn't finish!



When you don't wash ur hair properly and frequently, your hair grows slowly. True story.
coupled with the fact that I had a preceding wallaby-haircut, I might as well go around shouting "magic claw!" like a mapler with toben haircut

T.T

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ha, what a fool


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singing session on wednesday with jingx yuanwei noel jingyang j.lo

not bad, but most of them were sick :(

after that, we went to marutama ramen





SHIOK! ESPECIALLY THE EGG! yuanwei was promoting the awesomeness of the egg to us. $1 per egg leh. BUT IT'S HOLY SHITTY NICE!

A must-visit the next time I go central!







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One of my tutees just discarded me cos of his school's "intensive math revision". Does that mean he learnt enough from me, or does that mean I've never been of help to him? Anyway that still means a loss in income :(

My A level tutee got B for hc prelims! Ahhh.. Ok not bad but not good either. He scored the same as his midyr zzzzz.

need more $ for bangkok shopping and post-ord events..!

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project ppn should be continued, but it needs a new impetus..

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翻开回忆角落
仔细回味当初
原来是我
错
..

-王力宏 爱错-


like a clown, I entertained
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wallaby 2

Just on the night before my flight, I decided to pen down my thoughts and feelings for the past 2 weeks. If not, I might just forget this awesome period. Yea, quite fun.

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3days in camp week. Thought I earned a free off, but the tradeoff was to be company IC. It really doesn't pay to owe others favours. Being the company IC wasn't really that bad. But still, I have the responsibility of ensuring the attendance of soldiers. Basically, company IC is the scapegoat for everything that goes wrong.

"How long do you need to report strength?" - ask them?! not me!? now it's my fault for not rushing them
"Why is HQ platoon so slow?" -ask them!?!?!?!?!?

Yea, retarded system. Guy X does something wrong, guy Y takes the blame, Guy Z gets punished.

Nights out spy kids.




super super fail 4D effect. Scratch & smell totally didn't work out. I can't smell no shit! No one can't smell no shit! Pretty boring kids' show with irritating kids at the back screaming and laughing at every single trying-to-be-funny scene. But there's jessica alba :)











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01 guys outing. Actually only ghim kokli jianyu kaisheng.



Not bad! Got to give him credits for some parts of the movie haha. Johnny English was much funnier. Or was it a I would have laughed more if I were younger?














Anywayz that week's highlight was 01 nanxiang restaurant with huimin swusan kokli kaisheng jianyu kenneth. $200+ bill O_O Should have invested in more discount papers. But to do this, you need a group of friends who are free, willing to spend, and willing to spend with u. That's the only thing that is holding me back from koping all the coupons.

The food was like oral sex. Golden fried rice ahhhh. 咸蛋炒虾 ahhh. XLB was okok i think.

Then soya bean milk at rochor beancurd. Chillax snorlax.

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Another 3days in camp. Good life ah, relacjack! LOL Relacjack!? wtf is relacjack?! Jingx came up with an explanation for this term by our CSM.

Once upon a time, there was a boy named jack. He was very lazy and his mum sent him to the market to sell their cow. However, jack, being a very relac boy, traded the cow for 5 magic beans and went home early.
Jack from jack and the beanstalk story -> slack -> relacjack. LOLOL


Mega haircut. The auntie called it the "wallaby hairstyle" -.- Kokli says I look like the maplestory character with the toben hairstyle, aka centre parting. Thanks kokli. Love his comparison. Nvm this will probably be the last time that my hair is this short!


On tuesday, there was a company cohesion. Each platoon got 2 steamboats. Ok, the food not very nice, but the beer and the drinking games are 赞! Introducing beepbobeepbo and some standing game from the running man. Ah, I love these games cos I find myself having a hard time to lose everytime! But I dun mind losing and doing forfeits.

After the cohesion, some of them wanted to have a slumber party at section 1. I went over for a while, but decided to go back and sleep properly. Why such a wet blanket? Thanks to the cold weather these days, my nose was utterly blocked. It's like in the pokemon game, you ride a bike down lavender town and you can't cross the junction because you are blocked by snorlax and you don't have a pokeflute. You can also see it as appearing inside a room, with dozens of hot pretty girls, that has no door. Yes, you've got it. It is frustrating and suffocating.

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While the city of townsville is under the motivation of uni socialisation and ord, there have been reports of mojojojo attacks. Looks like uni life is going to be stressful. Is it still worth looking forward to it? Somehow, I think my perception of uni could be twisted towards the optimist's side.

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Karaoke session with junhe kokli junyang sly zhenghui jeremy. I tried to sing songs that weren't usually sung by ppl hehe. Not bad! I like the part when we all tried vitas's opera 2. FUN! Been wanting to give it a try but can't scream at home.

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Friday fright night!





Lame plot, but scary. I can see why it's a comedy also lol. More exciting towards the end.

Actually the more impt factor is the actresses are hot.










Sat, celebration for kokli's and qingping's birthday! huimin qp jas kokli jaisheng cheeyee ghim boon. qp's a happy girl with bryan. Icecream cake form swensen's! w/o steel knife and w/o one of the candle holder. Good job swensen's staff from plaza sing. China worker again. Always the problematic ones.

Just as boon and I expected, no one else wanted to have a drink and chat. Sigh. Then jianyu was able to make it for a drink + to go congratulate qp with his sincere appearance, so the 3 of us plus a jasmine went to yellow jello. huimin and friends were also there, so erm ok I'm not very open actually. Ok the chat was quite difficult but still, not too bad, sensitive topics that we wouldn't usually share. Music was very loud, but can't dance cos the atmosphere just wasn't there. Garrr. Holding on to jianyu's promise of going to club after ord.
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The next day was a family outing at some place with waterfall at msia. Can't rmb malay names. It was machiam like a racial harmony day. But correct luh, I'm in msia, not sg.





damn cooling water. very fresh also.

















act yi ge want to jump down from the waterfall. but half a metre down got platform alr.








act yi ge cute











I bet no one's more happening than me alr. 1 day before flyoff can go waterfall and play :D






my.. I don't know how to address them. But they are my relatives. jiongqi was super cute. Superb imitation skills. High potential to be an entertaining celebrity! So cute.. just like how I was when I was young. ><







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mixed feelings at this point of time. Sigh. I worry for the whole 5m long list of ppl who will miss me.

别带我去远方 我不想去远方
我只想待在家 陪你说说话

No. For my country. For my family. For my friends. For ORD! HERE I COME, AUSTRALIA! (only the rural part, thanks a lot)


like a cat on hot bricks or 热锅上的蚂蚁, I'm not anxious at all
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I'd wait for the banana to be ripe, then I'll pluck it from the tree. But I can only hope that others won't pluck that unripe banana

DO YOU KNOW HOW SHIOK IT IS TO HAVE A BLOCK LEAVE?! NO HOMEWORK, NO STRESS! WHEEEEEE


Monday
Of course, holidays can't be THAT smooth-sailing. Monday guard duty with kokli. But still super relaxing hahaha. Under my influence, kokli got lazier and wanted to slack more :D It was a fun duty and time passed really quickly.

I used to think I'm not scared of cats. Now, I find them creepy O.O There was a wild cat roaming around the first floor, desperate for food. We couldn't feed it because it would just ask for more food instead of relying on its survival instincts to hunt. Nah, we didn't want to feed it cos it might just stay there forever and trouble us.




Anyway, the actions done by cats are mysteriously weird. Just look at this cat with an arched back. Eerie.



I prefer dogs.



Tuesday
morning tuition, afternoon gym with kokli guowei. Went to lot 1 at night for dinner and sampled 10 different brands of mooncake. That's when kokli n i thought of buying some quality mooncakes to share for 01, which was kind of fail.

Wednesday
morning badminton with army gang. Erm, boring. It can only be interesting if either 1. the guys are around my standard or 2. they are ppl whom i know v well or 3. they are interactive. So these guys don't talk (with the exception of jingyang cos he talked too much and his speech has no content) and I can't clique with them, and they also don't really play their best. So I dunno wat they were doing.

visited h&m with kokli. Oh my god. The stuff there is cheap and nice. Gotta earn more money.

went taka to sample like 50-70 different brands of mooncake with kokli.

why are we so gay. I have no idea. I wish I had a girl to accompany me instead.


Thursday
morning tuition. afternoon braces.
"帮我拿那个power chain来"
o_o
什儿!?
sounds really powerful. And of cos it hurt a lil. There is another wisdom tooth trying to grow out from the gums at my upper jaw T.T It feels like it's growing laterally also. GG


Then at night, a very impromptu night cycling at ECP! linwei jerm sam jingx kevin zhenghui me






























planned this long ago actually. But it was the 7th month last time, and Sam was very reluctant to go all the way to the east to cycle. So.. anyway it happened when I tapped on jingx's linwei's sam's and jeremy's enthusiasm and took over the conducting role.

I suggested playing 24 while we were resting. Then, we wanted to make the game more exciting. The last guy to think of the answer will have to stay behind for 30s, while the rest of us will proceed to the next pavilion and start the next set of cards. The person with the most number of cards at the end of the game would have to do a forfeit and I suggested shouting XXX at the jetty. Sadly, no one wants to do the forfeit -.- No game is fun without forfeit!

Anyway it was pretty fun. It's like running man, the variety show in korea, but we call it the "cycling man". And I could never lose LOL!


ate nasilemak at changi village. malays are just.. u know. scammed my money.
"FYI, I'm a REAAAALLL girlllll"
that's what a transvestite said when "she" and "her" friend walked out from the 7-11. I think she was talking to us. Then after "she" walked like 5m away from us, "she" pulled up "her" skirt and flashed "her" ass for us.
WTF. I KNOW. WTF. TURN OFF. the dragon totally cringed and shriveled. According to jingx, "she" was wearing a G-string. mmm sexy. WTF.


Anyway it was really tiring, except for the return trip along the road beside the airplane runway. 01 definitely couldn't tahan this trip. I wouldn't go so far on my own also.


Friday
morning tuition. Then another tuition in the evening, then the annual 01 mid-autumn fes gathering. I'd say the mooncakes weren't really popular. Sigh. Wrong flavours. But then again I dunno wat else we could do alr. At least ppl were singing to the songs and chillaxing.

Played 24 again. 01 girls are reaaalllll smart. Poor clarence lol. More forfeits!! :D

Late night movie:


isn't this movie nice. Funny and inspiring.

To have a muscular figure that looks like it got photoshop-ed onto your body. To get a grip of your manhood and dress like you should.










I wish I could drive a car.

3months90days13weeks

Saturday
noon tuition. Attended my cousin's wedding dinner at a restaurant in Novotel. I must say, it was a rather fail wedding. Uninteresting flow of events. No games. No astounding march-in or watsoever. Or maybe my standard's too high haha. Wedding is a once in a lifetime affair. Why not make it a blast for ur wife?

But then again, I'm too young to be speaking of weddings.





It's been some time since I've met up with them. I guess everyone has his own life, unless circumstances make people's paths cross, and only then can bonds be forged, but even so, maintaining it is another matter.


But that is when we are completely relying on destiny. Fate changes the circumstances that we're in, and our actions change fate.



Lastly, this was one good dinner, in terms of its food, because I've always thought wedding dinners are not supposed to fill ur stomach LOL! This was so filling!

And poor me, my face got red even though I only drank half a cup of red wine. -.- Then ppl come asking me "eh u ok ma? how much did u drink". -.- I shy luh can? Surrounded by pretty girls every time I drink. How can I not blush?

Sunday
morning tuition.

GGGGG. What I've been fearing of.. is here. Statistics. My tutee asked me to revise statistics with him. And all these while I've only been doing pure math. LOL. Can I study statistics in 1 week? Plus the fact that I have FTT test this friday and I haven't studied a single shit?

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You need to look 帅 before girls take a look at you, but if that girl really likes you, looks doesn't really matter that much. Self-contradictory isn't it.

That was one fun week.


And if we realised, I've got lots of tuition. That means 2 things. 1. I'm terribly exhausted from tuition. 2. I've got monehhh to spenddd, or save to spend later, or save to make more money, but also to spend later :D Life is about spending eventually.


十年之前, 我不认识你
十年之后, ..


like a stuntman, I'll stun you
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september holidays

Finally a september holiday without homework or test or stress or outfield!

What's even better? 12KM ROUTE MARCH CANCELLED LOL. I'll hug u if I could, mr sky, for giving me free rain on my birthday hahaha.

Book in on tues, book out on wed :D then I started worrying about rotting at home. But nope! Busy like mad!

Thurs -- tuition, gym
Fri -- badminton, tuition x 2
Sat -- tuition x 2, 01, museum, book in, sleep 1.5hrs
Sun -- waste time and energy till 11am, eat, tuition


As we can see, my life is tuition everyday. How will I still want to be a teacher next time?? Crazy. I need to think of simpler ways to prove my points, because I like it when teachers are like that. Although I'm not going to become a teacher next time, how can I be a good one? What I'm learning now is putting myself in others' shoes.
During sunday's tuition, I daydreamed non-stop. I had some time cos my tutee was doing a qns. Then, I was in another world in super weird situations, and I opened my eyes again in a dreamy state and nearly wanted to turn to my left and talk to the auntie in my dream. It was insane. I can even dream of sth when I only dozed off momentarily. Great mind of mine eh?


badminton was fun with jeremy sam edwin. But I got a baluku at the back of my head T.T still hurts now, hope my intelligent juice don't leak out, if not many there won't be any great invention from this generation..


Once again, I'm reminded of how fortunate I am to still have friends, even more for the fact that we know each other since 101. why? No idea. You can say it's an 01 outing, or a NTU outing! huimin jane vivien kokli me. The light festival was rare and uncommonly seen, but I really dunno what I'm supposed to appreciate LOL?! Museum was better cos there were some interesting old stuff. Too bad we missed eating tau hway.


AHM
Go there afk like statues/information counter. Runners keep coming and ask questions like "whr is the bus stop?" when the bus stop is only 50m in front of them. I also got to see how fucked up singaporeans are. 5 dustbins with diameter around 50cm placed at the kerb of the road, each one of them is 1m apart from the other. Runners are supposed to finish their bananas as they ran and throw the skin into the bins. Miss. MISS MISS MISS. WTF?! They might as well declare that they have problems aiming the spoon into their mouth when they eat!?!??!


















That's not the worst. Just because there was some bastard who threw the banana skin deliberately on the grass patch, others just follow suit. WTF?! This is not an issue about aiming anymore. It's courtesy. Doesn't mean that the ground is dirty => you can dirty it even more. Shame on them. Yet, I'm the one feeling the embarrassment from their opprobrious conduct. Can't they be more considerate? Marathon runners very big?

And normally these kind of ppl are from the older generation. Not that I want to discriminate against the elderly or disrespect them. But some of them think they are old birds, or lao jiao, then act like bosses. Old = big fuck? Being old gives you the privilege of doing anything you want?


WHICH REMINDS ME
of the groping incident in bus 190. That asshole tried to squeeze the rather old lady towards the window and according to a commuter who was standing, his hands were on her thigh. AND BY THE WAY HE IS AN OLD UNCLE, AGAIN PROVING MY PREVIOUS POINT. I was sitting behind him, what could I do? Make a fuss out of it? Kicked his seat in an attempt to wake up his idea, but the bus trip was already rough enough to shake his seat.

I was thinking, maybe he took advantage of the rough bus ride and inch towards the lady every bump the bus made. Act 一个 sleeping and listening to music with earphone with a droopy head some more. Okay, maybe he was really sleeping from my point of view, but the commuter's look of disgust confirmed my suspicion. Luckily that incident didn't last long and the lady alighted.

do that to my girlfriend my mother my friends and i'll skin his balls alive and make a spicy banana out of him with chilli.

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No, I'm not complaining. Instead, I hope next week will be as interesting as last week and this week.

meanwhile, he is screaming silently with glee


like michael jackson, I moonwalk on earth
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