is this a real thump?

I've been so busy these days.

So, here comes work! Good thing is I don't have to don office wear everyday. I think the more I wear these formal shirts, the more confident and comfortable I will be in them. Seems good for future presentations?




Office life is about computer, telephone, papers, stationery and a cup of coffee.











I was told that if I have nothing to do, I can do filing. -.-" I dislike doing filing. I don't even file my own worksheets during my school days?! Unless they were to be graded or I would be scolded if I didn't file, and these ppl who made me file were leesf vlee and slee. All Lee!? Seriouslee? Filing is what makes me so tired I think. My shoulder will ache. Oh and most importantly, filing is a brainless job. Separate into perm and temp, then arrange from a-z, then for each letter arrange a-z for second letter. I need my brains to be used!

While I was learning during the handover, I realised my attention span decreased significantly. I drifted off so many times, and had to force myself to get back on track. My memory is another facepalm issue. Even my handover aunty, oops, laughed at my ridiculously shrunken memory capacity. Is it due to army!? Or am I really so toot!?

Thankfully my colleagues and boss are nice people. I get to visit many different places for lunch everyday!





used to be my usual homedish: fried egg with bittergourd!















ice cream waffle at NYP!



After taking a look at the youngsters there, I'm surprised if someone from poly tells me he/she is not attached. Luckily I didn't go poly. My feeble heart and mind will never catch up with the 花花世界。




Still adapting..

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One of my relatives in msia







Loves to imitate people and follow the laughter of others even though he doesn't really know what's going on. He will definitely be a great entertainer next time!


Too bad I'm not close with him...









Why doesn't my family promote bonding amongst relatives? Sigh. Some times I really don't understand what the previous generation is thinking. I shall not see this from my generation onwards.

I see people organising events via facebook and I can't help but shake my head. Sure it's an easily accessible platform for many. But I feel that it's not personalised enough. Some people who don't go fb will miss it out totally. Attendance of people will also directly impact the outcome of that event. It's different when it's an sms. Is it me or does fb make one less insincere? Or is that the prevailing dominance of trolling these days? Trolling seems to be advocating cynicism when it's overly abused. And I seem to be cynical here too. Heck it. Trolling is still a great source for amusement.

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So I scanned around my workplace for 20+s and 30+s guys. I was horrified. So next time I'll be like that!? They don't really care about their outlook. Guys are nerdy thin and frail. Girls are aunty or have thick makeup.

Not their fault. They focused so much on work that they have no energy for other stuff. For now I should still be ok with my pushup regime. And running! Half marathon is coming! Ah even without marathon, I feel that I ought to run at least once a week to keep fit!

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swusan's mum generously treated us again! It just reminds me of how long this group of 01 people has known each other. I might forget NJ's school song, but never ever for BP's. Okay probably because NJ's is a malay anthem hahaha.

Finally met up with people with whom I have spent 1.5yrs on the field. It feels great. More for the soldiers than for the sgts though. Crazy bunch of guys haha. All of us have moved on with our lives, and many of them are super high flyers. Go ahead and fly, I'll prowl in sg haha. I'm not very ambitious u know, neither am I capable of being so.

guonian said sth like, "wa lao eh I'm sick of forming relationships with people and then they leave for 5years!" He was referring to people who will be going overseas for further studies.

That's why I find it so hard to make friends now. My heart can't really take this kind of thing. So I cannot be a teacher who is too committed, or a NSman who sees batches of soldiers come and go, or ... some other job that nurtures people and make them fly.

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Second wisdom teeth extraction! Whoa this time I felt more during the LA. I was so afraid of feeling the pain when he was sawing my tooth. "What if he didn't inject properly!?" And I tell u the needles are really not joking. They are sooooo long! Blah you got to have great mental strength to embrace it. They provoke painful thoughts, but are actually not even as painful as a fall. I clenched my fists though, I think they help to transfer some blood to my hands rather than my teeth so as to delay the relay of the "pain" message from gums to brain and back to gums again. Just joking, I got no idea how it really works.

Like last time, first thing I did after the surgery was to sleep. When I woke up, I didn't feel any pain! Hmm not bad! Then I went to eat my porridge and OUCH!? Slowly, I finished the porridge and... I went back to JMC to take my antibiotics cos I forgot to take -.- Another proof of my poor memory. Then at night, I ate tau hway and OUCH?! Slowly, I finished the tau hway and... rested. 2hrs later I ate my porridge and surprisingly the pain WAS GONE! GONE GONE GONE! YES!!! Amazingly! swusan if u're here, u can take my advice of eating cold food, helps to close wounds, stop bleeding, and thus gets rid of the pain! I think? haha.

But I had to test whether the pain was really gone. I took a ba gua and started eating. YUMYUM the bagua was delicious LOL! :D That concludes 90% of my wisdom teeth ordeal. Stitch removal next week woohoo!

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I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me

One step closer

-christina perri a thousand years-


like an admin boy, I thank you formally with my warmest regards
weijian

美人计

It's something that doesn't work for the faithful ones.

I don't understand why some people can change their partners every now and then, just because they see another attractive person. I must be too traditional.

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After quarreling with my brother, of course I would be mad at him. But a few hours later, everything just goes away. That's a pretty good feeling. Brotherhood.

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Life has been normal lately. Seems like my desire for watch has simmered down. But that is mainly due to the forthcoming economic downturn in 2012. When that happens, exchange rate will change. My watch could be cheaper then ^^

Now I understand why uncles wear singlets at home: army. Bcos of army, many of us were half-naked or just wore a singlet in our admin time cos it's more cooling! I've been practicing my army habits at home now, but on the other hand, ISN'T THIS A TRANSFORMATION TO AN UNCLE?! O.O 30 years from now and I could be wearing a singlet at a kopitiam and crossing my 二郎腿while drinking a cup of kopi o gao. Not very surprising.

So, badminton on Tuesday, and badminton on Friday. Badminton is not fun when you play strokes for the whole game. People like me will slack and joke around. Therefore scores are important motivators.

Then we watched the 2nd best show, after winter's bone: east meets west.




zzzz I don't know why this movie was made in the first place..






It's really shit.

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I realised that it's possible to be early, even if there is no one forcing you to (eg: army). All you need is that extra effort to push yourself. Ever since I made that new year resolution to not be late, I kept getting late for outings. Never again. I'm not someone who gives excuses. I must be punctual next time.

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Some things comes with maturity and cannot be rushed. I was struggling to exert power on the ball in sec 2, but in sec 4, after a nice dream, I could spike properly. I was struggling to smack the feathery cock in sec 1, but in sec 3, after a long break in badminton, I could perform a smash. I was struggling to do pull-ups, but one fine day in army, I did my first ever no-cheat-very-honest pull-up. I was hoping my sincerity and modesty would help me in attracting someone from the opposite gender, but as days went by, in 201X, I..

All that happened out of the blue. So I thought the only factor is time and maturity. As I grew older, I found it easier to be more aggressive in games. Maybe when I am more mature, I will be holding hands.

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The rain these days kept disrupting my plans to run. A certain part of me was actually leaping for joy that I can't go run though. Project ppn continues, but maybe less intense now. I don't wish to grow bulkier anymore. That would mean protein powder, or a change in diet. I don't have the $$ to go for either one. Furthermore, after watching <<那些年，我们一起追的女孩〉〉 and this website http://www.feveravenue.com/a-females-perspective-the-singaporean-man-vs-af/
, I think size is not the top priority for girls.

So, maintaining is good enough for me, maybe add in a few runs to train for the upcoming half marathons in 2012!

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我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

是时候退后了。。

-周杰伦 退后-


like a tissue paper, I'm used
weijian

all-time lull

I couldn't have imagined the life I've been having now. So carefree, so carrefour... almost an ntuc.

I've been spending time surfing the net for tech info, like jailbreaking and its pros and cons, how to prolong battery life, how to make 3g faster, why starhub sucks, blah blah. I can safely assure myself that my brain has never been geared towards techy stuff. I spent 2 days trying to resolve the starhub issue, and though I finally found a method to improve on its connection, I still don't know why it works. 2 days later, I removed that installation and starhub 3g works again. wth?

But I like it when technology has improved my life :) I need some tech geek to enlighten me!

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Finally, finished boys over flowers.





my fav male character! I feel that he deserves a better girl.









my fav female character! what the.. 4 years?! impressive








That drama ended abruptly, with 2 couples ending up with each other after 4years. I like happy endings! But poor jihoo.. That's like pri6-sec4, or sec4-now. Sooooo long T.T

Oh well, I need a break before watching another drama series. Still deeply absorbed in boys over flowers.

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First practical driving lesson! Oh my godz. It's so damn hard! What clutch, accelerator, then clutch, then change gear wthhhh!? It'll be a miracle if I ever get used to changing gears, braking, and the hardest of all, starting from gear 1. My instructor's "EEEEHHHHHHH 不要那么大力" only made me more kanjiong. But comparing his 26/hr to my 30/hr tuition, I think he's a having a hard time teaching as well.

Soon. Soon I'll be driving like this











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Went to queensway to practise my bargaining skills!




Conclusion: don't bargain with indians; they won't budge. They'll just neh neh neh neh u.

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Then I mustered all my strength to pu-pu-pu-pu-pump it up, and back it up like a tonka truck. At least now I feel better than right after wallaby that period.

Still very disgusted by some ppls' thick layers of protein..

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played badminton with kokli jerm jingyang zhenghui watay jingyang junyuan sam. I like badminton!! My body really can last very long.. it just got warmed up after 2hrs of playing -.-

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aihsssssssss. I dunno how to do 2 A level qns!! Why! rj hc nj aj all the other schls are ok. But pj killed me!! 2 holy qns from pj!! O_O And these 2 qns came out in my last 2 lessons! And 1 of them my tutee knows how to do while I don't! O_O This is horrible. Time to consult amyas the genius. But meanwhile, my income is soon going to be $0 for 1 month..

And because A level questions are so much more challenging than O level ones, A level tuition offers a more exciting 2hrs than O level. But then the time taken to revise my work.. hmm.. I'm not sure if it's worth it anymore. $ + excitement + 2hrs-that-seem-faster against stress-free + more personal time + superiority. See how see how.

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I lost my motivation


那画面太美我不敢看

-蔡依林 布拉格广场-


like gwang soo in running man, my words are drowning
weijian

为什么有为什么?

That's a rather boring long week off!

Push-ups are harder to do now -.- whattt.. only 1month's break from it leh. So hard to climb back again..

Singing session with kokli and jianyu! vitas challenge again wahahaaha. 3 ppl 4hrs just nice :) maybe slightly over?

Then watched with ghim boon kai tng kok




not really worth the time in the movie theatre lol. This is a download-more-worth-it movie.


That's why I don't like ang mohs. Too open. 20?! I haven't even had one.







watched this at home. LOLOL! a wild crazy movie that's surprisingly amusing :D Fortunately no one died from the alcoholic insanity. transvestite is.. zzz ultra turn-off.













When I'm bored,




yeaaaa I'm lagging behind by 2 years I know. But I just decided to try this.

Seriously, do koreans have a significantly decreased peripheral vision or what?! Or they just lack the sense of awareness?! All these are apparent from korean shows! They can't seem to see their sides without turning their heads! LOL!






sigh*. Nothing seems to be going right these days.

bangkok's flooding is.. a very sad case. Why so suay?! seriously? But thanks jane for coordinating the booking and such. I feel guilty for not involving myself a bit more for the trip. My only contribution, research on bangkok's shopping areas, just got doused by that literally "wet" blanket.
That's not all. spooktacular was a mega fail. I felt quite sad actually. I thought it looked so fun. But I didn't want to debit my bank account any further. It's painful. Plus my expenses for these 2 weeks has exceeded 1k. w.t.f. 2weeks. Lets not just say my mother is unhappy with it. I, too, feel it's troublesome to collect payment. They say 谈钱伤感情. Plus the fact that it costs 1dollar more per person for online ticketing, I think it's a no-go. Maybe next time I'll be desperate and go for online booking ba.
And however hard I try to convince myself that I'm not a 吃玻璃长大的人, a small portion of me still thinks otherwise. Perhaps I've placed too high a priority on this. I know I'm someone who is easily influenced. Because of influences, I've slackened a lot. But I shouldn't be, because then I wouldn't be myself. Yet, most of the people out there are like that, with bad habits and such. What can I do? I won't lose out if I follow, but I'll lose myself if I do...
Then again, I wondered. I asked. I got " 谁叫你贪玩?" yea, who? why the fuchsia did I seek fun? I have now decided that it doesn't do me any good. Apparently, for so long, I've been mindlessly doing it. Just like when I played maple, just like how ppl can go clubbing every week, just like how ppl can play computer games all day long: just do only. It's when u stop to ponder the rational, then logic will get back its control. Maybe I could be a better person if I sought less fun. Maybe then I could value my self-esteem more.
About the art of pursuit, I mulled over another concept. "love sought is good, given unsought is better". Why? Sure it seems good from the receiver's point of view. But wouldn't one appreciate it more if it is obtained through one's efforts? And if that's the case then everyone will be waiting for it. Nothing will happen.
Who knows?


monday went back to camp, tues-fri off, monday going back again, tues-mon off again. Shiok!

O level is here, O level tutees are gone.

-ss501 because i'm stupid-


like a mrbean's teddybear, you hold a special meaning
weijian

If I have 4 more months to live, you can just kill me now.

Should I say it's fast or slow? It's slow while I'm in it, but fast on hindsight. The speed is still the same: 24hrs a day. Life starts from 2Dec :D

u might think "aww, c'mon army life is life too! :))"
4km 8km 12km route marches in august, and the 12km route march falls on my birthday -.-


Last monday night was shiok. [seriously the experience was only 1 week ago but it felt like v v v v long ago. Hastened aging process??] My father sent me to camp with his motorbike. The wind blasting at my body was so cooling! Yea, that was not really a big deal right? 150km/hr LOL. Don't compare with aeroplanes cos u can't feel the wind when u're inside! I felt like a g6.


Just when project ppn is starting to take off, badminton interfered. ARGHHH. While I was playing with weights, some others were playing badminton in the hall! Shittttt. I missed badminton so much that I gymed for a while and joined them in 1 or 2 games.


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"It takes both brawns and brains to be a man." quoted from edwin ng, spotted in the newspaper. High flyer lol.
Hmm, okay, I'll go shop for these 2 items next time!

"Losing interest in most activities could be a sign of depression" from advertisements in mrt.
If that's true, then a lot of my friends in army are depressed. A bunch of sad sloths. Superficial interactions.
Aye, I really don't understand. Why are friends outside only considered for friends? They were friends last time only because they walked similar paths together before what. Allocating a slot for army friends isn't a lot to ask right.
We can be discussing about outings from monday to thursday, but from friday to sunday, everything will vanish.
It's not their fault, and not like I care, anymore. That's why everyone gives the Idon'tgiveafuck attitude. You'll know when you try giving one. By giving the Idon'tgiveafuck attitude, you don't need to worry about losing anything.


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What was originally a durian outing became a normal dinner. Ok, not bad, I'm done savouring durians for this season anyway ^^. huimin jasmine kokli ghimsiang choonboon jianyu kaisheng me






LOL! retarded, really.


















ww what? Really cos this kind of boss? How is it horrible? HAHA. Good job that fiance! Nice funny movie about 3 retards. The reason why that murder consultant is called motherfucker is another LOL! I love retarded movies.










Then went to gym with clarence n kokli on sunday. About the same as the gym in camp, just that there were girls and we paid to get in.


Monday
Another singing session with a small group of army frens. Kinda sian alr LOL! Cos I'm always singing in camp hehe. But singing outside allows me to try high pitch songs.

Thereafter is a supposedly 01 outing that didn't seem like an 01 outing. XLB buffet at crystal jade! yumei swusan jane vivien huimin jasmine qingping bryan zhian kokli ghimsiang jianyu kaisheng kenneth me. Damn wasted, I put lots of pork inside my stomach instead of the cute xlbs! Should have eaten more xlbs hahaha. Oh, and my awesome table got huimin jane jasmine zhian kokli! huimin n I are prawn-ers >:) ate like 10+prawns, and I almost thought the prawn is free-flow 1 LOL! (they came from jianyu's table)
















We eat at the same time, but at 3 different tables. It's really very lame, meeting in the name of "01", eat, go home. :/ But that's not for me ha. Finally tasted haagen dazs ice cream! YEAAAAAAAAAA. To me, that was like the king of ice creams. Yum yum. I like tiramisu and raspberry!

Bryan said being a bf is like having a job, but instead of getting paid, you lose money and get bullied lol. Well affection is priceless.


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On the floor by J.Lo sounds familiar? Like.. like the tune from the electronic lantern during Mid-autumn festival? LOL! Only 01 people have that childhood :) no one in my camp except kokli finds that tune familiar





It's this tune! It's quite nice actually, with a bit of nostalgia too.






Surprisingly, I find this album very nice! Even my mother says his songs are very soothing! But my bros don't like lol. I think not everyone will like his style also haha. 慢灵魂 tune is still resounding in my mind now.





very very bored. very very. At least last week my body was driven by outing(s).

see, the eye tells more than the mouth.

like a boss, I pump up my chest
weijian

you know that 1+1 will never give a 3, but still, hope of miscalculation lives in you

Last Saturday
lazing session with kokli and jianyu at lot 1. Too late to jio more ppl, but still hope to meet up for a while. We nearly succeeded in going to sing at the last min but cheap ktvs require reservation at least 1 week in advance -.- kbox: $26++, and after their calculation, they said it's about $40. O.O Okay. partyworld ktv: $90+ for 3 ppl O.O

We're not poor, but paying so much just to sing is stupid lol. A sad short night.

Last Sunday
KAYAK with weini vivien jasmine huimin swusan qingping jianyu! Woot it was fun! Partnering with huimin totally made kayaking a breeze haha. Managed to take a look at a 2m monitor lizard, a fish that jumped onto the angmohs' kayak, and nearly bumped into the looming overhanging branch in the mangrove swamp.

I was expecting us to go to the frog island or sth, but we just kayaked in and out of the swamp and tata? Too short! But ok la, could really tell that the camp goers were really tired from only a couple of hours of sleep. I can't wait for uni already.





















Ubin cycling next time! The ferry trips to and fro pulau ubin were reminiscent of the tekong days. Ah.. No way I'm going back again LOL

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For more than once, surveyors said I don't look like a 20. Technically I'm still a teen, but really meh, I don't have the army look? Is that supposed to be good or what! tsk.


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Finally! $200! Marksman! The whole company got it actually haha. Debit $16000 in SAF account!







Complaints again..
笨泥 is a fucked up platoon sergeant. Bias piece of shit. I was infuriated at his cowardice and actions this whole week, but I decided to take a step back because I might need his help in army. Now, in the civilian world, I can't really muster my indignation and criticise him. Hating someone is indeed very tiring. I'd rather ignore, just like what I did to kaiwen.


Life is math, sleep, gym, and a lil city hunter now. Gym gym gym. I hope there will be significant results because muscles training is really torturous -.- No pain no gain. garrrrrrrr. At least now I have some confidence in my physical strength, not like in the the past when I used to shun away from it! Perhaps the more essential takeaway from gym sessions is the boost in self-confidence.

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I happen to come across these videos..









the part where reality kicks in.. it's just sad. But 5:37 christine is so funny LOL!
How is she supposed to know she's special to you?






That's it. Rejection, awkwardness. The ending could have been:
guy:"Amy I really like you, more than a friend."
girl: "oh.." *awkward tone
*phone rings
girl: "Hello? yea.. ok ok. Bye."
girl: "look, I kind of have something right now. I'll talk to you later ok?"

or

girl: "you are a nice guy, but I think we should remain as friends, shouldn't we?"

Anyway that's not a real situation what haha.


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Saturday
Went to sing with huimin jasmine kokli jianyu! It was really a busy day for me, and I screwed myself up. I ran to the kitchen to get sth, then went back to the living room to take sth, then headed back to the kitchen again. A lot of stupid trips. Plus I didn't really have the feel to sing that day! Maybe it's because of the rush... So all the emo and high songs felt weird -.- 献丑了献丑了! But it was still rather enjoyable haha. 4hours is definitely not enough!


Thereafter we strolled to holland v, huimin's and jasmine's territory, for dinner at everything with fries! Yum yum charsiew, really worth my money trying. Pretty waitresses. DIY manager.


Then it's time to get high and tipsy! 2x erdinger + 1x 1664. The swirly feeling was incredible at screwing my thoughts lol. But I could still command control on my actions, just that happiness could be attained easier with alcohol. Huimin's godlike reflexes at snap jack was overpowering. And there was nothing we could do except to challenge her drunken state! Still owned all of us -.-


After kokli and jasmine balek kampong, the m1 gang continued to linger. That sleepless night was a lil painful for me, especially with the thought of tuition the next day. But it was like opening another gate that was in a deeper level in our hearts. A precious night to be remembered. The 3 of us were of the steady type, with more lax family restrictions and easy-going personalities. Great.

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I was so elated when my tutee showed me his first test results! From a U/S grader, he got 59/100! That's a Bminus1! Or basically, a C! How delightful to know that your efforts has paid off! But I had trouble expressing my contentment because he could be aiming for an A, and he's a guy, and I have never joked with him, and some other factors..

Pay week :D


I could have boarded the bus if I sprinted, but I didn't. So I calmed down, held my composure and mounted onto the saddle, poised to take the next step should chance arrive. 30mins, or what seemed like an eternity, passed. Did I make the right move? Was it better to wait when I could have grasped the fleeting moment? What if that was the last chance I had, and all that I got myself prepared for was for nothing? Just a simple incident of missing the bus, yet intriguing.


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I couldn't help but feel that I'm like an ikan bilis. Against the plethora of blue fin tunas, salmons, red snappers, cod fish.. do I stand a chance?


like chesedale, I taste great with anything
weijian

NO MORE FIELD CAMPS IN SINGAPORE

until reservice -.-"

Is that sth to be happy for? hmm.. Let's see what my company has left..
16km route march at night [pending]
combat team shoot
combat shoot for marksmanship [almost done :)]
aquis-preparation for overseas training, aka lots-of-cleaning-period
acct-learning how to fight enemies in ideal situation, meaning they must be dumb, ignorant and small-sized
army half marathon
guard duties
exercise wallaby


seriously, my future looks bleak..

But hey, BYE BYE mosquitoes LOL! I must say soaking my uniform in insect repellent was quite useful! My body didn't really get any bites! MY HANDS GOT A LOT THOUGH COS THEY WERE EXPOSED LOL. Screw the mosquitoes la really. My 4D3N vacation was rather ok I guess.

First 2 days were spent sleeping in the forest and partying with tuna :p
3rd day we walked in the night, took a super detour in an attempt to surprise the enemy but got killed without even fighting in the end lol. Luckily I died, because if I were to be injured, I WOULD HAVE TO BE INJECTED. WTF RIGHT. UNACCEPTABLE MAN. MEDICS HAVING THE JURISDICTION TO USE NEEDLES AND POKE SOLDIERS. cruel...
3rd night dismount and fight in the dark again, which was pretty fun because it's the first time we're fighting soldiers who could "run" lol. Last time in our trainings, soldiers were to lie on the ground and keep firing until the enemies overrun them. It's stupid la, the army likes to assume that the enemies are retards -.-













Eat until I have tuna phobia now LOL! No joke, I can no longer stand the putrid smell of canned tuna anymore cos we spammed so many cans in the forest during field camp! Urgh..


But the worst thing that happened was after the field camp. I thought there was fresh ration for lunch so I gobbled up all the remaining food for breakfast, and STARVED so badly. I got a slight fever from evening onwards. This is called 饿坏了. I told myself I will never let myself starve until like that again. Ever.


But hey, brushing teeth during field camp was immensely satisfying! My breath felt so fresh, though everyone around me had zillions of bacteria in their mouth everyday for 4 days and they didn't care much -.- Thanks to field camp too, my hair lost its integrity. My head became like a coconut leaf stuck to a coconut shell. Horrible. Can't do shit to my hair until I have it cut.

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Thanks to the tuition assignments that I have, I can now be sure that I don't want to be a teacher. LOL! 1 of my tutee was late for 40mins. Yes, 40mins. Imagine my blood being boiled into gaseous state. If I were to be a teacher, I would have to face 20-40 students, and how many of them are problematic ones? No idea, but at least 1. Accountant 了 lor!

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Met kokli jianyu clarence cheeyee huimin jasmine jane vivien swusan at cwp freshness burger. My luck in trying new things has always been bad. Yet another example: CHAI. It's milk tea, but 0.5s after one sip, you'll have a poor sour squidward expression.




Yup, it has ended. There went 8 years of fantasy. I still prefer the young potter in the magical world to the serious potter in the dark noseless voldemort world. I guess I won't be reading any of harry potter books in the near future.. But I'll definitely introduce this series to kids from the younger generation.


In retrospect, I started dipping into the HP fantasy after I watched Harry Potter and the sorcerer's stone by chance in pri school. So I have emma watson rupert grint daniel radcliffe and robbie coltrane to thank for all the childhood magic!





This reminds me of "swusan lend me your toy" incident. LOLOL. swusan actually innocently searched her bag for her batman toy hahahahahahahaha. That made me laugh for at least 2 days.

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Just when I've decided to start project ppn, kokli and jingxuan are deliberating whether to take protein powder or not. Ok, it's actually a supplement, akin to drinking milk but still, I don't want any of it. If I can't get muscular even when I work out then so be it, I'm born to be lean!

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One of the best nights out ever. Went to teoheng@NTU alumni club to sing! And the first group of students we saw had to be PRCs -.- the impression of ntu-prc just gets worse and worse.. But no offense lol, I just feel a bit less singaporean with prcs around. Singing never gets boring! The best song was 王妃 hehe.


Combat shoot! 35/40, close to marksmanship! I hope I shoot well next Tuesday! Like I always believed, I don't have good affinity with normal rifles. My rifles always cock up. Many IAs, not aligned blah blah. What a burden. I spent so much time cleaning it some more! But as usual, skeptics exist to doubt my marksmanship fundamentals instead of my rifle. I proved them wrong! My scores soared when I borrowed weapon from someone else. SEE. NOT ME OK. MY GUN.


狂想曲 was nice until I read the lyrics.. 牛顿didn't 发明地引力; he 发现-ed! *sigh.



like voldemort, I have a fail nose bridge
weijian

beautiful girls all over the world and they got nothin on you

R5. The most worrisome thing on my mind right now. Last field camp in singapore! BUT FREAKING 4D3N!! I wouldn't mind if it was a holiday trip T.T




Finally the elastics stage for braces. Wa pain pain pain. And troublesome. Argh.











combat rations, tuna, choc bread, lychees, bottled drinks




woohoo! Another album that has a lot of nice songs, like stefanie sun's! YES!









Outing with archery team! Steamboat! Didn't really eat that much cos my teeth really hurt :( I enjoyed the bun and maggie mee though LOL! But also, I'm kinda reluctant to eat steamboat buffet because.... I need to save some $, and I'm on a project ppn! protein-powder-no! Or just trying to substitute words into my "ppn" of "ppnldd". -.-

bashing into the forest


As often as possible, I'm gonna train my muscles in the gym. I want to see how muscular I can look without protein supplement. But actually what I want is just a lean and fit body physique. Better try now or regret forever in the kopitiam during my 40s while drinking beer and crossing my legs right? That is also hard because most uncles watch soccer while drinking in the kopitiam and I am one of the few people who dislike soccer.

i wonder how i'm going to brush my teeth and change my elastic bands in field camp


Then outing with donghui wanting jianyu chaochao! Very random outing but not bad I guess :) Some catching up, but this clique is also quite comfortable to be in hehe.




good movie! I like rugby shows man... Like 'remember the titans' and 1 other, which I forgot. So inspiring.









Hope is lost.


like a full stop right after a comma,. how abrupt and awkward, but apparently real and wrong
weijian