one does not simply fall in love

There must be chemistry for crush to arise, then infatuation, then interaction, then go through some bittersweet experience tgt, then ...

No, it shouldn't be so technical. One simply loves.
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Huimin's birthday celebration at breko cafe at holland v! It was a pretty fun day with games.

After that was more talking session with yumei qp vivien at 302. I just need to sit there and listen to the conversation. So much information and so interesting! like FM201

Yumei's and jianyu's birthday celebration at watami! I was there for the cake and photos only, so I didn't know what happened.. But I got another 01 polaroid photo from yumei hahaha.







choonboon can be really cute eh?










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I lost my wallet.. AGAIN! 3rd time alr. Discovered its absence the next day. REALLY REALLY LUCKY to find it at foodfare! Thanks cleaners! 3rd time losing and 3rd time getting back my wallet. Must do more good deeds to accumulate good karma! offering free help-grandma-cross-road service~


I rmb it was lunch time and I wanted to go out and dabao my standard $3 杂菜饭. Then I realised it was raining. zzzz. So I decided to try cooking again.


That's 2 packets of noodles, 1 fried egg, 3 cheese hotdogs.












I learned my lesson. Never cook 2 packets of noodles with soup! TOO FILLING! But u can do that if it's dried noodles. As usual, fried egg was the best. Hot dog is just hot dog. Cheese was melted, but I still don't know how to make a cheese hotdog. It tasted like cheese and hot dog instead of cheese hotdog.

I wonder when I will push aside my laziness and cook again..


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Finally, after sending 100+ copies of my resume and answering numerous calls, I got a temp job! Ah. okok pay I guess, but it's quite far. Well, better than having no job!


I hope the working environment is nice, and that I'll perform well enough to stay cos I don't wanna go through the application process again..

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After much delay, the long awaited wisdom teeth extraction.



The scariest part was the 5 injection needles. O_O The needles were so freaking long I tell u! But on the surgical chair, there was no turning back. Might as well face it bravely. poke poke poke. Numbness overtook me from the right lane because you are not allowed to overtake from the left lane. My head was covered with a surgical sheet. Then came the sawing. zzzzuuuuuu went the saw. I had no idea wth that oral surgeon was doing, but he was an indian and he looked funny, so I trusted him. Love professional and funny indians ^^ Soon, he stitched the wound and the surgery was over. Like, 15mins?! Cool. The sad thing is.. the pain comes after the anesthesia wears off..




I was kiasu so I quickly popped a pill of painkiller. Hours later, that same incessant pain came but it was bearable. BUT! 重点来了. 2hrs of sleep and the pain was gone! miraculously! I'm more convinced now that sleep allows one's body to heal naturally.

sherlock holmes has a part 2. So does my wisdom teeth extraction-this friday.

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Can't stand this kiasu tutee of mine... His mum gave me a plate of cookies to eat but I didn't feel like biting, so I asked him, " Do you want to eat? Is it ok if I don't eat? Cos I just extracted my wisdom teeth."

A polite kid would say, "oh sure, just leave it there."
A guailan kid would say, "I don't mind treating u my box of ferrero rochers now, u know?"

This kid just stared at me, with a tinge of tikoness, like I was supposed to start saying something, not him. ~awkward silence~ Then I asked my question again. He afk AGAIN! Then he replied, "I don't know. You have to ask my mum."

_|_ indecisive mama boy. Felt like using my pen and stabbing myself.

That was just one of the very distinctive mamaboy incident. Almost every bit of his actions and speech tells u "hello.i'm a mama boy.my mama told me i have to pee at 3am every night so i do it."

Wait, there's 1 more.
me: "Do you know how I can get to ION orchard from here?"
him: *starestarestare afkafkafkafk
me:"any bus or..?"
him: "yes I know. you can take a taxi."

_|_ I felt like licking him. He wasn't joking leh.


My other tutee was the opposite: a tanned cat high boy who looks promising and cool and most importantly is not a mama boy. Not saying that loving ur mum is wrong, don't get me wrong. This is just ...





u know!











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再真心 也会被阻绝

-林俊傑 學不會-

like stephen chow, I act 一个正经 but am crazily lame
weijian

limpeh wong u already! don't get hurt!

Just wondering how long the karma boomerang takes to come back. It doesn't really do me much good in seeing bad guys getting punished, except the derivation of thrill in my belief of fairness.

Anyway, at this period of time, there is the aarontan's fail video and SMRT's fail trains. Together, it's this!







LOL! Gotta give credit to netizens. They are really creative. SMRT's smashed window + ryanxz gobangwall = ryan banging out of window in train. HAHAHA













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Just when I was losing hope, a trip to Mustafa gave me instant levitation, with a halo as free gift.



O.O



ssa011j2!




66% of my expected price! How cool is that! But no warranty! But warranty is only for mechanism, and given seiko's trusted made-in-japan quality watches, mechanisms don't spoil so easily, so warranty is useless!

This watch has everything that I want! Automatic, sapphire scratch-free glass, good-looking, leather strap, within budget, roman numerals, date display, black, japan movement (actually as long as it's not china). Just 1 more day display and this will be perfect! But it's not really important anyway!

happpppyyyy :D:D:D time to scrimp and save. 说到省省省省，哥哥最棒！

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So, driving seems easier and easier alr! But I still feel nervous every time I'm driving and a bit reluctant to go for each lesson :( half-clutch move is an ass.

First time try on listening to music while jogging! WHOA! Jogging becomes less boring now woot! As of now my standard is 4x1.6km bp route. Gotta increase to 8x1.6km before my run!

That hairdresser told me I've got at least 3months before cutting that hairstyle that I want, and I still don't know if that will fit the shape of my head.. Then I thought of reservice->short hair. Wa.. Wait 3months only for it to be shaved again during reservice, then I need to wait again! zzzz nvm, it's worth a try. You can't expect an old 40year old uncle to go out with a stylish hair right?

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TUITION! FOUND 2! LOL! 2 x O level students. I love O level math cos it's sooooo easy and I don't need to prepare anything at all. $_$ 请多多指教，照顾一下我的钱包！

Hopefully under my guidance, they can get A's for their exams.

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Nearing the end of 2011.. I'm looking forward to clar's xmas party, boon's male fiesta, mind-boggling(I typed mind-boggling and then eh? my mind can blog?) megazip, the supposedly-long-awaited 01 chalet, wedding dinner at st.regis 7star hotel, seafood buffet. Oh my god. All these are happening from tmr onwards!? Even my mother also starts to nag me 哇你不要整天出去hor！

That also means all my $$ are gone now..

Then the stupid recruitment agencies cannot match jobs properly one. *TEMP ADMIN JOB $7-9 WEST O/A/ORD PERSONNEL WELCOME TO APPLY! LOTS OF VACANCIES* the advertisements are somewhat like that at jobscentral, but after I sent my resume with my expected salary "$7.50/hr", people still call me "Hi, may I speak to weijian? May I ask if you are still looking for a job? Okay I got an admin job for you and it's near your house. (ohhhh nice nice nice) It's $6.50 per hour."

O_O?! $7-9 becomes $6.50. What shit is this man. Give false info!? Seriously?! Not 1 or 2leh, almost everyone who called told me that.

That's why I still haven't found a job with office hours and at least $7/hr that is near my house. Got some already submitted luh but no news of me getting shortlisted for interview.

Most of the jobs also have this: *accounts assistant required! min 1 or 2 years of exp!* -.-" How am I supposed to gain experience before I start working? They need experienced workers but people can only gain experience when they work. How? Going round and round in circles and finally the dog caught its own tail?

Just give me a job already..

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你说活在明天活在期待
不如活得今天很自在


joyous season calls for light-hearted songs

-孙燕姿 第一天-

like dora, I share your throughts
weijian

为什么有为什么?

That's a rather boring long week off!

Push-ups are harder to do now -.- whattt.. only 1month's break from it leh. So hard to climb back again..

Singing session with kokli and jianyu! vitas challenge again wahahaaha. 3 ppl 4hrs just nice :) maybe slightly over?

Then watched with ghim boon kai tng kok




not really worth the time in the movie theatre lol. This is a download-more-worth-it movie.


That's why I don't like ang mohs. Too open. 20?! I haven't even had one.







watched this at home. LOLOL! a wild crazy movie that's surprisingly amusing :D Fortunately no one died from the alcoholic insanity. transvestite is.. zzz ultra turn-off.













When I'm bored,




yeaaaa I'm lagging behind by 2 years I know. But I just decided to try this.

Seriously, do koreans have a significantly decreased peripheral vision or what?! Or they just lack the sense of awareness?! All these are apparent from korean shows! They can't seem to see their sides without turning their heads! LOL!






sigh*. Nothing seems to be going right these days.

bangkok's flooding is.. a very sad case. Why so suay?! seriously? But thanks jane for coordinating the booking and such. I feel guilty for not involving myself a bit more for the trip. My only contribution, research on bangkok's shopping areas, just got doused by that literally "wet" blanket.
That's not all. spooktacular was a mega fail. I felt quite sad actually. I thought it looked so fun. But I didn't want to debit my bank account any further. It's painful. Plus my expenses for these 2 weeks has exceeded 1k. w.t.f. 2weeks. Lets not just say my mother is unhappy with it. I, too, feel it's troublesome to collect payment. They say 谈钱伤感情. Plus the fact that it costs 1dollar more per person for online ticketing, I think it's a no-go. Maybe next time I'll be desperate and go for online booking ba.
And however hard I try to convince myself that I'm not a 吃玻璃长大的人, a small portion of me still thinks otherwise. Perhaps I've placed too high a priority on this. I know I'm someone who is easily influenced. Because of influences, I've slackened a lot. But I shouldn't be, because then I wouldn't be myself. Yet, most of the people out there are like that, with bad habits and such. What can I do? I won't lose out if I follow, but I'll lose myself if I do...
Then again, I wondered. I asked. I got " 谁叫你贪玩?" yea, who? why the fuchsia did I seek fun? I have now decided that it doesn't do me any good. Apparently, for so long, I've been mindlessly doing it. Just like when I played maple, just like how ppl can go clubbing every week, just like how ppl can play computer games all day long: just do only. It's when u stop to ponder the rational, then logic will get back its control. Maybe I could be a better person if I sought less fun. Maybe then I could value my self-esteem more.
About the art of pursuit, I mulled over another concept. "love sought is good, given unsought is better". Why? Sure it seems good from the receiver's point of view. But wouldn't one appreciate it more if it is obtained through one's efforts? And if that's the case then everyone will be waiting for it. Nothing will happen.
Who knows?


monday went back to camp, tues-fri off, monday going back again, tues-mon off again. Shiok!

O level is here, O level tutees are gone.

-ss501 because i'm stupid-


like a mrbean's teddybear, you hold a special meaning
weijian

superman returns

ahhh yes. Can you smell? What the rock. Is cooking?

No, I'm referring to the smell of ord. *sniff ahhhhhh.


So what's up for wallaby 2 yo.




Actually everything's the same. Just that now there are basins and mirrors. So I guess the facilities are better?









company mission exercise, battalion mission exercise, 3 days break, ATEC stage 2, 4 days break, live firing, R&R

yup that's all. 说来话长, 感触良多, all too personal to be published.











the highlight of this picture is not me. It's the guy at the bottom left hand corner-mr tan kok li. Fabulous soldier camouflage. I didn't realise it was him until 4 days after I saw this photo;I thought it was a patch of grass all along. That's wat happens when you apply ur SAF camo cream properly. GG ENEMIES.











My mind was filled with 蓝宝 by 卢广仲 for 1week+, quite interesting haha. come on sing with me sing with me I~~ oh I~ I see~ the rainbow in the sky... wonderful memories of me singing with noel.

NO MORE OUTFIELD, NO MORE CAMOUFLAGE CREAM, NO MORE FIRING!!

On the last day,



hoooom. That was how strong the wind was. Blew down lots of tentages. But who cares? only 30 ppl left behind at north camp!



No idea who that guy is, but he sure is sleeping like a boss.








During R&R,





yea, helmets on -.- So everyone was imitating platoon sergeant or sergeant major "EH EVERYONE GO AND PUT ON UR HELMETS. CAMO ON!"












inside the clay mine, there were footprints of dinosaurs!














looool a Singaporean auntie actually asked me if this bag of pills really work cos she didn't read the instructions..












The view was breathtaking from the top of the gold mine. The water is known to be extremely acidic.


There were fool's gold littered all over the place. Some of us were busy scavenging for our souvenirs.







Genuine gold. High density.















And of course, the long awaited night gathering for platoon 9. Some of us watched running man and we used their games to entertain us. Fun fun fun :D



We had lots of drinks and around 10 bags of chips but we couldn't finish!



When you don't wash ur hair properly and frequently, your hair grows slowly. True story.
coupled with the fact that I had a preceding wallaby-haircut, I might as well go around shouting "magic claw!" like a mapler with toben haircut

T.T

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ha, what a fool


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singing session on wednesday with jingx yuanwei noel jingyang j.lo

not bad, but most of them were sick :(

after that, we went to marutama ramen





SHIOK! ESPECIALLY THE EGG! yuanwei was promoting the awesomeness of the egg to us. $1 per egg leh. BUT IT'S HOLY SHITTY NICE!

A must-visit the next time I go central!







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One of my tutees just discarded me cos of his school's "intensive math revision". Does that mean he learnt enough from me, or does that mean I've never been of help to him? Anyway that still means a loss in income :(

My A level tutee got B for hc prelims! Ahhh.. Ok not bad but not good either. He scored the same as his midyr zzzzz.

need more $ for bangkok shopping and post-ord events..!

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project ppn should be continued, but it needs a new impetus..

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翻开回忆角落
仔细回味当初
原来是我
错
..

-王力宏 爱错-


like a clown, I entertained
weijian

I'd wait for the banana to be ripe, then I'll pluck it from the tree. But I can only hope that others won't pluck that unripe banana

DO YOU KNOW HOW SHIOK IT IS TO HAVE A BLOCK LEAVE?! NO HOMEWORK, NO STRESS! WHEEEEEE


Monday
Of course, holidays can't be THAT smooth-sailing. Monday guard duty with kokli. But still super relaxing hahaha. Under my influence, kokli got lazier and wanted to slack more :D It was a fun duty and time passed really quickly.

I used to think I'm not scared of cats. Now, I find them creepy O.O There was a wild cat roaming around the first floor, desperate for food. We couldn't feed it because it would just ask for more food instead of relying on its survival instincts to hunt. Nah, we didn't want to feed it cos it might just stay there forever and trouble us.




Anyway, the actions done by cats are mysteriously weird. Just look at this cat with an arched back. Eerie.



I prefer dogs.



Tuesday
morning tuition, afternoon gym with kokli guowei. Went to lot 1 at night for dinner and sampled 10 different brands of mooncake. That's when kokli n i thought of buying some quality mooncakes to share for 01, which was kind of fail.

Wednesday
morning badminton with army gang. Erm, boring. It can only be interesting if either 1. the guys are around my standard or 2. they are ppl whom i know v well or 3. they are interactive. So these guys don't talk (with the exception of jingyang cos he talked too much and his speech has no content) and I can't clique with them, and they also don't really play their best. So I dunno wat they were doing.

visited h&m with kokli. Oh my god. The stuff there is cheap and nice. Gotta earn more money.

went taka to sample like 50-70 different brands of mooncake with kokli.

why are we so gay. I have no idea. I wish I had a girl to accompany me instead.


Thursday
morning tuition. afternoon braces.
"帮我拿那个power chain来"
o_o
什儿!?
sounds really powerful. And of cos it hurt a lil. There is another wisdom tooth trying to grow out from the gums at my upper jaw T.T It feels like it's growing laterally also. GG


Then at night, a very impromptu night cycling at ECP! linwei jerm sam jingx kevin zhenghui me






























planned this long ago actually. But it was the 7th month last time, and Sam was very reluctant to go all the way to the east to cycle. So.. anyway it happened when I tapped on jingx's linwei's sam's and jeremy's enthusiasm and took over the conducting role.

I suggested playing 24 while we were resting. Then, we wanted to make the game more exciting. The last guy to think of the answer will have to stay behind for 30s, while the rest of us will proceed to the next pavilion and start the next set of cards. The person with the most number of cards at the end of the game would have to do a forfeit and I suggested shouting XXX at the jetty. Sadly, no one wants to do the forfeit -.- No game is fun without forfeit!

Anyway it was pretty fun. It's like running man, the variety show in korea, but we call it the "cycling man". And I could never lose LOL!


ate nasilemak at changi village. malays are just.. u know. scammed my money.
"FYI, I'm a REAAAALLL girlllll"
that's what a transvestite said when "she" and "her" friend walked out from the 7-11. I think she was talking to us. Then after "she" walked like 5m away from us, "she" pulled up "her" skirt and flashed "her" ass for us.
WTF. I KNOW. WTF. TURN OFF. the dragon totally cringed and shriveled. According to jingx, "she" was wearing a G-string. mmm sexy. WTF.


Anyway it was really tiring, except for the return trip along the road beside the airplane runway. 01 definitely couldn't tahan this trip. I wouldn't go so far on my own also.


Friday
morning tuition. Then another tuition in the evening, then the annual 01 mid-autumn fes gathering. I'd say the mooncakes weren't really popular. Sigh. Wrong flavours. But then again I dunno wat else we could do alr. At least ppl were singing to the songs and chillaxing.

Played 24 again. 01 girls are reaaalllll smart. Poor clarence lol. More forfeits!! :D

Late night movie:


isn't this movie nice. Funny and inspiring.

To have a muscular figure that looks like it got photoshop-ed onto your body. To get a grip of your manhood and dress like you should.










I wish I could drive a car.

3months90days13weeks

Saturday
noon tuition. Attended my cousin's wedding dinner at a restaurant in Novotel. I must say, it was a rather fail wedding. Uninteresting flow of events. No games. No astounding march-in or watsoever. Or maybe my standard's too high haha. Wedding is a once in a lifetime affair. Why not make it a blast for ur wife?

But then again, I'm too young to be speaking of weddings.





It's been some time since I've met up with them. I guess everyone has his own life, unless circumstances make people's paths cross, and only then can bonds be forged, but even so, maintaining it is another matter.


But that is when we are completely relying on destiny. Fate changes the circumstances that we're in, and our actions change fate.



Lastly, this was one good dinner, in terms of its food, because I've always thought wedding dinners are not supposed to fill ur stomach LOL! This was so filling!

And poor me, my face got red even though I only drank half a cup of red wine. -.- Then ppl come asking me "eh u ok ma? how much did u drink". -.- I shy luh can? Surrounded by pretty girls every time I drink. How can I not blush?

Sunday
morning tuition.

GGGGG. What I've been fearing of.. is here. Statistics. My tutee asked me to revise statistics with him. And all these while I've only been doing pure math. LOL. Can I study statistics in 1 week? Plus the fact that I have FTT test this friday and I haven't studied a single shit?

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You need to look 帅 before girls take a look at you, but if that girl really likes you, looks doesn't really matter that much. Self-contradictory isn't it.

That was one fun week.


And if we realised, I've got lots of tuition. That means 2 things. 1. I'm terribly exhausted from tuition. 2. I've got monehhh to spenddd, or save to spend later, or save to make more money, but also to spend later :D Life is about spending eventually.


十年之前, 我不认识你
十年之后, ..


like a stuntman, I'll stun you
weijian

september holidays

Finally a september holiday without homework or test or stress or outfield!

What's even better? 12KM ROUTE MARCH CANCELLED LOL. I'll hug u if I could, mr sky, for giving me free rain on my birthday hahaha.

Book in on tues, book out on wed :D then I started worrying about rotting at home. But nope! Busy like mad!

Thurs -- tuition, gym
Fri -- badminton, tuition x 2
Sat -- tuition x 2, 01, museum, book in, sleep 1.5hrs
Sun -- waste time and energy till 11am, eat, tuition


As we can see, my life is tuition everyday. How will I still want to be a teacher next time?? Crazy. I need to think of simpler ways to prove my points, because I like it when teachers are like that. Although I'm not going to become a teacher next time, how can I be a good one? What I'm learning now is putting myself in others' shoes.
During sunday's tuition, I daydreamed non-stop. I had some time cos my tutee was doing a qns. Then, I was in another world in super weird situations, and I opened my eyes again in a dreamy state and nearly wanted to turn to my left and talk to the auntie in my dream. It was insane. I can even dream of sth when I only dozed off momentarily. Great mind of mine eh?


badminton was fun with jeremy sam edwin. But I got a baluku at the back of my head T.T still hurts now, hope my intelligent juice don't leak out, if not many there won't be any great invention from this generation..


Once again, I'm reminded of how fortunate I am to still have friends, even more for the fact that we know each other since 101. why? No idea. You can say it's an 01 outing, or a NTU outing! huimin jane vivien kokli me. The light festival was rare and uncommonly seen, but I really dunno what I'm supposed to appreciate LOL?! Museum was better cos there were some interesting old stuff. Too bad we missed eating tau hway.


AHM
Go there afk like statues/information counter. Runners keep coming and ask questions like "whr is the bus stop?" when the bus stop is only 50m in front of them. I also got to see how fucked up singaporeans are. 5 dustbins with diameter around 50cm placed at the kerb of the road, each one of them is 1m apart from the other. Runners are supposed to finish their bananas as they ran and throw the skin into the bins. Miss. MISS MISS MISS. WTF?! They might as well declare that they have problems aiming the spoon into their mouth when they eat!?!??!


















That's not the worst. Just because there was some bastard who threw the banana skin deliberately on the grass patch, others just follow suit. WTF?! This is not an issue about aiming anymore. It's courtesy. Doesn't mean that the ground is dirty => you can dirty it even more. Shame on them. Yet, I'm the one feeling the embarrassment from their opprobrious conduct. Can't they be more considerate? Marathon runners very big?

And normally these kind of ppl are from the older generation. Not that I want to discriminate against the elderly or disrespect them. But some of them think they are old birds, or lao jiao, then act like bosses. Old = big fuck? Being old gives you the privilege of doing anything you want?


WHICH REMINDS ME
of the groping incident in bus 190. That asshole tried to squeeze the rather old lady towards the window and according to a commuter who was standing, his hands were on her thigh. AND BY THE WAY HE IS AN OLD UNCLE, AGAIN PROVING MY PREVIOUS POINT. I was sitting behind him, what could I do? Make a fuss out of it? Kicked his seat in an attempt to wake up his idea, but the bus trip was already rough enough to shake his seat.

I was thinking, maybe he took advantage of the rough bus ride and inch towards the lady every bump the bus made. Act 一个 sleeping and listening to music with earphone with a droopy head some more. Okay, maybe he was really sleeping from my point of view, but the commuter's look of disgust confirmed my suspicion. Luckily that incident didn't last long and the lady alighted.

do that to my girlfriend my mother my friends and i'll skin his balls alive and make a spicy banana out of him with chilli.

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No, I'm not complaining. Instead, I hope next week will be as interesting as last week and this week.

meanwhile, he is screaming silently with glee


like michael jackson, I moonwalk on earth
weijian

you know that 1+1 will never give a 3, but still, hope of miscalculation lives in you

Last Saturday
lazing session with kokli and jianyu at lot 1. Too late to jio more ppl, but still hope to meet up for a while. We nearly succeeded in going to sing at the last min but cheap ktvs require reservation at least 1 week in advance -.- kbox: $26++, and after their calculation, they said it's about $40. O.O Okay. partyworld ktv: $90+ for 3 ppl O.O

We're not poor, but paying so much just to sing is stupid lol. A sad short night.

Last Sunday
KAYAK with weini vivien jasmine huimin swusan qingping jianyu! Woot it was fun! Partnering with huimin totally made kayaking a breeze haha. Managed to take a look at a 2m monitor lizard, a fish that jumped onto the angmohs' kayak, and nearly bumped into the looming overhanging branch in the mangrove swamp.

I was expecting us to go to the frog island or sth, but we just kayaked in and out of the swamp and tata? Too short! But ok la, could really tell that the camp goers were really tired from only a couple of hours of sleep. I can't wait for uni already.





















Ubin cycling next time! The ferry trips to and fro pulau ubin were reminiscent of the tekong days. Ah.. No way I'm going back again LOL

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For more than once, surveyors said I don't look like a 20. Technically I'm still a teen, but really meh, I don't have the army look? Is that supposed to be good or what! tsk.


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Finally! $200! Marksman! The whole company got it actually haha. Debit $16000 in SAF account!







Complaints again..
笨泥 is a fucked up platoon sergeant. Bias piece of shit. I was infuriated at his cowardice and actions this whole week, but I decided to take a step back because I might need his help in army. Now, in the civilian world, I can't really muster my indignation and criticise him. Hating someone is indeed very tiring. I'd rather ignore, just like what I did to kaiwen.


Life is math, sleep, gym, and a lil city hunter now. Gym gym gym. I hope there will be significant results because muscles training is really torturous -.- No pain no gain. garrrrrrrr. At least now I have some confidence in my physical strength, not like in the the past when I used to shun away from it! Perhaps the more essential takeaway from gym sessions is the boost in self-confidence.

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I happen to come across these videos..









the part where reality kicks in.. it's just sad. But 5:37 christine is so funny LOL!
How is she supposed to know she's special to you?






That's it. Rejection, awkwardness. The ending could have been:
guy:"Amy I really like you, more than a friend."
girl: "oh.." *awkward tone
*phone rings
girl: "Hello? yea.. ok ok. Bye."
girl: "look, I kind of have something right now. I'll talk to you later ok?"

or

girl: "you are a nice guy, but I think we should remain as friends, shouldn't we?"

Anyway that's not a real situation what haha.


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Saturday
Went to sing with huimin jasmine kokli jianyu! It was really a busy day for me, and I screwed myself up. I ran to the kitchen to get sth, then went back to the living room to take sth, then headed back to the kitchen again. A lot of stupid trips. Plus I didn't really have the feel to sing that day! Maybe it's because of the rush... So all the emo and high songs felt weird -.- 献丑了献丑了! But it was still rather enjoyable haha. 4hours is definitely not enough!


Thereafter we strolled to holland v, huimin's and jasmine's territory, for dinner at everything with fries! Yum yum charsiew, really worth my money trying. Pretty waitresses. DIY manager.


Then it's time to get high and tipsy! 2x erdinger + 1x 1664. The swirly feeling was incredible at screwing my thoughts lol. But I could still command control on my actions, just that happiness could be attained easier with alcohol. Huimin's godlike reflexes at snap jack was overpowering. And there was nothing we could do except to challenge her drunken state! Still owned all of us -.-


After kokli and jasmine balek kampong, the m1 gang continued to linger. That sleepless night was a lil painful for me, especially with the thought of tuition the next day. But it was like opening another gate that was in a deeper level in our hearts. A precious night to be remembered. The 3 of us were of the steady type, with more lax family restrictions and easy-going personalities. Great.

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I was so elated when my tutee showed me his first test results! From a U/S grader, he got 59/100! That's a Bminus1! Or basically, a C! How delightful to know that your efforts has paid off! But I had trouble expressing my contentment because he could be aiming for an A, and he's a guy, and I have never joked with him, and some other factors..

Pay week :D


I could have boarded the bus if I sprinted, but I didn't. So I calmed down, held my composure and mounted onto the saddle, poised to take the next step should chance arrive. 30mins, or what seemed like an eternity, passed. Did I make the right move? Was it better to wait when I could have grasped the fleeting moment? What if that was the last chance I had, and all that I got myself prepared for was for nothing? Just a simple incident of missing the bus, yet intriguing.


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I couldn't help but feel that I'm like an ikan bilis. Against the plethora of blue fin tunas, salmons, red snappers, cod fish.. do I stand a chance?


like chesedale, I taste great with anything
weijian

NO MORE FIELD CAMPS IN SINGAPORE

until reservice -.-"

Is that sth to be happy for? hmm.. Let's see what my company has left..
16km route march at night [pending]
combat team shoot
combat shoot for marksmanship [almost done :)]
aquis-preparation for overseas training, aka lots-of-cleaning-period
acct-learning how to fight enemies in ideal situation, meaning they must be dumb, ignorant and small-sized
army half marathon
guard duties
exercise wallaby


seriously, my future looks bleak..

But hey, BYE BYE mosquitoes LOL! I must say soaking my uniform in insect repellent was quite useful! My body didn't really get any bites! MY HANDS GOT A LOT THOUGH COS THEY WERE EXPOSED LOL. Screw the mosquitoes la really. My 4D3N vacation was rather ok I guess.

First 2 days were spent sleeping in the forest and partying with tuna :p
3rd day we walked in the night, took a super detour in an attempt to surprise the enemy but got killed without even fighting in the end lol. Luckily I died, because if I were to be injured, I WOULD HAVE TO BE INJECTED. WTF RIGHT. UNACCEPTABLE MAN. MEDICS HAVING THE JURISDICTION TO USE NEEDLES AND POKE SOLDIERS. cruel...
3rd night dismount and fight in the dark again, which was pretty fun because it's the first time we're fighting soldiers who could "run" lol. Last time in our trainings, soldiers were to lie on the ground and keep firing until the enemies overrun them. It's stupid la, the army likes to assume that the enemies are retards -.-













Eat until I have tuna phobia now LOL! No joke, I can no longer stand the putrid smell of canned tuna anymore cos we spammed so many cans in the forest during field camp! Urgh..


But the worst thing that happened was after the field camp. I thought there was fresh ration for lunch so I gobbled up all the remaining food for breakfast, and STARVED so badly. I got a slight fever from evening onwards. This is called 饿坏了. I told myself I will never let myself starve until like that again. Ever.


But hey, brushing teeth during field camp was immensely satisfying! My breath felt so fresh, though everyone around me had zillions of bacteria in their mouth everyday for 4 days and they didn't care much -.- Thanks to field camp too, my hair lost its integrity. My head became like a coconut leaf stuck to a coconut shell. Horrible. Can't do shit to my hair until I have it cut.

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Thanks to the tuition assignments that I have, I can now be sure that I don't want to be a teacher. LOL! 1 of my tutee was late for 40mins. Yes, 40mins. Imagine my blood being boiled into gaseous state. If I were to be a teacher, I would have to face 20-40 students, and how many of them are problematic ones? No idea, but at least 1. Accountant 了 lor!

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Met kokli jianyu clarence cheeyee huimin jasmine jane vivien swusan at cwp freshness burger. My luck in trying new things has always been bad. Yet another example: CHAI. It's milk tea, but 0.5s after one sip, you'll have a poor sour squidward expression.




Yup, it has ended. There went 8 years of fantasy. I still prefer the young potter in the magical world to the serious potter in the dark noseless voldemort world. I guess I won't be reading any of harry potter books in the near future.. But I'll definitely introduce this series to kids from the younger generation.


In retrospect, I started dipping into the HP fantasy after I watched Harry Potter and the sorcerer's stone by chance in pri school. So I have emma watson rupert grint daniel radcliffe and robbie coltrane to thank for all the childhood magic!





This reminds me of "swusan lend me your toy" incident. LOLOL. swusan actually innocently searched her bag for her batman toy hahahahahahahaha. That made me laugh for at least 2 days.

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Just when I've decided to start project ppn, kokli and jingxuan are deliberating whether to take protein powder or not. Ok, it's actually a supplement, akin to drinking milk but still, I don't want any of it. If I can't get muscular even when I work out then so be it, I'm born to be lean!

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One of the best nights out ever. Went to teoheng@NTU alumni club to sing! And the first group of students we saw had to be PRCs -.- the impression of ntu-prc just gets worse and worse.. But no offense lol, I just feel a bit less singaporean with prcs around. Singing never gets boring! The best song was 王妃 hehe.


Combat shoot! 35/40, close to marksmanship! I hope I shoot well next Tuesday! Like I always believed, I don't have good affinity with normal rifles. My rifles always cock up. Many IAs, not aligned blah blah. What a burden. I spent so much time cleaning it some more! But as usual, skeptics exist to doubt my marksmanship fundamentals instead of my rifle. I proved them wrong! My scores soared when I borrowed weapon from someone else. SEE. NOT ME OK. MY GUN.


狂想曲 was nice until I read the lyrics.. 牛顿didn't 发明地引力; he 发现-ed! *sigh.



like voldemort, I have a fail nose bridge
weijian

breaking your barriers to entry

只剩下钢琴陪我..
安静 or 安静了?

A very eventful week.

First, on Monday morning, I finally took the effort and went to read up on what the hell general election is really about. After genius Amyas shed some light on me, together with the Mr Brown political jokes that I appreciated a lil last week, I eventually understood. Ok, that was quite dumb, but I really had no interest in politics... until now.

And my interest is only in the political jokes. HAHAHAHA. "5 years to live and repent". MM Lee's arrogance can be comical huh. And the funny fact that no one dares to contest the Tanjong Pagar GRC. Talk about the political veteran.

To show my support for PAP, (actually just to kaypo and see what a rally is like) jingx jerm kok junhe and I went to the Holland-Bukit Timah PAP rally. BORING -.- We thought it would be noisy and such, but I guess that will only happen in Aljunied.



Then, on Monday night, gokul suddenly told me "hey weijian, tell you something. Osama is dead."
o.o? I replied, "HUH? w..what? Is this a joke?"
"no, it's in the yahoo news."
LOL!? So I thought I'll leave it to the newspapers tmr to unveil the truth. IT WAS TRUE! So much for playing hide and seek all these years!



Gum infection. Some asshole food particle went into my raw gums and got infected, thereby spawning a blob of cancerous gum abscess. Once it gets poked, pus will ooze out like lava. Yucks. So I booked an appointment on Sat and had it removed. I had no idea how the dentist remove it, but I'm guessing he just scraped the whole shit out by force. T.T It was scary.



Friday night- party night! A very close and comfortable "meteor watching" session with kaisheng and jianyu. It was wonderful. I gained insights on certain things and shared some secrets. Everyone has secrets. It's so amazing how one always tries to hide it from others. I think it was fortunate that we have so few enthusiasts in such event, because sharing in a clique is different from sharing in a group.

And sharing is a wonderful activity, though listening is an even more awesome one.

comfortability vs closeness



I tried to give my tutee a wake up call on Sat. I had been teaching him the same topics over and over again for 2 weeks, 4 lessons. Each lesson, there is a test on the same few topics. He would understand but not memorise for himself. What the shit sia. And I thought understanding something makes memorisation easier?! His lack of aptitude is really sickening. And so, the wake up call was sort of a reprimand or a lecture, but in the absence of harshness. I hope he'll start to think for his future, just like how I hope for my brother to ignite his academic passion.


Watched...


Fast n Furious 5! I didn't think it would be so nice! Hot and pretty girls (really ah!), muscular guys (I wonder which shop vin diesel and dwayne johnson bought their arms from? SO BIG AND LOL), funny moments. Ah!



But my butt hurt! I can't sit for so long!




Trust and be trusted. Thrust, try not to get thrusted.



like going into a cave with a spoilt torchlight, your secrets may be dark, but trust me
weijian