So, right after URUN, what can happen to my body? Ache -.-" First time my back aching. Did I adopt the wrong running posture? Oh well, it was alright after 2days.
I can't really remember what happened last week. What happened? Mainly very boring work and the little spices of life.
Went to teoheng ktv at ntu alumni on Friday to sing. 3hrs... not enough *shakes head. But good enough to destress a bit! Every time I go sing I'll be the one singing a lot. Ya la make my money very worth it, but you all don't shy leh, what's there to shy about haha. I just anyhow scream also happy^^ Got to hear $240 prowess in singing. Lessons do help huh! Just that when singing gets too technical, the feel disappears.. Who else will stretch his/her leg to grab a bottle? Hahaha.
Then 三傻行! Disappointing ice cream buffet I must say haha. I like bailey's, mango yoghurt and choc. Bird's nest was ... .. artificial to the max. Ala carte ice cream next time :) Second time horror after "the 4th kind". I wonder if it's because I've matured or "the devil inside" just wasn't scary. Despite this, my heart was thumping pretty quickly because I was scaring myself all the while. Is the sudden pop-up of ghosts and such prohibited in horror movies, perhaps because that will really cause people to have heart attack? I kept expecting those but they never appeared! Worst 2 scenes I have in my mind come from 异度空间 and the ring. And I didn't even watch the whole of both movies -.-" The ring? Challenge accepted hehehe. *golden ship where are you?!
Pretty awesome sitting along the sides of the notorious dirty river and looking at the hippos swimming pass. Can't help but marvel at the accidental honour of being one of the 4. Is that fate or what.. Suntec branch next time! Even though I like the thrills from roller coaster rides and other excitement derived from near-free-fall experience, I worry for my heart haha. Nevertheless, I will definitely make it a point to try things out when I have the money :) hot air balloooon!! Bungee!!
Having something to look forward to really helps to speed time up. I hope to be a motivation, not a distraction.
在意料之外
我的女孩你快走过来
爱在期待
-方大同 爱在-
like innocent whales, we ._.
weijian
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Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Saturday, October 29, 2011
为什么有为什么?
That's a rather boring long week off!
Push-ups are harder to do now -.- whattt.. only 1month's break from it leh. So hard to climb back again..
Singing session with kokli and jianyu! vitas challenge again wahahaaha. 3 ppl 4hrs just nice :) maybe slightly over?
Then watched with ghim boon kai tng kok
not really worth the time in the movie theatre lol. This is a download-more-worth-it movie.
That's why I don't like ang mohs. Too open. 20?! I haven't even had one.
watched this at home. LOLOL! a wild crazy movie that's surprisingly amusing :D Fortunately no one died from the alcoholic insanity. transvestite is.. zzz ultra turn-off.
When I'm bored,
yeaaaa I'm lagging behind by 2 years I know. But I just decided to try this.
Seriously, do koreans have a significantly decreased peripheral vision or what?! Or they just lack the sense of awareness?! All these are apparent from korean shows! They can't seem to see their sides without turning their heads! LOL!
sigh*. Nothing seems to be going right these days.
bangkok's flooding is.. a very sad case. Why so suay?! seriously? But thanks jane for coordinating the booking and such. I feel guilty for not involving myself a bit more for the trip. My only contribution, research on bangkok's shopping areas, just got doused by that literally "wet" blanket.
That's not all. spooktacular was a mega fail. I felt quite sad actually. I thought it looked so fun. But I didn't want to debit my bank account any further. It's painful. Plus my expenses for these 2 weeks has exceeded 1k. w.t.f. 2weeks. Lets not just say my mother is unhappy with it. I, too, feel it's troublesome to collect payment. They say 谈钱伤感情. Plus the fact that it costs 1dollar more per person for online ticketing, I think it's a no-go. Maybe next time I'll be desperate and go for online booking ba.
And however hard I try to convince myself that I'm not a 吃玻璃长大的人, a small portion of me still thinks otherwise. Perhaps I've placed too high a priority on this. I know I'm someone who is easily influenced. Because of influences, I've slackened a lot. But I shouldn't be, because then I wouldn't be myself. Yet, most of the people out there are like that, with bad habits and such. What can I do? I won't lose out if I follow, but I'll lose myself if I do...
Then again, I wondered. I asked. I got " 谁叫你贪玩?" yea, who? why the fuchsia did I seek fun? I have now decided that it doesn't do me any good. Apparently, for so long, I've been mindlessly doing it. Just like when I played maple, just like how ppl can go clubbing every week, just like how ppl can play computer games all day long: just do only. It's when u stop to ponder the rational, then logic will get back its control. Maybe I could be a better person if I sought less fun. Maybe then I could value my self-esteem more.
About the art of pursuit, I mulled over another concept. "love sought is good, given unsought is better". Why? Sure it seems good from the receiver's point of view. But wouldn't one appreciate it more if it is obtained through one's efforts? And if that's the case then everyone will be waiting for it. Nothing will happen.
Who knows?
monday went back to camp, tues-fri off, monday going back again, tues-mon off again. Shiok!
O level is here, O level tutees are gone.
-ss501 because i'm stupid-
like a mrbean's teddybear, you hold a special meaning
weijian
Push-ups are harder to do now -.- whattt.. only 1month's break from it leh. So hard to climb back again..
Singing session with kokli and jianyu! vitas challenge again wahahaaha. 3 ppl 4hrs just nice :) maybe slightly over?
Then watched with ghim boon kai tng kok
not really worth the time in the movie theatre lol. This is a download-more-worth-it movie.
That's why I don't like ang mohs. Too open. 20?! I haven't even had one.
watched this at home. LOLOL! a wild crazy movie that's surprisingly amusing :D Fortunately no one died from the alcoholic insanity. transvestite is.. zzz ultra turn-off.
When I'm bored,
yeaaaa I'm lagging behind by 2 years I know. But I just decided to try this.
Seriously, do koreans have a significantly decreased peripheral vision or what?! Or they just lack the sense of awareness?! All these are apparent from korean shows! They can't seem to see their sides without turning their heads! LOL!
sigh*. Nothing seems to be going right these days.
bangkok's flooding is.. a very sad case. Why so suay?! seriously? But thanks jane for coordinating the booking and such. I feel guilty for not involving myself a bit more for the trip. My only contribution, research on bangkok's shopping areas, just got doused by that literally "wet" blanket.
That's not all. spooktacular was a mega fail. I felt quite sad actually. I thought it looked so fun. But I didn't want to debit my bank account any further. It's painful. Plus my expenses for these 2 weeks has exceeded 1k. w.t.f. 2weeks. Lets not just say my mother is unhappy with it. I, too, feel it's troublesome to collect payment. They say 谈钱伤感情. Plus the fact that it costs 1dollar more per person for online ticketing, I think it's a no-go. Maybe next time I'll be desperate and go for online booking ba.
And however hard I try to convince myself that I'm not a 吃玻璃长大的人, a small portion of me still thinks otherwise. Perhaps I've placed too high a priority on this. I know I'm someone who is easily influenced. Because of influences, I've slackened a lot. But I shouldn't be, because then I wouldn't be myself. Yet, most of the people out there are like that, with bad habits and such. What can I do? I won't lose out if I follow, but I'll lose myself if I do...
Then again, I wondered. I asked. I got " 谁叫你贪玩?" yea, who? why the fuchsia did I seek fun? I have now decided that it doesn't do me any good. Apparently, for so long, I've been mindlessly doing it. Just like when I played maple, just like how ppl can go clubbing every week, just like how ppl can play computer games all day long: just do only. It's when u stop to ponder the rational, then logic will get back its control. Maybe I could be a better person if I sought less fun. Maybe then I could value my self-esteem more.
About the art of pursuit, I mulled over another concept. "love sought is good, given unsought is better". Why? Sure it seems good from the receiver's point of view. But wouldn't one appreciate it more if it is obtained through one's efforts? And if that's the case then everyone will be waiting for it. Nothing will happen.
Who knows?
monday went back to camp, tues-fri off, monday going back again, tues-mon off again. Shiok!
O level is here, O level tutees are gone.
-ss501 because i'm stupid-
like a mrbean's teddybear, you hold a special meaning
weijian
Sunday, August 28, 2011
not a teen, not an adult. neither here nor there.
Excuse me.
But I might drink a little more than I should, tonight.
Yes, 20, finally. So this is how long 20 years feel like, with more than 12 years forgotten memories.
Thanks for the sincere handshakes, cards, presents and birthday wishes!
Met up with jianyu kaisheng kokli at lot 1 on Friday. I'm very grateful for them making an effort to celebrate with me on my birthday :)
Lucky enough to get the cozy seat at newyorknewyork! Seems a lot like that time when we celebrated jianyu's birthday.. last year?
humongous burger. I can never finish them myself. Or can I? Haha, not worth to try the challenge also luh. Yummy burger and pizzaaaa.
supposed to give fierce and hungry looks, but apparently I'm the only one who got the 杀气 >:O
saw vivien and yf. I shall say that was awkward.
then another chocolate cake at home. how sweet
Do wishes ever come true? Am I not sincere enough? Or has my desire grown?
Then on Saturday, 01 outing!
with kokli jianyu huimin and me, followed by swusan qingping bryan kaisheng.
poor huimin. But from another point of view, how blissful eh?
ice-skating in the pasar malam rink. I missed the time when I ice-skated during CNY. So few ppl then! Skating with shorts some how made me feel insecure.
I didn't have any affinity with manhattan fish market. Why? Was supposed to enjoy the 1-for-1 deal on wed nights out, but we chose carl's jr and watched rise of the planet of the apes instead. Could have the chance to eat it on sat for lunch but we chose mac. And so on..
flavoured hoegaarden had a lil weird taste. I'd rather spend less, drink more on... erdinger!
Got so called free MOF membership. Legend has it that the holder of the holy card will have higher chance to get girls.. ..
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insomnia on 25th, just before my birthday T.T tried to sleep at 9, rolled around for 2hrs plus instead, and reveille at 4.30 zzz.
supposed to have 12km route march at 6.45am on my birthday. T.T
but the keyword is "supposed".
:D
Must be my luck! It rained so heavily that the route march was postponed! And possibly cancelled LOL!
Then during nights out, went to carl's junior with noel jingxuan kevin kokli. We thrashed out lots of things haha. I think we were bitching.
"NO!!!! "
That was particularly funny to me because in camp, I like to attempt to disobey orders with a guailan "no", which was the first word that caesar learnt how to speak. Looks like my grandiose refusal has gone popular.
such a good drama.. and the cast is so good-looking! Yea, plastic surgery but they were above average to begin with!
compare this with singaporean drama and u will flinch like u got "hyperbit" by a raticate.
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First time singing with vballers on sunday. I must say it was a weird experience LOL! I think vball group is more suited for physical activities or games.
Right after duty, tuition, badminton with archers, then tuition again T.T Hectic life. And I must say, the people with whom you do activities with play a large role in determining the derivation of satisfaction from the activities. Doesn't mean you enjoy XX with group A means you will also enjoy it with group B.
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想吹风 想自由
想要一起手牵手
去看海 绕世界流浪
like a birthday boy, I wished
weijian
But I might drink a little more than I should, tonight.
Yes, 20, finally. So this is how long 20 years feel like, with more than 12 years forgotten memories.
Thanks for the sincere handshakes, cards, presents and birthday wishes!
Met up with jianyu kaisheng kokli at lot 1 on Friday. I'm very grateful for them making an effort to celebrate with me on my birthday :)
Lucky enough to get the cozy seat at newyorknewyork! Seems a lot like that time when we celebrated jianyu's birthday.. last year?
humongous burger. I can never finish them myself. Or can I? Haha, not worth to try the challenge also luh. Yummy burger and pizzaaaa.
supposed to give fierce and hungry looks, but apparently I'm the only one who got the 杀气 >:O
saw vivien and yf. I shall say that was awkward.
then another chocolate cake at home. how sweet
Do wishes ever come true? Am I not sincere enough? Or has my desire grown?
Then on Saturday, 01 outing!
with kokli jianyu huimin and me, followed by swusan qingping bryan kaisheng.
poor huimin. But from another point of view, how blissful eh?
ice-skating in the pasar malam rink. I missed the time when I ice-skated during CNY. So few ppl then! Skating with shorts some how made me feel insecure.
I didn't have any affinity with manhattan fish market. Why? Was supposed to enjoy the 1-for-1 deal on wed nights out, but we chose carl's jr and watched rise of the planet of the apes instead. Could have the chance to eat it on sat for lunch but we chose mac. And so on..
flavoured hoegaarden had a lil weird taste. I'd rather spend less, drink more on... erdinger!
Got so called free MOF membership. Legend has it that the holder of the holy card will have higher chance to get girls.. ..
-----
insomnia on 25th, just before my birthday T.T tried to sleep at 9, rolled around for 2hrs plus instead, and reveille at 4.30 zzz.
supposed to have 12km route march at 6.45am on my birthday. T.T
but the keyword is "supposed".
:D
Must be my luck! It rained so heavily that the route march was postponed! And possibly cancelled LOL!
Then during nights out, went to carl's junior with noel jingxuan kevin kokli. We thrashed out lots of things haha. I think we were bitching.
"NO!!!! "
That was particularly funny to me because in camp, I like to attempt to disobey orders with a guailan "no", which was the first word that caesar learnt how to speak. Looks like my grandiose refusal has gone popular.
such a good drama.. and the cast is so good-looking! Yea, plastic surgery but they were above average to begin with!
compare this with singaporean drama and u will flinch like u got "hyperbit" by a raticate.
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First time singing with vballers on sunday. I must say it was a weird experience LOL! I think vball group is more suited for physical activities or games.
Right after duty, tuition, badminton with archers, then tuition again T.T Hectic life. And I must say, the people with whom you do activities with play a large role in determining the derivation of satisfaction from the activities. Doesn't mean you enjoy XX with group A means you will also enjoy it with group B.
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想吹风 想自由
想要一起手牵手
去看海 绕世界流浪
like a birthday boy, I wished
weijian
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
If I have 4 more months to live, you can just kill me now.
Should I say it's fast or slow? It's slow while I'm in it, but fast on hindsight. The speed is still the same: 24hrs a day. Life starts from 2Dec :D
u might think "aww, c'mon army life is life too! :))"
4km 8km 12km route marches in august, and the 12km route march falls on my birthday -.-
Last monday night was shiok. [seriously the experience was only 1 week ago but it felt like v v v v long ago. Hastened aging process??] My father sent me to camp with his motorbike. The wind blasting at my body was so cooling! Yea, that was not really a big deal right? 150km/hr LOL. Don't compare with aeroplanes cos u can't feel the wind when u're inside! I felt like a g6.
Just when project ppn is starting to take off, badminton interfered. ARGHHH. While I was playing with weights, some others were playing badminton in the hall! Shittttt. I missed badminton so much that I gymed for a while and joined them in 1 or 2 games.
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"It takes both brawns and brains to be a man." quoted from edwin ng, spotted in the newspaper. High flyer lol.
Hmm, okay, I'll go shop for these 2 items next time!
"Losing interest in most activities could be a sign of depression" from advertisements in mrt.
If that's true, then a lot of my friends in army are depressed. A bunch of sad sloths. Superficial interactions.
Aye, I really don't understand. Why are friends outside only considered for friends? They were friends last time only because they walked similar paths together before what. Allocating a slot for army friends isn't a lot to ask right.
We can be discussing about outings from monday to thursday, but from friday to sunday, everything will vanish.
It's not their fault, and not like I care, anymore. That's why everyone gives the Idon'tgiveafuck attitude. You'll know when you try giving one. By giving the Idon'tgiveafuck attitude, you don't need to worry about losing anything.
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What was originally a durian outing became a normal dinner. Ok, not bad, I'm done savouring durians for this season anyway ^^. huimin jasmine kokli ghimsiang choonboon jianyu kaisheng me
LOL! retarded, really.
ww what? Really cos this kind of boss? How is it horrible? HAHA. Good job that fiance! Nice funny movie about 3 retards. The reason why that murder consultant is called motherfucker is another LOL! I love retarded movies.
Then went to gym with clarence n kokli on sunday. About the same as the gym in camp, just that there were girls and we paid to get in.
Monday
Another singing session with a small group of army frens. Kinda sian alr LOL! Cos I'm always singing in camp hehe. But singing outside allows me to try high pitch songs.
Thereafter is a supposedly 01 outing that didn't seem like an 01 outing. XLB buffet at crystal jade! yumei swusan jane vivien huimin jasmine qingping bryan zhian kokli ghimsiang jianyu kaisheng kenneth me. Damn wasted, I put lots of pork inside my stomach instead of the cute xlbs! Should have eaten more xlbs hahaha. Oh, and my awesome table got huimin jane jasmine zhian kokli! huimin n I are prawn-ers >:) ate like 10+prawns, and I almost thought the prawn is free-flow 1 LOL! (they came from jianyu's table)
We eat at the same time, but at 3 different tables. It's really very lame, meeting in the name of "01", eat, go home. :/ But that's not for me ha. Finally tasted haagen dazs ice cream! YEAAAAAAAAAA. To me, that was like the king of ice creams. Yum yum. I like tiramisu and raspberry!
Bryan said being a bf is like having a job, but instead of getting paid, you lose money and get bullied lol. Well affection is priceless.
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On the floor by J.Lo sounds familiar? Like.. like the tune from the electronic lantern during Mid-autumn festival? LOL! Only 01 people have that childhood :) no one in my camp except kokli finds that tune familiar
It's this tune! It's quite nice actually, with a bit of nostalgia too.
Surprisingly, I find this album very nice! Even my mother says his songs are very soothing! But my bros don't like lol. I think not everyone will like his style also haha. 慢灵魂 tune is still resounding in my mind now.
very very bored. very very. At least last week my body was driven by outing(s).
see, the eye tells more than the mouth.
like a boss, I pump up my chest
weijian
Sunday, July 31, 2011
you know that 1+1 will never give a 3, but still, hope of miscalculation lives in you
Last Saturday
lazing session with kokli and jianyu at lot 1. Too late to jio more ppl, but still hope to meet up for a while. We nearly succeeded in going to sing at the last min but cheap ktvs require reservation at least 1 week in advance -.- kbox: $26++, and after their calculation, they said it's about $40. O.O Okay. partyworld ktv: $90+ for 3 ppl O.O
We're not poor, but paying so much just to sing is stupid lol. A sad short night.
Last Sunday
KAYAK with weini vivien jasmine huimin swusan qingping jianyu! Woot it was fun! Partnering with huimin totally made kayaking a breeze haha. Managed to take a look at a 2m monitor lizard, a fish that jumped onto the angmohs' kayak, and nearly bumped into the looming overhanging branch in the mangrove swamp.
I was expecting us to go to the frog island or sth, but we just kayaked in and out of the swamp and tata? Too short! But ok la, could really tell that the camp goers were really tired from only a couple of hours of sleep. I can't wait for uni already.
Ubin cycling next time! The ferry trips to and fro pulau ubin were reminiscent of the tekong days. Ah.. No way I'm going back again LOL
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For more than once, surveyors said I don't look like a 20. Technically I'm still a teen, but really meh, I don't have the army look? Is that supposed to be good or what! tsk.
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Finally! $200! Marksman! The whole company got it actually haha. Debit $16000 in SAF account!
Complaints again..
笨泥 is a fucked up platoon sergeant. Bias piece of shit. I was infuriated at his cowardice and actions this whole week, but I decided to take a step back because I might need his help in army. Now, in the civilian world, I can't really muster my indignation and criticise him. Hating someone is indeed very tiring. I'd rather ignore, just like what I did to kaiwen.
Life is math, sleep, gym, and a lil city hunter now. Gym gym gym. I hope there will be significant results because muscles training is really torturous -.- No pain no gain. garrrrrrrr. At least now I have some confidence in my physical strength, not like in the the past when I used to shun away from it! Perhaps the more essential takeaway from gym sessions is the boost in self-confidence.
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I happen to come across these videos..
the part where reality kicks in.. it's just sad. But 5:37 christine is so funny LOL!
How is she supposed to know she's special to you?
That's it. Rejection, awkwardness. The ending could have been:
guy:"Amy I really like you, more than a friend."
girl: "oh.." *awkward tone
*phone rings
girl: "Hello? yea.. ok ok. Bye."
girl: "look, I kind of have something right now. I'll talk to you later ok?"
or
girl: "you are a nice guy, but I think we should remain as friends, shouldn't we?"
Anyway that's not a real situation what haha.
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Saturday
Went to sing with huimin jasmine kokli jianyu! It was really a busy day for me, and I screwed myself up. I ran to the kitchen to get sth, then went back to the living room to take sth, then headed back to the kitchen again. A lot of stupid trips. Plus I didn't really have the feel to sing that day! Maybe it's because of the rush... So all the emo and high songs felt weird -.- 献丑了献丑了! But it was still rather enjoyable haha. 4hours is definitely not enough!
Thereafter we strolled to holland v, huimin's and jasmine's territory, for dinner at everything with fries! Yum yum charsiew, really worth my money trying. Pretty waitresses. DIY manager.
Then it's time to get high and tipsy! 2x erdinger + 1x 1664. The swirly feeling was incredible at screwing my thoughts lol. But I could still command control on my actions, just that happiness could be attained easier with alcohol. Huimin's godlike reflexes at snap jack was overpowering. And there was nothing we could do except to challenge her drunken state! Still owned all of us -.-
After kokli and jasmine balek kampong, the m1 gang continued to linger. That sleepless night was a lil painful for me, especially with the thought of tuition the next day. But it was like opening another gate that was in a deeper level in our hearts. A precious night to be remembered. The 3 of us were of the steady type, with more lax family restrictions and easy-going personalities. Great.
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I was so elated when my tutee showed me his first test results! From a U/S grader, he got 59/100! That's a Bminus1! Or basically, a C! How delightful to know that your efforts has paid off! But I had trouble expressing my contentment because he could be aiming for an A, and he's a guy, and I have never joked with him, and some other factors..
Pay week :D
I could have boarded the bus if I sprinted, but I didn't. So I calmed down, held my composure and mounted onto the saddle, poised to take the next step should chance arrive. 30mins, or what seemed like an eternity, passed. Did I make the right move? Was it better to wait when I could have grasped the fleeting moment? What if that was the last chance I had, and all that I got myself prepared for was for nothing? Just a simple incident of missing the bus, yet intriguing.
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I couldn't help but feel that I'm like an ikan bilis. Against the plethora of blue fin tunas, salmons, red snappers, cod fish.. do I stand a chance?
like chesedale, I taste great with anything
weijian
lazing session with kokli and jianyu at lot 1. Too late to jio more ppl, but still hope to meet up for a while. We nearly succeeded in going to sing at the last min but cheap ktvs require reservation at least 1 week in advance -.- kbox: $26++, and after their calculation, they said it's about $40. O.O Okay. partyworld ktv: $90+ for 3 ppl O.O
We're not poor, but paying so much just to sing is stupid lol. A sad short night.
Last Sunday
KAYAK with weini vivien jasmine huimin swusan qingping jianyu! Woot it was fun! Partnering with huimin totally made kayaking a breeze haha. Managed to take a look at a 2m monitor lizard, a fish that jumped onto the angmohs' kayak, and nearly bumped into the looming overhanging branch in the mangrove swamp.
I was expecting us to go to the frog island or sth, but we just kayaked in and out of the swamp and tata? Too short! But ok la, could really tell that the camp goers were really tired from only a couple of hours of sleep. I can't wait for uni already.
Ubin cycling next time! The ferry trips to and fro pulau ubin were reminiscent of the tekong days. Ah.. No way I'm going back again LOL
-----
For more than once, surveyors said I don't look like a 20. Technically I'm still a teen, but really meh, I don't have the army look? Is that supposed to be good or what! tsk.
-----
Finally! $200! Marksman! The whole company got it actually haha. Debit $16000 in SAF account!
Complaints again..
笨泥 is a fucked up platoon sergeant. Bias piece of shit. I was infuriated at his cowardice and actions this whole week, but I decided to take a step back because I might need his help in army. Now, in the civilian world, I can't really muster my indignation and criticise him. Hating someone is indeed very tiring. I'd rather ignore, just like what I did to kaiwen.
Life is math, sleep, gym, and a lil city hunter now. Gym gym gym. I hope there will be significant results because muscles training is really torturous -.- No pain no gain. garrrrrrrr. At least now I have some confidence in my physical strength, not like in the the past when I used to shun away from it! Perhaps the more essential takeaway from gym sessions is the boost in self-confidence.
-----
I happen to come across these videos..
the part where reality kicks in.. it's just sad. But 5:37 christine is so funny LOL!
How is she supposed to know she's special to you?
That's it. Rejection, awkwardness. The ending could have been:
guy:"Amy I really like you, more than a friend."
girl: "oh.." *awkward tone
*phone rings
girl: "Hello? yea.. ok ok. Bye."
girl: "look, I kind of have something right now. I'll talk to you later ok?"
or
girl: "you are a nice guy, but I think we should remain as friends, shouldn't we?"
Anyway that's not a real situation what haha.
-----
Saturday
Went to sing with huimin jasmine kokli jianyu! It was really a busy day for me, and I screwed myself up. I ran to the kitchen to get sth, then went back to the living room to take sth, then headed back to the kitchen again. A lot of stupid trips. Plus I didn't really have the feel to sing that day! Maybe it's because of the rush... So all the emo and high songs felt weird -.- 献丑了献丑了! But it was still rather enjoyable haha. 4hours is definitely not enough!
Thereafter we strolled to holland v, huimin's and jasmine's territory, for dinner at everything with fries! Yum yum charsiew, really worth my money trying. Pretty waitresses. DIY manager.
Then it's time to get high and tipsy! 2x erdinger + 1x 1664. The swirly feeling was incredible at screwing my thoughts lol. But I could still command control on my actions, just that happiness could be attained easier with alcohol. Huimin's godlike reflexes at snap jack was overpowering. And there was nothing we could do except to challenge her drunken state! Still owned all of us -.-
After kokli and jasmine balek kampong, the m1 gang continued to linger. That sleepless night was a lil painful for me, especially with the thought of tuition the next day. But it was like opening another gate that was in a deeper level in our hearts. A precious night to be remembered. The 3 of us were of the steady type, with more lax family restrictions and easy-going personalities. Great.
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I was so elated when my tutee showed me his first test results! From a U/S grader, he got 59/100! That's a Bminus1! Or basically, a C! How delightful to know that your efforts has paid off! But I had trouble expressing my contentment because he could be aiming for an A, and he's a guy, and I have never joked with him, and some other factors..
Pay week :D
I could have boarded the bus if I sprinted, but I didn't. So I calmed down, held my composure and mounted onto the saddle, poised to take the next step should chance arrive. 30mins, or what seemed like an eternity, passed. Did I make the right move? Was it better to wait when I could have grasped the fleeting moment? What if that was the last chance I had, and all that I got myself prepared for was for nothing? Just a simple incident of missing the bus, yet intriguing.
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I couldn't help but feel that I'm like an ikan bilis. Against the plethora of blue fin tunas, salmons, red snappers, cod fish.. do I stand a chance?
like chesedale, I taste great with anything
weijian
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
esc, alt + f4, delete, backspace, end.
Sunday was a wonderful resting day at home.
Monday
section 2 singing session with linwei yuanwei zhenghui jingxuan kevin. Quite fun? Haha. It was crazy. I remembered 背对背拥抱 + 1.5hrs was my limit already haha. After that were 3 random 走音 moments ahhhhhh. Horrible. Ok not really horrible. It was fun breaking voices together LOL. So cute when someone tries to avoid breaking his voice by going off-tune.
Then at night got cousin Damien's wedding dinner. Can you believe it? I only know my cousin's name days before his wedding. WTF. This is an example of a fail inter-family bonding. I will never let this happen. Anyway his wedding was awesome! Creative and funny ideas haha. Nice..
That was also the night when I first experienced tipsiness! 2 glasses of red wine + 2 cups of beer. My face was red until it's like I blushed after I accidentally peed in my pants -.- It happened all of a sudden.. when I turned my head around for.. I-forgot-what. I never thought I could actually be drunk, but after that experience, I know I'm a goner if I were to be inebriated. Walking in a straight line was slightly weird. But I would really want to try it one day, maybe at home, try and see if my mental strength is strong enough to control my body. hehehehe
Saw kahwai at bugis, I wonder how she's coping. I guess some people just prefer to settle their own problems by themselves. And as I was browsing the array of earphones, Verene came to offer her help lol. Apparently she was working there. What a surprise.
Tuesday
ok, 1 day of resting is enough. 2nd day onwards is called rotting. Horrible. There were 7 letters on my face I think. They were... I-A-M-B-O-R-E-D. Yawnz.
Priority [for the future me]
I value people who value me. I thought that's what people should do? A has B while C has D. A and C will only consider me when B and D are unavailable. So, what, I'm a reserve?
If I'm not your first priority, then you shouldn't be mine too, no? No, that's not what jianyu would think. His ideology is more about unrequited givings, but of course not to the extreme extent that he continues to give even when he's treated like a trash. That is foolishness. I understand, but I don't agree with it. Or rather, I'm more sensitive to feedback. One-sided-ness isn't fair what. But since when are things fair in this world?
Seriously, if A thinks B is more important than C in all occasions except when B is missing-in-action, then A can just tell C that A has fucked off from C's life. What's the point. Going for the sake of going? Is that fun? Is that bonding? No. Then wtf is it. Backup fun pack ah. "hmm, I have this group and that group who will always want me anytime. Yay. Let's see if I have anything with my group first.
I learnt that one should never be desperate for anything at anytime. People will only take advantage of your desperation. Desperation also causes injustice that is uncalled for. I should have realised this when I was playing maple. So many life lessons to learn, now that I've thought of it.
Some things are taken for granted. No one wants to trouble themselves. Everyone wants to have fun, go somewhere that is near their home, a place where there are pretty girls, little trouble involved, free of charge, etc etc. Wa, either you have royal blood or ..you have royal blood. Since your want is not equivalent to mine, I don't see a point in it happening. This is a want, not a need. It's all about how strong your want is. I am not desperate for it to happen also. Let's just sit back and wait for things to happen.
Some people face this so frequently that they are really immune to it. Poor things. That explains the precedence of family over friends.
Friends shouldn't be calculative. Sure, I wouldn't be calculative if you were my friend. Are you? Perhaps given unsought is really better, since so many are waiting for it.
Strangely, this vehement feeling died after like 10mins. I felt nothing as I was typing this o.o This was not targeted at anyone, but a mere vent for some of my frustrations. Too committed to too many things. Just be 潇洒 and live longer.
Wednesday and Thursday are singing days. Sang 3 times in 4 days. Cool? Ya! My desire to blast with my voice as a means to de-stress is nullified! Really sang to my heart's content, or lungs content, or throat's content..
making our eyes meet! cock-eye-sters lol
Friday was badminton day! One of the most weijian-fail days: I packed everything and went to board my bus happily like a school boy who was anticipating a catching game in school later. Totally redundant description LOL. After I alighted from 67, kokli asked, "Eh? Where is your racket?"
WHERE IS MY RACKET!? WHAT THE?! I only remembered I was going to Jeremy's house for something that requires a change of clothes later, BUT I FORGOT IT WAS BADMINTON. FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL. I was kind of sad that morning, because I couldn't use my own racket, and it was very paiseh to keep borrowing others', especially sam's. Luckily it was not a wasted trip, because the last few matches were pretty exciting :D I look forward to more badminton games!
Then we went to take a look at topman's promotion. Urgh, lousy. Need something else for 120411 onwards!
Saturday
There there, the euphoric moment when you wished you had 2 stomachs for the scrumptious spread of hawker food.
From the hawkers at.. Chomp Chomp. As the name suggests, eating there is not a nomnom affair, but a chomp chomp one!
fried hokkien prawn mee
rojak
barbequed chicken wings
fried oyster
satay beehoon
otah
carrot cake*
15cm tall mug of sugar cane
carrot cake was a last minute order, just ordered to compare with the one at cck. It's like comparing a chopper to a cloth. The winner was clear. Everything we ate there was yummy. Seriously! I have to admit I had to struggle to decide which food to taste first, and subsequently which food to stuff in my mouth at one time! Tough battle! Rojak was sweet and crunchy, satay beehoon was satisfying, bbq chix were crispy yet tender and they gave me the "I am THE chicken" feel, hokkien mee was slurpy and smooth, otah was.. well.. otah? LOL! a pretty normal otah? BUT the definition of delicious began to transmute into a kind of heavenly bliss for the tongue, as I caught sight of the shimmering oysters, trapped in chunks of egg and flour, that seemed to be screaming eagerly for a chance to affirm the power of seafood.
That was one good place for supper :D Next time shall go there again with friends for supper! Ya, supper, if not lunch meh haha.
Yup, that was one week!
like a traffic light, you showed a red light, yet hinted a green light
weijian
Monday
section 2 singing session with linwei yuanwei zhenghui jingxuan kevin. Quite fun? Haha. It was crazy. I remembered 背对背拥抱 + 1.5hrs was my limit already haha. After that were 3 random 走音 moments ahhhhhh. Horrible. Ok not really horrible. It was fun breaking voices together LOL. So cute when someone tries to avoid breaking his voice by going off-tune.
Then at night got cousin Damien's wedding dinner. Can you believe it? I only know my cousin's name days before his wedding. WTF. This is an example of a fail inter-family bonding. I will never let this happen. Anyway his wedding was awesome! Creative and funny ideas haha. Nice..
That was also the night when I first experienced tipsiness! 2 glasses of red wine + 2 cups of beer. My face was red until it's like I blushed after I accidentally peed in my pants -.- It happened all of a sudden.. when I turned my head around for.. I-forgot-what. I never thought I could actually be drunk, but after that experience, I know I'm a goner if I were to be inebriated. Walking in a straight line was slightly weird. But I would really want to try it one day, maybe at home, try and see if my mental strength is strong enough to control my body. hehehehe
Saw kahwai at bugis, I wonder how she's coping. I guess some people just prefer to settle their own problems by themselves. And as I was browsing the array of earphones, Verene came to offer her help lol. Apparently she was working there. What a surprise.
Tuesday
ok, 1 day of resting is enough. 2nd day onwards is called rotting. Horrible. There were 7 letters on my face I think. They were... I-A-M-B-O-R-E-D. Yawnz.
Priority [for the future me]
I value people who value me. I thought that's what people should do? A has B while C has D. A and C will only consider me when B and D are unavailable. So, what, I'm a reserve?
If I'm not your first priority, then you shouldn't be mine too, no? No, that's not what jianyu would think. His ideology is more about unrequited givings, but of course not to the extreme extent that he continues to give even when he's treated like a trash. That is foolishness. I understand, but I don't agree with it. Or rather, I'm more sensitive to feedback. One-sided-ness isn't fair what. But since when are things fair in this world?
Seriously, if A thinks B is more important than C in all occasions except when B is missing-in-action, then A can just tell C that A has fucked off from C's life. What's the point. Going for the sake of going? Is that fun? Is that bonding? No. Then wtf is it. Backup fun pack ah. "hmm, I have this group and that group who will always want me anytime. Yay. Let's see if I have anything with my group first.
I learnt that one should never be desperate for anything at anytime. People will only take advantage of your desperation. Desperation also causes injustice that is uncalled for. I should have realised this when I was playing maple. So many life lessons to learn, now that I've thought of it.
Some things are taken for granted. No one wants to trouble themselves. Everyone wants to have fun, go somewhere that is near their home, a place where there are pretty girls, little trouble involved, free of charge, etc etc. Wa, either you have royal blood or ..you have royal blood. Since your want is not equivalent to mine, I don't see a point in it happening. This is a want, not a need. It's all about how strong your want is. I am not desperate for it to happen also. Let's just sit back and wait for things to happen.
Some people face this so frequently that they are really immune to it. Poor things. That explains the precedence of family over friends.
Friends shouldn't be calculative. Sure, I wouldn't be calculative if you were my friend. Are you? Perhaps given unsought is really better, since so many are waiting for it.
Strangely, this vehement feeling died after like 10mins. I felt nothing as I was typing this o.o This was not targeted at anyone, but a mere vent for some of my frustrations. Too committed to too many things. Just be 潇洒 and live longer.
Wednesday and Thursday are singing days. Sang 3 times in 4 days. Cool? Ya! My desire to blast with my voice as a means to de-stress is nullified! Really sang to my heart's content, or lungs content, or throat's content..
making our eyes meet! cock-eye-sters lol
Friday was badminton day! One of the most weijian-fail days: I packed everything and went to board my bus happily like a school boy who was anticipating a catching game in school later. Totally redundant description LOL. After I alighted from 67, kokli asked, "Eh? Where is your racket?"
WHERE IS MY RACKET!? WHAT THE?! I only remembered I was going to Jeremy's house for something that requires a change of clothes later, BUT I FORGOT IT WAS BADMINTON. FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL. I was kind of sad that morning, because I couldn't use my own racket, and it was very paiseh to keep borrowing others', especially sam's. Luckily it was not a wasted trip, because the last few matches were pretty exciting :D I look forward to more badminton games!
Then we went to take a look at topman's promotion. Urgh, lousy. Need something else for 120411 onwards!
Saturday
There there, the euphoric moment when you wished you had 2 stomachs for the scrumptious spread of hawker food.
From the hawkers at.. Chomp Chomp. As the name suggests, eating there is not a nomnom affair, but a chomp chomp one!
fried hokkien prawn mee
rojak
barbequed chicken wings
fried oyster
satay beehoon
otah
carrot cake*
15cm tall mug of sugar cane
carrot cake was a last minute order, just ordered to compare with the one at cck. It's like comparing a chopper to a cloth. The winner was clear. Everything we ate there was yummy. Seriously! I have to admit I had to struggle to decide which food to taste first, and subsequently which food to stuff in my mouth at one time! Tough battle! Rojak was sweet and crunchy, satay beehoon was satisfying, bbq chix were crispy yet tender and they gave me the "I am THE chicken" feel, hokkien mee was slurpy and smooth, otah was.. well.. otah? LOL! a pretty normal otah? BUT the definition of delicious began to transmute into a kind of heavenly bliss for the tongue, as I caught sight of the shimmering oysters, trapped in chunks of egg and flour, that seemed to be screaming eagerly for a chance to affirm the power of seafood.
That was one good place for supper :D Next time shall go there again with friends for supper! Ya, supper, if not lunch meh haha.
Yup, that was one week!
like a traffic light, you showed a red light, yet hinted a green light
weijian
Sunday, April 24, 2011
the truth hurts, and lies worse
Meet my buddies..
Boiling water, normal water, pipagao, rhino horn water, strepsils, luohanguo, panadol..
Without them, I''d be dead by now.
Among all my buddies, pipagao is the best!
What, just 3 weeks without fruits and my body is down?! I don't wanna go back to that permanent sore throat + block nose body again..
So I was looking forward to good Friday this week. I tanked the boring training and such, only to get a slight sore throat on my nights out and a horrible Thursday after that. On Thursday night, I knew I couldn't make it.
Indeed, Friday morning was a blast. A 1.77m and 65kg mass actually got disabled from some bacterial throat infection. I felt like a horse that got crippled when hundred of boys shot rubber bands at me. Horrible. It was a free-air-con day for me. Then I thought that I shouldn't survive so much just to skip that rare outing. So I clung onto courageous balls and persevered.
Luckily I went cos I didn't regret going haha. Singing with 10 other guys, eating porridge, drinking free hot barley + black faced waiters, wanton mee at crystal jade.. .. and all those whiles I had the stinging pain in my throat whenever I swallowed my saliva. Pain aside, Crystal jade is so overpriced for its mediocre food standard! Come my house I cook for you luh, charge you $6 can alr. I can switch on my air-con for you also. Confirm nicer and free flow plain water.
Took me long enough to realise that I can't project my voice loudly. No wonder people keep having the impression that I'm shy when I'm singing. I mean I do, but it's soft even when I tried my best. Looks like I can't be a garang-guni man next time. Great job to those who sang! Paiseh shen me!
Not to forget, I watched an old movie recently.. Click. I was so glad that he was given a second chance (cliche I know) that my tear glands unwillingly took control over my eyes. We're not so lucky to get second chances in life. I hope I won't live to regret..
I kinda like making noises to liven the atmosphere in parties or on high occasions.
like when you got frozen in the iceman game without knowing that the game had ended and everyone else had gone home, you played on
weijian
Boiling water, normal water, pipagao, rhino horn water, strepsils, luohanguo, panadol..
Without them, I''d be dead by now.
Among all my buddies, pipagao is the best!
What, just 3 weeks without fruits and my body is down?! I don't wanna go back to that permanent sore throat + block nose body again..
So I was looking forward to good Friday this week. I tanked the boring training and such, only to get a slight sore throat on my nights out and a horrible Thursday after that. On Thursday night, I knew I couldn't make it.
Indeed, Friday morning was a blast. A 1.77m and 65kg mass actually got disabled from some bacterial throat infection. I felt like a horse that got crippled when hundred of boys shot rubber bands at me. Horrible. It was a free-air-con day for me. Then I thought that I shouldn't survive so much just to skip that rare outing. So I clung onto courageous balls and persevered.
Luckily I went cos I didn't regret going haha. Singing with 10 other guys, eating porridge, drinking free hot barley + black faced waiters, wanton mee at crystal jade.. .. and all those whiles I had the stinging pain in my throat whenever I swallowed my saliva. Pain aside, Crystal jade is so overpriced for its mediocre food standard! Come my house I cook for you luh, charge you $6 can alr. I can switch on my air-con for you also. Confirm nicer and free flow plain water.
Took me long enough to realise that I can't project my voice loudly. No wonder people keep having the impression that I'm shy when I'm singing. I mean I do, but it's soft even when I tried my best. Looks like I can't be a garang-guni man next time. Great job to those who sang! Paiseh shen me!
Not to forget, I watched an old movie recently.. Click. I was so glad that he was given a second chance (cliche I know) that my tear glands unwillingly took control over my eyes. We're not so lucky to get second chances in life. I hope I won't live to regret..
I kinda like making noises to liven the atmosphere in parties or on high occasions.
like when you got frozen in the iceman game without knowing that the game had ended and everyone else had gone home, you played on
weijian
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