lookalikeaman

hahaha that's so miss swan

hi jane, I do blog frequently ok! quite frequent? haha.

So, yesh. Where was I? I went for a few more rides after I got my license hahaha. My dad seemed more excited that I got my license than me -.-" I still find the roads unfamiliar, and probably still can't confidently drive to any place other than choa chu kang area. JB roads are so dark, but I can drive till 120 there muahaha. Yup, just trying my best to gain experience on the road! Also learning how to strike a balance between playing safe and achieving laojiao standard.

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I extended my work till June -.-" because of 3days paid leave + less hassle in job hopping + insignificant difference in temp office hour job experience + chance of getting a job that has lower pay + it's only 2 more months anyway.. So I should have about 1month to party/nua/activate quirky ideas before orientation starts! hehehehe. Oh wait, I don't even know if I will have an orientation to go to.

Ever since I plucked up the courage to ask for more things to learn during work, I've been getting more saigang. More and more useless, meaningless tasks like filing level 2, re-labelling, filtering the list for access rights etc. Tsk man, tsk. tan soon keng la. Just a tsk initial that came into my mind at this moment. Nowadays I spend more time reading news online and acting busy than ever, because I have declared my availability to my colleagues, so I have the rights to enjoy a little before I get the arrows right? Hahaha. Nothing much to "enjoy" also, since I only read the news that I am interested to read.

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I tried to cook again, and unsurprisingly it was not-very-tasty hahaha. What maggiemee egg meatball crabmeatnugget. Very unhealthy yes. What to do?! I don't know what I can use in my fridge also :(










Celebrated clar ben kun defa's birthday in one day! Yummy oreo cheesecake by tf kun and friends. Baking is something that I feel very distant to.. Maybe I'll try next time when I have some noob but interested kakis to try with me! :)





when nanhuahigh and hwachonginstitution come together, you get nan hua chong fish head steamboat. Some how it looks famous, got a lot of ppl, and 3 branches very near each other. Two of them are called nanhuachong, the other called nanhuachang. Their chinese names are 南華昌.

._. question mark x 2.

Not bad la, but not so good until I 拍桌喊好 also. The marmite chicken tastes good though.







Then we discussed out Taiwan itinerary together for the first time haha. Actually it has been discussed by some of our bros who are more familiar with Taiwan, for some reason, maybe during army excursion or something. So we were only there to hear the finalised plans and to come out with a list of items to bring. Amazed at the planning, thumbs up! *jian leveled up! Next time can try planning something le!

Some people just know how to organise better than others. Some just wait for things to happen, as usual. Some voice out thoughts that are pointless, eg: so how are we going to do this?, which obviously is the question in everyone's minds. Some just don't want to take any step. Kinda irks me, seriously. Don't really know how to best say this but.. maybe you can refer to the lyrics for 5566 煎熬 (yayyy 5566 hihi) for the idea: 因为你说说到做到，提得起放得下才有男人的味道. Actions pls.

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Celebrated qiang's birthday in advance cos I'll be flying by then. Sigh, I think my family should not go for buffet haha. Buffet is not for us. It's for those secondary school kids who still got PE lessons to burn their fats!






I daresay I'm a good spicy-food-eater. But wasabi is not under spiciness! ><


Reminds me of my virgin wasabi tasting in australia 2011, when I cried while eating, searing pain x 3 leh! I nearly cried at sunset way also haha.










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The Hunger Games!! Wa interesting story! As usual I put myself into the main character's shoes. It's like survivor in the woods. Now then I know all the peeta bread jokes haha. Hmm, I don't know the story, and neither am I good at this, so I can't tell whether she likes the breadman or the guy back in district 12. Either one of them will be very sad :( warmth granted! :) no idea whether it's a crash caused by the surge of a million thoughts or just a plain mind blank. But lame enough my random weird urges haha *wink.

And the very last minute celebration. *shakes my head. One does not simply stop one's silliness :) because it's the little bits that matter. Yup free warm hands! But was ready for neck la, didn't expect head, so, awesome that it helped hehe.

I say bbrr, it's cold in here
I say rrbb, it's round and diong

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Enough of the nonsense. At that instant.. really.. hmph. I will block. I might even shoot you with a rubber band hor! But seriously, the persistence.. I won't allow insults, not with me here.


你不在 当我最需要爱
你却不在

-王力宏 你不在-
like spartanjian, I'll stand by you
weijian

hey, can you keep up? ahhaha. you sure?!

I better move my ass and record a bit, if not I really will have patches of lost memories..

What did I do? My memory is really getting poorer and poorer. I think it's because I cannot focus. I cannot focus because I am tired. I am tired because I don't have energy. I am deprived of energy because of the extreme boredom from work. This monotonous work is constricting me like a serpent. Okay I should stop complaining :/



at least some visible "achievement"? cleared table!


I really wonder what I'll be doing for the next few weeks. Stoning? More toilet breaks :)







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Went for NTU open house on sat with jerm junhe junyang. As usual, I followed the scholar and gained knowledge. So many things that I don't know! How did the rest know!? Is this an abnormal privation of the passion to study? And of course, we were bombarded with girls from everywhere. The 3 of them were so eager hahaha. later 花田里犯了错 ah.


And then regret started to haunt me again. Didn't know a level was so important. Kinda stupid to have slight interest in math phy chem, only to study something non-related to it in the future. In the process of sharpening those 3, I slackened my attention on my vulnerabilities. One cert can decide a matter of ten thousand +. I also want to be a scholar leh, save on tuition fees to spend more, but can only disappoint myself. What was wrong with me in fixating my life path onto engineering then, and only mechanical engineering!? That was a route of no return. Now I can only strive to be a resolved whale and aim to eat as many plankton as possible in the next few years. Haiz.


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Another singing session for army dudes. Err didn't really have the feel, but just sing haha. Sam sang! Good job opening up haha. It was more for the catching up with watay and kevin. Everyone is working for money now..
















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I think people are not going crazy over 陳妍希, but over the ideal girls they failed to woo during school days.. Just nice her looks made people reminisce the pretty 女神 in their memories..

Alright that was random.

Went to see harry potter fighting against the shrieking black woman. Expelliarmus! Alright I admit, it was quite scary, many thanks to the sound effect and dark background -.-" But all that was what I thought would be "better" for horror movies. If the plot is good enough, whoa, I don't know how scared I'd be? Even now I can't look directly at the screen haha. But I can see it with peripheral vision! Asian ghosts scarier.. but okay, ready for the challenge :) poketection? okay :3

Chia Hong's 21st birthday party! Saw how busy chia hong was, going around and entertaining 4 groups of friends haha. Yesh vegetarian food.. Meatless but still not too bad hah. Took the opportunity to catch up with archery mates too.

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Hopefully the last driving lesson? Argh. Hope can pass! Hope for good weather, no pedestrian, no cars, slack tester, happy atmosphere, no stray animals, smarter and more alert me, lalala..

You won't know what you don't know until you make the mistakes and learn from them, because experience is so valuable.

All in all, a very busy weekend. Hope to clear driving then I'll feel more relax!

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好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过

-王力宏 卢巧音 好心分手 -

like a fujitsu laptop, my mind crashed
weijian

那些年我们一起在msn countdown..

-super long post-

That's right. Now people don't even use msn anymore. It's very sad. I've had precious moments with msn..

First of all, I must thank msn for teaching me how to type fast and sensibly. It's a very important skill that I think many people still have problems with. For instance, a noob guy can type a whole lot of shit and no one can understand what-talking-him. How did I manage to type fast? Hmm.. I needed to close deals fast in maplestory, so I had to type fast to convince the other party. I was very excited while I was on msn because interacting through messenger was a rather new concept for me then. So as we chatted, my excitement made me want to type faster, just like how one flourishes in sports during heated moments.

Now I don't see people online, and even if they do, they don't reply. Sigh..

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WHOOOOOAAAA WHAT A BUSY WEEK INDEED!

Clarence's xmas party!


















The carousel! At scott's hotel! It was very expensive $_$ my very first 50bucks buffet. The tiger prawn was nice! And that was my first time seeing a chocolate fountain! The choc was too sweet for me, but nvm, the combination of strawberry and pineapple with chocolate was the newzpaperz man.









the boys are back



















goal!! need to practise saying that more often to be able to clique with my fellow uncles in the coffee shop..












Then dance central! Dancing is very fun. Watching people dance is more enjoyable actually HAHAHAHA! dearest zuokun made me laugh nonstop. I think dancing videos are like wine: it gets better with age! Shall review it 1 year later..



Then tianfong clar yongchee ray let us taste their awesome cake. Ah.. nice. But I'm very lazy to learn how to make.















xmas gift exchange! got a nice lego notebook from raymond hahaha. yay!











Clarence's a very nice host. Thanks to him, vball lives.

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Last christmas, I gave you my heart. The very next day, ..

Boon's house party LOL!





I think we all learnt our lesson. LOL! half of the turkey here was uneaten. The stuffing was not stuffed before heating the turkey up. The sauce wasn't enough. Our stomachs weren't that big. So many problems! Poor choonboon had turkey meat for 3 meals x 2 days.











Too tired to immerse in the christmas mood..


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Maybe monday is a good day to rest! NO! Driving + tuition combo. V tiring. This combo happened again on the first day of 2012 and prevented me from taking a full nap T.T

I think I had 10 driving lessons already. I can drive le wheee! Some drivers just honked me cos I was slow.. please honk me only when u are driving a manual car like me. Bully me sia :( luckily my instructor helped me "eat" that guy. I must learn how to "eat" drivers. A tiger doesn't need to kill, but it needs to learn how to kill just in case it loses its reign.

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Then on Tuesday, it's megazip!

sorry swusan :( I hate to give up one of the co-founders for megazip, but that's the only way.. icecream kk? Well it was an experience for me, I shall no longer jio so many people. I wanted to express how frustrating it had been forcing people to prioritise this, but I guess it's better to just forget the details.

Despite the tough coordination, megazip was pretty fun! Positive response from 26th and 27th! Though we didn't get to experience that amazingly arduous climbmax 3rd level on the same day, I think we all shared a common problem in overcoming one of the elements then! Overall a very good once in a lifetime experience haha. Free fall was a shiok experience, because I'll never want to jump down from any height without a harness! But only for the first few split seconds -.- Rock-climbing! My favourite! I think my body is more or less naturally inclined towards climbing because even before climbing it, I knew I could easily overcome it. Such a breeze! hao lian a bit HAHA. Ahhhs, I really wanna climb again!

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After that was 01chalet.

一起长大的约定
那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
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而我已经分不清

It was a promise made 2 years ago. But as time flies, its significance eroded..

Some how people have this idea that the majority will be there, so it's just "me" who will have special arrangements. In fact, everyone has this special arrangement. In the end only a couple few turned up. It's the same as punctuality. "oh I'm late cos I missed my bus", "oh I'm late cos I helped a grandma cross the road"... Everyone has his own problem, so where is the majority? I think kaisheng experienced it worse for one of his outings.

1st day: So when we reached, that asshole guard went to chaokeng for more than 30mins and he put a "out for patrol" on the door and dao my calls. Really asshole. Made me worry bout checking-in for nothing.

That's not all. That room was full of hairs. One might have thought that it used to be a hair salon. Thanks to jane's warning, me and kokli were well prepared. Oh and there were only qp kokli and me then. We started our army style of tidying up the place. No, I think we were even more thorough than in army. We used cloths and mopped the floor twice, cleaned and scrubbed the toilet and rubbish bin, picked up most of the hair, wiped the sofa table chairs, but we couldn't do anything to the bedsheet. To reward our efforts, we ordered domino's and shared. It's quite shiok actually . Not long after, ants came in from the outside again and I had to mop for a bit more before finally deciding that my efforts are fruitless. Actually how clean was the chalet at coasta sands previously? I forgot. But we didn't seem to bother so much then, and the floor was brown tiled, so dirt wasn't visible.


No the ordeal is not over yet. Then came an sms saying yf was coming over soon. That's mr.muscle and miss bodilicious coming over our humble unit filled with people who aren't really close with them! O_O Yup it was a hard time trying to make them interested. My teases on muscles seemed negative to them I don't know why.

2nd day: We went to buy bbq stuff, met up with some other 01, then went back to prepare food. Then we went to 吹海风 by the seawall, my favourite activity by the sea. If only the wind can make my hair more 帅，I'd go there everyday haha.

The trip back to white sands made us walk through the nostalgic lane, where we had to form up every sunday and board the bus and ferry to tekong. :'(


Are you enlisting? are you kidding me? LOL!






To be honest, even now, I will wake up and be shocked that I have ord-ed. After a frigging 1year 10months!?


Soon, it's night, and the bbq commenced.

intimidating aren't they? if u know what I mean. haha.


One of the best bbq :) easy to cook!







Then, 该走的都走，该留的也都留了。

How big is the difference? Let's analyse. muscles was supposed to stay, but left. red was supposed to leave, but stayed. Spiderman was supposed to defeat green goblin, but went shopping with maryjane. Batman was supposed to lim kopi with ahgao, but went to pull off that smirk on joker's face. Yup.

After that we played some drinking games, but sadly I wasn't able to drink a lot cos my stomach wasn't really occupied, so I was worried for my 肝爹。But poor jianyu..

must have a lot to drink. bangthebus!






I realised that I don't really like alcohol unless it's for forfeit, and I can't really tong late night sessions. I'm not a party animal after all.



All the way until morning. We went to 吹海风 again but brrr, it was so damn cold. Then I pondered about my goals in life, but still couldn't get an answer. I thought of some instances in the past when I could only scream upon reminiscence.


There were many times when I wanted to spice things up, but the opposing forces were too resistive. There was a boy who liked clara but he didn't want to trouble himself worrying about possible results of his actions in wooing her. So he chose stoning. How boring his life must have been.. 01 is a group that really likes to do nothing and talk, so perhaps activities next time should be more geared towards talking.

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So I tried being the wet blanket of the group with the "I don't want to spend so much money", and it was really a stupid feeling. I'm not saying we should just throw away our money when we go for outings, but not to the extent that you can spend 5k on a box of rolex tissue paper yet not 15bucks on a meal? Different people really have different priorities, it's ok, my bad.

What do I see in the 4 bfs? Balls. Yup that's the thing that is apparent. You can't be too muscular cos ppl will say it's disgusting. You can't be too tanned cos ppl will say you are like a banglah. You can't be too smart cos ppl will feel inferior and be speechless in front of you. You can't be too good cos ppl will think you are mr.good and you treat everyone else equally good. You can't be too sociable cos ppl will think you are just doing your routine interaction. You can't be too steady for any outing cos ppl will think you like to spend money.

In fact, the value of guys can be measured only to a small extent. A perfect guy with the above qualities might not have a gf because of the above. So, those qualities are important, but they are not everything. You need chemistry and balls. Chemistry is something that can be nurtured in time, but best if it's natural. But balls can definitely be learned. Time to have balls.

The thing is that love isn't something that allows you to reap what you sow. So when you are ready to use the balls you have acquired to woo the girl you really like, here comes some movie/drama and said something like "if you love her, you don't need to possess her". 讲真的leh. Like that let's just fall in love but be singles lor.

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The next day, there was a wedding dinner for dunno-who-relative at St.Regis. It was disastrous. My bros and I went up the stage to help him yumseng, then he asked, "who are they? nvr see them before leh?" and smile smile smile. @#$%#$^@ help u shout still complain. 去吃报纸啦你。


Anyway the food was nice, so ok luh, go there eat lor. High class.

only 7 course. Getting fewer and fewer by the day huh?














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Went to pageone warehouse sale and bought a $5 book. Cool. Shall find some time to read a book. The thickest book I've ever read is Harry Potter. Pathetic huh? Not studious enough.

Then dad's birthday dinner at chui xiang kitchen 醉香小厨.

chui and zui. whhh...?





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On new year's eve, there was an archery outing. Mega fail. Movie again. I think next time I'll just pon archery outings like ghimsiang.

Should be a very funny and interesting movie. But it's too fast-paced for me, especially when I was so lethargic from chalet..


Looks like I've got to download this movie and re-watch.














01 xmas countdown. Went to lele pot for steamboat. Why are fried mantous in the menu for steamboat? But nice haha. So was the cheese fries1 And the prawn! Oh god. Prawns. I love prawns. And I've eaten lots of prawns this week :D No photos here, so to help me reminisce, people going were huimin qingping jasmine louis bryan choonboon ghimsiang kaisheng jianyu kokli me, and a next-2-doors swusan.

After that we went outside mac to "countdown". Horrible, no place to fit us. I was really tired from chalet also, so we just talked and talked and talked.

Then we started setting our new year resolutions..

2011 resolutions:

1. 15 pull-ups by 2011 [DONE]
2. sbj 260 by 2011 [272 PLEASE]
3. 100% punctuality [sadly, no. but now i've got a watch. a man with a watch will NEVER be late again]
4. new shoes! [OBTAINED]
5. new bag! [BOUGHT]
6. less thinking, more actions [I definitely did more action this year]
7. keep in contact with friends [archery, 01, vball, army but not 05. stupid guard duties -.-]
8. run 2.4km in less than 10mins [ 9:38 GOLD :D]
9. try haagen dazs :D [YES! But I forgot when, need to reread my blog again]
10. learn how to play i'm yours using a guitar! and perform [I learned how to play the chords, but didn't perform!]

Okay, 7/10. Quite decent. I'm so happy that I've set so many goals and achieved so many in 2011, especially the gold in ippt.

Despite having achieved these, 2011 was not a smooth-sailing year for me. you naive kid. 2012 will be better!


MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
1. maintain fitness by doing at least 2 x 120 pushups a week, and run at least once a week!
2. find a job soon
3. get a decent grade in uni (i think it's 4.0?)
4. be more spontaneous and take more initiatives
5. try keeping long hair (i don't know why people will link to the guns and roses style zzz)
6. start reading books
7. get class 3 license

Seems boring, but who knows? ^^

I was glad when jasmine said girls do take some initiatives. Looks like my theory of mutualism was correct.

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Played enough after I ORD. I'm ready for the next phase of my life. Every now and then, I'll think of my army days, my nokia 1202, my sai gang periods, my lame style with topless guys, and smile...

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散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天又一年没感觉
伤痕在心田 滚烫的蔓延

-林俊杰 無盡的思念-




like a small kid to whom has been promised a theme park outing, I couldn't sleep
weijian

美人计

It's something that doesn't work for the faithful ones.

I don't understand why some people can change their partners every now and then, just because they see another attractive person. I must be too traditional.

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After quarreling with my brother, of course I would be mad at him. But a few hours later, everything just goes away. That's a pretty good feeling. Brotherhood.

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Life has been normal lately. Seems like my desire for watch has simmered down. But that is mainly due to the forthcoming economic downturn in 2012. When that happens, exchange rate will change. My watch could be cheaper then ^^

Now I understand why uncles wear singlets at home: army. Bcos of army, many of us were half-naked or just wore a singlet in our admin time cos it's more cooling! I've been practicing my army habits at home now, but on the other hand, ISN'T THIS A TRANSFORMATION TO AN UNCLE?! O.O 30 years from now and I could be wearing a singlet at a kopitiam and crossing my 二郎腿while drinking a cup of kopi o gao. Not very surprising.

So, badminton on Tuesday, and badminton on Friday. Badminton is not fun when you play strokes for the whole game. People like me will slack and joke around. Therefore scores are important motivators.

Then we watched the 2nd best show, after winter's bone: east meets west.




zzzz I don't know why this movie was made in the first place..






It's really shit.

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I realised that it's possible to be early, even if there is no one forcing you to (eg: army). All you need is that extra effort to push yourself. Ever since I made that new year resolution to not be late, I kept getting late for outings. Never again. I'm not someone who gives excuses. I must be punctual next time.

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Some things comes with maturity and cannot be rushed. I was struggling to exert power on the ball in sec 2, but in sec 4, after a nice dream, I could spike properly. I was struggling to smack the feathery cock in sec 1, but in sec 3, after a long break in badminton, I could perform a smash. I was struggling to do pull-ups, but one fine day in army, I did my first ever no-cheat-very-honest pull-up. I was hoping my sincerity and modesty would help me in attracting someone from the opposite gender, but as days went by, in 201X, I..

All that happened out of the blue. So I thought the only factor is time and maturity. As I grew older, I found it easier to be more aggressive in games. Maybe when I am more mature, I will be holding hands.

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The rain these days kept disrupting my plans to run. A certain part of me was actually leaping for joy that I can't go run though. Project ppn continues, but maybe less intense now. I don't wish to grow bulkier anymore. That would mean protein powder, or a change in diet. I don't have the $$ to go for either one. Furthermore, after watching <<那些年，我们一起追的女孩〉〉 and this website http://www.feveravenue.com/a-females-perspective-the-singaporean-man-vs-af/
, I think size is not the top priority for girls.

So, maintaining is good enough for me, maybe add in a few runs to train for the upcoming half marathons in 2012!

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我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

是时候退后了。。

-周杰伦 退后-


like a tissue paper, I'm used
weijian

you are the watermelon of my eye

Why, I like watermelon more ma. Haha.



watched this movie with cheeyee kaisheng jianyu kokli


reminds me of the comparatively more carefree sec schl days..



sth that boys/girls schools won't have




taiwan seems pretty much like sg. That's why this movie is so relevant to me, and to many of us.
But you need to take away the angmoh part in sg. There are too many people who advocate the western culture. It's a completely different feel. While I have to agree that English is more proficient and versatile, I will always prefer Mandarin.

As expected, normally the cool guy will become normal, the average guy will shine, the poor guy will earn lots of money. Their lives are roughly the same as what has been planned for me and many singaporeans, or rather, what has been fixed by the society. So, uni here I come! Interesting ending.. though it's not the happiest ending that I would want T.T

And I like Michelle Chen's demure image.

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driving was better today! :D Less scary. Still have problems with 1st gear, but should be ok in 2 more lessons I guess. Give me a com and a mouse and I can play decent dota. Give me a steering wheel, an accelerator pedal, a brake pedal, a clutch pedal, a manual shift knob and a glass of water and I'll drift like a cloud.

Man, driving is expensive!

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don't understand why some people can be so passionless and cold. really really really sick of this. totally opposite of the attitude I had towards them. why? why? i'm so not worth the time?

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Surprisingly, new album! So many albums le and still composing his own songs! That's the way man, I don't regret supporting you at all. I mean moral support, not support through the purchase of your album though heh.



But not all songs are nice luh.



Nevertheless thanks for the music.



And thanks for the memories that I derive from hearing your songs. EG: daily 以父之名 played from the jukebox in bpghs. It's a very cosy feel.

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we all need reminders once in a while..

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NO MORE GUARD DUTIES LOLOL! Screw it. I'll never become a security officer.

I think I prefer to be in camp than at home for this period. The daily schedule is now breakfast, sleep, first parade, pt, sleep/watch video, lunch, sleep/watch video, dinner, sleep/watch video, RO, sleep/watch video. Nice? VERY! Beats stoning at home, because I'm very lazy to watch videos at home.

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used all that he had
like draining 101ml of water from a 100ml water bottle
trying to narrow the gap
but all that happened
was similar to constructive plate movement


那些年错过的..

-胡夏 那些年-


like a bad experience with a spoilt vending machine, what you get might not be equivalent to what you gave
weijian

为什么有为什么?

That's a rather boring long week off!

Push-ups are harder to do now -.- whattt.. only 1month's break from it leh. So hard to climb back again..

Singing session with kokli and jianyu! vitas challenge again wahahaaha. 3 ppl 4hrs just nice :) maybe slightly over?

Then watched with ghim boon kai tng kok




not really worth the time in the movie theatre lol. This is a download-more-worth-it movie.


That's why I don't like ang mohs. Too open. 20?! I haven't even had one.







watched this at home. LOLOL! a wild crazy movie that's surprisingly amusing :D Fortunately no one died from the alcoholic insanity. transvestite is.. zzz ultra turn-off.













When I'm bored,




yeaaaa I'm lagging behind by 2 years I know. But I just decided to try this.

Seriously, do koreans have a significantly decreased peripheral vision or what?! Or they just lack the sense of awareness?! All these are apparent from korean shows! They can't seem to see their sides without turning their heads! LOL!






sigh*. Nothing seems to be going right these days.

bangkok's flooding is.. a very sad case. Why so suay?! seriously? But thanks jane for coordinating the booking and such. I feel guilty for not involving myself a bit more for the trip. My only contribution, research on bangkok's shopping areas, just got doused by that literally "wet" blanket.
That's not all. spooktacular was a mega fail. I felt quite sad actually. I thought it looked so fun. But I didn't want to debit my bank account any further. It's painful. Plus my expenses for these 2 weeks has exceeded 1k. w.t.f. 2weeks. Lets not just say my mother is unhappy with it. I, too, feel it's troublesome to collect payment. They say 谈钱伤感情. Plus the fact that it costs 1dollar more per person for online ticketing, I think it's a no-go. Maybe next time I'll be desperate and go for online booking ba.
And however hard I try to convince myself that I'm not a 吃玻璃长大的人, a small portion of me still thinks otherwise. Perhaps I've placed too high a priority on this. I know I'm someone who is easily influenced. Because of influences, I've slackened a lot. But I shouldn't be, because then I wouldn't be myself. Yet, most of the people out there are like that, with bad habits and such. What can I do? I won't lose out if I follow, but I'll lose myself if I do...
Then again, I wondered. I asked. I got " 谁叫你贪玩?" yea, who? why the fuchsia did I seek fun? I have now decided that it doesn't do me any good. Apparently, for so long, I've been mindlessly doing it. Just like when I played maple, just like how ppl can go clubbing every week, just like how ppl can play computer games all day long: just do only. It's when u stop to ponder the rational, then logic will get back its control. Maybe I could be a better person if I sought less fun. Maybe then I could value my self-esteem more.
About the art of pursuit, I mulled over another concept. "love sought is good, given unsought is better". Why? Sure it seems good from the receiver's point of view. But wouldn't one appreciate it more if it is obtained through one's efforts? And if that's the case then everyone will be waiting for it. Nothing will happen.
Who knows?


monday went back to camp, tues-fri off, monday going back again, tues-mon off again. Shiok!

O level is here, O level tutees are gone.

-ss501 because i'm stupid-


like a mrbean's teddybear, you hold a special meaning
weijian

wallaby 2

Just on the night before my flight, I decided to pen down my thoughts and feelings for the past 2 weeks. If not, I might just forget this awesome period. Yea, quite fun.

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3days in camp week. Thought I earned a free off, but the tradeoff was to be company IC. It really doesn't pay to owe others favours. Being the company IC wasn't really that bad. But still, I have the responsibility of ensuring the attendance of soldiers. Basically, company IC is the scapegoat for everything that goes wrong.

"How long do you need to report strength?" - ask them?! not me!? now it's my fault for not rushing them
"Why is HQ platoon so slow?" -ask them!?!?!?!?!?

Yea, retarded system. Guy X does something wrong, guy Y takes the blame, Guy Z gets punished.

Nights out spy kids.




super super fail 4D effect. Scratch & smell totally didn't work out. I can't smell no shit! No one can't smell no shit! Pretty boring kids' show with irritating kids at the back screaming and laughing at every single trying-to-be-funny scene. But there's jessica alba :)











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01 guys outing. Actually only ghim kokli jianyu kaisheng.



Not bad! Got to give him credits for some parts of the movie haha. Johnny English was much funnier. Or was it a I would have laughed more if I were younger?














Anywayz that week's highlight was 01 nanxiang restaurant with huimin swusan kokli kaisheng jianyu kenneth. $200+ bill O_O Should have invested in more discount papers. But to do this, you need a group of friends who are free, willing to spend, and willing to spend with u. That's the only thing that is holding me back from koping all the coupons.

The food was like oral sex. Golden fried rice ahhhh. 咸蛋炒虾 ahhh. XLB was okok i think.

Then soya bean milk at rochor beancurd. Chillax snorlax.

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Another 3days in camp. Good life ah, relacjack! LOL Relacjack!? wtf is relacjack?! Jingx came up with an explanation for this term by our CSM.

Once upon a time, there was a boy named jack. He was very lazy and his mum sent him to the market to sell their cow. However, jack, being a very relac boy, traded the cow for 5 magic beans and went home early.
Jack from jack and the beanstalk story -> slack -> relacjack. LOLOL


Mega haircut. The auntie called it the "wallaby hairstyle" -.- Kokli says I look like the maplestory character with the toben hairstyle, aka centre parting. Thanks kokli. Love his comparison. Nvm this will probably be the last time that my hair is this short!


On tuesday, there was a company cohesion. Each platoon got 2 steamboats. Ok, the food not very nice, but the beer and the drinking games are 赞! Introducing beepbobeepbo and some standing game from the running man. Ah, I love these games cos I find myself having a hard time to lose everytime! But I dun mind losing and doing forfeits.

After the cohesion, some of them wanted to have a slumber party at section 1. I went over for a while, but decided to go back and sleep properly. Why such a wet blanket? Thanks to the cold weather these days, my nose was utterly blocked. It's like in the pokemon game, you ride a bike down lavender town and you can't cross the junction because you are blocked by snorlax and you don't have a pokeflute. You can also see it as appearing inside a room, with dozens of hot pretty girls, that has no door. Yes, you've got it. It is frustrating and suffocating.

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While the city of townsville is under the motivation of uni socialisation and ord, there have been reports of mojojojo attacks. Looks like uni life is going to be stressful. Is it still worth looking forward to it? Somehow, I think my perception of uni could be twisted towards the optimist's side.

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Karaoke session with junhe kokli junyang sly zhenghui jeremy. I tried to sing songs that weren't usually sung by ppl hehe. Not bad! I like the part when we all tried vitas's opera 2. FUN! Been wanting to give it a try but can't scream at home.

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Friday fright night!





Lame plot, but scary. I can see why it's a comedy also lol. More exciting towards the end.

Actually the more impt factor is the actresses are hot.










Sat, celebration for kokli's and qingping's birthday! huimin qp jas kokli jaisheng cheeyee ghim boon. qp's a happy girl with bryan. Icecream cake form swensen's! w/o steel knife and w/o one of the candle holder. Good job swensen's staff from plaza sing. China worker again. Always the problematic ones.

Just as boon and I expected, no one else wanted to have a drink and chat. Sigh. Then jianyu was able to make it for a drink + to go congratulate qp with his sincere appearance, so the 3 of us plus a jasmine went to yellow jello. huimin and friends were also there, so erm ok I'm not very open actually. Ok the chat was quite difficult but still, not too bad, sensitive topics that we wouldn't usually share. Music was very loud, but can't dance cos the atmosphere just wasn't there. Garrr. Holding on to jianyu's promise of going to club after ord.
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The next day was a family outing at some place with waterfall at msia. Can't rmb malay names. It was machiam like a racial harmony day. But correct luh, I'm in msia, not sg.





damn cooling water. very fresh also.

















act yi ge want to jump down from the waterfall. but half a metre down got platform alr.








act yi ge cute











I bet no one's more happening than me alr. 1 day before flyoff can go waterfall and play :D






my.. I don't know how to address them. But they are my relatives. jiongqi was super cute. Superb imitation skills. High potential to be an entertaining celebrity! So cute.. just like how I was when I was young. ><







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mixed feelings at this point of time. Sigh. I worry for the whole 5m long list of ppl who will miss me.

别带我去远方 我不想去远方
我只想待在家 陪你说说话

No. For my country. For my family. For my friends. For ORD! HERE I COME, AUSTRALIA! (only the rural part, thanks a lot)


like a cat on hot bricks or 热锅上的蚂蚁, I'm not anxious at all
weijian

I'd wait for the banana to be ripe, then I'll pluck it from the tree. But I can only hope that others won't pluck that unripe banana

DO YOU KNOW HOW SHIOK IT IS TO HAVE A BLOCK LEAVE?! NO HOMEWORK, NO STRESS! WHEEEEEE


Monday
Of course, holidays can't be THAT smooth-sailing. Monday guard duty with kokli. But still super relaxing hahaha. Under my influence, kokli got lazier and wanted to slack more :D It was a fun duty and time passed really quickly.

I used to think I'm not scared of cats. Now, I find them creepy O.O There was a wild cat roaming around the first floor, desperate for food. We couldn't feed it because it would just ask for more food instead of relying on its survival instincts to hunt. Nah, we didn't want to feed it cos it might just stay there forever and trouble us.




Anyway, the actions done by cats are mysteriously weird. Just look at this cat with an arched back. Eerie.



I prefer dogs.



Tuesday
morning tuition, afternoon gym with kokli guowei. Went to lot 1 at night for dinner and sampled 10 different brands of mooncake. That's when kokli n i thought of buying some quality mooncakes to share for 01, which was kind of fail.

Wednesday
morning badminton with army gang. Erm, boring. It can only be interesting if either 1. the guys are around my standard or 2. they are ppl whom i know v well or 3. they are interactive. So these guys don't talk (with the exception of jingyang cos he talked too much and his speech has no content) and I can't clique with them, and they also don't really play their best. So I dunno wat they were doing.

visited h&m with kokli. Oh my god. The stuff there is cheap and nice. Gotta earn more money.

went taka to sample like 50-70 different brands of mooncake with kokli.

why are we so gay. I have no idea. I wish I had a girl to accompany me instead.


Thursday
morning tuition. afternoon braces.
"帮我拿那个power chain来"
o_o
什儿!?
sounds really powerful. And of cos it hurt a lil. There is another wisdom tooth trying to grow out from the gums at my upper jaw T.T It feels like it's growing laterally also. GG


Then at night, a very impromptu night cycling at ECP! linwei jerm sam jingx kevin zhenghui me






























planned this long ago actually. But it was the 7th month last time, and Sam was very reluctant to go all the way to the east to cycle. So.. anyway it happened when I tapped on jingx's linwei's sam's and jeremy's enthusiasm and took over the conducting role.

I suggested playing 24 while we were resting. Then, we wanted to make the game more exciting. The last guy to think of the answer will have to stay behind for 30s, while the rest of us will proceed to the next pavilion and start the next set of cards. The person with the most number of cards at the end of the game would have to do a forfeit and I suggested shouting XXX at the jetty. Sadly, no one wants to do the forfeit -.- No game is fun without forfeit!

Anyway it was pretty fun. It's like running man, the variety show in korea, but we call it the "cycling man". And I could never lose LOL!


ate nasilemak at changi village. malays are just.. u know. scammed my money.
"FYI, I'm a REAAAALLL girlllll"
that's what a transvestite said when "she" and "her" friend walked out from the 7-11. I think she was talking to us. Then after "she" walked like 5m away from us, "she" pulled up "her" skirt and flashed "her" ass for us.
WTF. I KNOW. WTF. TURN OFF. the dragon totally cringed and shriveled. According to jingx, "she" was wearing a G-string. mmm sexy. WTF.


Anyway it was really tiring, except for the return trip along the road beside the airplane runway. 01 definitely couldn't tahan this trip. I wouldn't go so far on my own also.


Friday
morning tuition. Then another tuition in the evening, then the annual 01 mid-autumn fes gathering. I'd say the mooncakes weren't really popular. Sigh. Wrong flavours. But then again I dunno wat else we could do alr. At least ppl were singing to the songs and chillaxing.

Played 24 again. 01 girls are reaaalllll smart. Poor clarence lol. More forfeits!! :D

Late night movie:


isn't this movie nice. Funny and inspiring.

To have a muscular figure that looks like it got photoshop-ed onto your body. To get a grip of your manhood and dress like you should.










I wish I could drive a car.

3months90days13weeks

Saturday
noon tuition. Attended my cousin's wedding dinner at a restaurant in Novotel. I must say, it was a rather fail wedding. Uninteresting flow of events. No games. No astounding march-in or watsoever. Or maybe my standard's too high haha. Wedding is a once in a lifetime affair. Why not make it a blast for ur wife?

But then again, I'm too young to be speaking of weddings.





It's been some time since I've met up with them. I guess everyone has his own life, unless circumstances make people's paths cross, and only then can bonds be forged, but even so, maintaining it is another matter.


But that is when we are completely relying on destiny. Fate changes the circumstances that we're in, and our actions change fate.



Lastly, this was one good dinner, in terms of its food, because I've always thought wedding dinners are not supposed to fill ur stomach LOL! This was so filling!

And poor me, my face got red even though I only drank half a cup of red wine. -.- Then ppl come asking me "eh u ok ma? how much did u drink". -.- I shy luh can? Surrounded by pretty girls every time I drink. How can I not blush?

Sunday
morning tuition.

GGGGG. What I've been fearing of.. is here. Statistics. My tutee asked me to revise statistics with him. And all these while I've only been doing pure math. LOL. Can I study statistics in 1 week? Plus the fact that I have FTT test this friday and I haven't studied a single shit?

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You need to look 帅 before girls take a look at you, but if that girl really likes you, looks doesn't really matter that much. Self-contradictory isn't it.

That was one fun week.


And if we realised, I've got lots of tuition. That means 2 things. 1. I'm terribly exhausted from tuition. 2. I've got monehhh to spenddd, or save to spend later, or save to make more money, but also to spend later :D Life is about spending eventually.


十年之前, 我不认识你
十年之后, ..


like a stuntman, I'll stun you
weijian

not a teen, not an adult. neither here nor there.

Excuse me.
But I might drink a little more than I should, tonight.

Yes, 20, finally. So this is how long 20 years feel like, with more than 12 years forgotten memories.

Thanks for the sincere handshakes, cards, presents and birthday wishes!


Met up with jianyu kaisheng kokli at lot 1 on Friday. I'm very grateful for them making an effort to celebrate with me on my birthday :)




Lucky enough to get the cozy seat at newyorknewyork! Seems a lot like that time when we celebrated jianyu's birthday.. last year?














humongous burger. I can never finish them myself. Or can I? Haha, not worth to try the challenge also luh. Yummy burger and pizzaaaa.


supposed to give fierce and hungry looks, but apparently I'm the only one who got the 杀气 >:O





saw vivien and yf. I shall say that was awkward.
























then another chocolate cake at home. how sweet















Do wishes ever come true? Am I not sincere enough? Or has my desire grown?













Then on Saturday, 01 outing!
with kokli jianyu huimin and me, followed by swusan qingping bryan kaisheng.
poor huimin. But from another point of view, how blissful eh?


ice-skating in the pasar malam rink. I missed the time when I ice-skated during CNY. So few ppl then! Skating with shorts some how made me feel insecure.






























I didn't have any affinity with manhattan fish market. Why? Was supposed to enjoy the 1-for-1 deal on wed nights out, but we chose carl's jr and watched rise of the planet of the apes instead. Could have the chance to eat it on sat for lunch but we chose mac. And so on..


flavoured hoegaarden had a lil weird taste. I'd rather spend less, drink more on... erdinger!
Got so called free MOF membership. Legend has it that the holder of the holy card will have higher chance to get girls.. ..


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insomnia on 25th, just before my birthday T.T tried to sleep at 9, rolled around for 2hrs plus instead, and reveille at 4.30 zzz.

supposed to have 12km route march at 6.45am on my birthday. T.T
but the keyword is "supposed".
:D

Must be my luck! It rained so heavily that the route march was postponed! And possibly cancelled LOL!

Then during nights out, went to carl's junior with noel jingxuan kevin kokli. We thrashed out lots of things haha. I think we were bitching.






"NO!!!! "

That was particularly funny to me because in camp, I like to attempt to disobey orders with a guailan "no", which was the first word that caesar learnt how to speak. Looks like my grandiose refusal has gone popular.








such a good drama.. and the cast is so good-looking! Yea, plastic surgery but they were above average to begin with!


compare this with singaporean drama and u will flinch like u got "hyperbit" by a raticate.




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First time singing with vballers on sunday. I must say it was a weird experience LOL! I think vball group is more suited for physical activities or games.


Right after duty, tuition, badminton with archers, then tuition again T.T Hectic life. And I must say, the people with whom you do activities with play a large role in determining the derivation of satisfaction from the activities. Doesn't mean you enjoy XX with group A means you will also enjoy it with group B.

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想吹风 想自由
想要一起手牵手
去看海 绕世界流浪


like a birthday boy, I wished
weijian

NO MORE FIELD CAMPS IN SINGAPORE

until reservice -.-"

Is that sth to be happy for? hmm.. Let's see what my company has left..
16km route march at night [pending]
combat team shoot
combat shoot for marksmanship [almost done :)]
aquis-preparation for overseas training, aka lots-of-cleaning-period
acct-learning how to fight enemies in ideal situation, meaning they must be dumb, ignorant and small-sized
army half marathon
guard duties
exercise wallaby


seriously, my future looks bleak..

But hey, BYE BYE mosquitoes LOL! I must say soaking my uniform in insect repellent was quite useful! My body didn't really get any bites! MY HANDS GOT A LOT THOUGH COS THEY WERE EXPOSED LOL. Screw the mosquitoes la really. My 4D3N vacation was rather ok I guess.

First 2 days were spent sleeping in the forest and partying with tuna :p
3rd day we walked in the night, took a super detour in an attempt to surprise the enemy but got killed without even fighting in the end lol. Luckily I died, because if I were to be injured, I WOULD HAVE TO BE INJECTED. WTF RIGHT. UNACCEPTABLE MAN. MEDICS HAVING THE JURISDICTION TO USE NEEDLES AND POKE SOLDIERS. cruel...
3rd night dismount and fight in the dark again, which was pretty fun because it's the first time we're fighting soldiers who could "run" lol. Last time in our trainings, soldiers were to lie on the ground and keep firing until the enemies overrun them. It's stupid la, the army likes to assume that the enemies are retards -.-













Eat until I have tuna phobia now LOL! No joke, I can no longer stand the putrid smell of canned tuna anymore cos we spammed so many cans in the forest during field camp! Urgh..


But the worst thing that happened was after the field camp. I thought there was fresh ration for lunch so I gobbled up all the remaining food for breakfast, and STARVED so badly. I got a slight fever from evening onwards. This is called 饿坏了. I told myself I will never let myself starve until like that again. Ever.


But hey, brushing teeth during field camp was immensely satisfying! My breath felt so fresh, though everyone around me had zillions of bacteria in their mouth everyday for 4 days and they didn't care much -.- Thanks to field camp too, my hair lost its integrity. My head became like a coconut leaf stuck to a coconut shell. Horrible. Can't do shit to my hair until I have it cut.

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Thanks to the tuition assignments that I have, I can now be sure that I don't want to be a teacher. LOL! 1 of my tutee was late for 40mins. Yes, 40mins. Imagine my blood being boiled into gaseous state. If I were to be a teacher, I would have to face 20-40 students, and how many of them are problematic ones? No idea, but at least 1. Accountant 了 lor!

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Met kokli jianyu clarence cheeyee huimin jasmine jane vivien swusan at cwp freshness burger. My luck in trying new things has always been bad. Yet another example: CHAI. It's milk tea, but 0.5s after one sip, you'll have a poor sour squidward expression.




Yup, it has ended. There went 8 years of fantasy. I still prefer the young potter in the magical world to the serious potter in the dark noseless voldemort world. I guess I won't be reading any of harry potter books in the near future.. But I'll definitely introduce this series to kids from the younger generation.


In retrospect, I started dipping into the HP fantasy after I watched Harry Potter and the sorcerer's stone by chance in pri school. So I have emma watson rupert grint daniel radcliffe and robbie coltrane to thank for all the childhood magic!





This reminds me of "swusan lend me your toy" incident. LOLOL. swusan actually innocently searched her bag for her batman toy hahahahahahahaha. That made me laugh for at least 2 days.

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Just when I've decided to start project ppn, kokli and jingxuan are deliberating whether to take protein powder or not. Ok, it's actually a supplement, akin to drinking milk but still, I don't want any of it. If I can't get muscular even when I work out then so be it, I'm born to be lean!

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One of the best nights out ever. Went to teoheng@NTU alumni club to sing! And the first group of students we saw had to be PRCs -.- the impression of ntu-prc just gets worse and worse.. But no offense lol, I just feel a bit less singaporean with prcs around. Singing never gets boring! The best song was 王妃 hehe.


Combat shoot! 35/40, close to marksmanship! I hope I shoot well next Tuesday! Like I always believed, I don't have good affinity with normal rifles. My rifles always cock up. Many IAs, not aligned blah blah. What a burden. I spent so much time cleaning it some more! But as usual, skeptics exist to doubt my marksmanship fundamentals instead of my rifle. I proved them wrong! My scores soared when I borrowed weapon from someone else. SEE. NOT ME OK. MY GUN.


狂想曲 was nice until I read the lyrics.. 牛顿didn't 发明地引力; he 发现-ed! *sigh.



like voldemort, I have a fail nose bridge
weijian