I learn nothing when I do filing. But if I take the initiative to ask to learn more about stuff like quotation requests, my filing will never be completed. It just irritates me to know that I have a pile of seemingly endless work which is assumed to be completed by the end of my 3months. So, I look like a workaholic doing filing everyday when I'm supposed to be free, and learning nothing. Argh. What a dilemma. Learn more, push off boring work and take in more work, or learn nothing but make progress in boring chore?
This is probably the slackest moment in my life, with frequent thumps delivered every now and then, and a hope to harbor. I don't have an envision of myself in a few months' time because the path I'm on now looks so foggy. But I know the value of self-enrichment and will definitely make it a point to make as little regrets as possible. No one is ever absolutely ready because there is only so much you can foresee and prepare. You just have to have the balls and make a leap.
There was this game in movies where 1 guy and 1 girl dated each other and the one who falls for the other first, loses. Rubbish. What a lose-lose game. You lose a good girl whom you can communicate freely with, or you lose the game. Might as well play another game with me: Toss a coin and give me 5bucks if it's heads; 10 if it's tails; 20 if it's neither.
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So we had birthday celebration for kaisheng! Pretty simple dinner at The Empire State. Once again I felt super bloated. Noob stomach of mine. My self-conferred title of the king of buffet has lost its owner. Oh well, who ask me to be a young fit man now? No seriously, not that I want but my stomach really shrank!
One by one everyone is turning 21 this year. The change is gradual but I'm sure there is a difference. Time to step into the market, boys and girls! Our prime is here!! Erm, that is if you haven't..
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Just wondering why I'm so easily affected by influences. One can make me so happy, the other can make me feel dejected. And I appreciate your support :)) Rather than punishing myself for something wasted, I might as well learn and try to understand others more.
At least I tried?
bleh blah bloh lalala
...lalala
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A very relaxing pace for me, not really sure how it is for you. Glad that there is a sense of fulfillment! Feels healthily tired, just nice for a good night's sleep. Even better with a bedtime "story" hahaha
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Training for marathon 7788 already. 10km + 31storeys this sunday. Yes I get a lot of "lol?" from others. What a small marathon blahblah. But hey I didn't have a chance to run even 10km in army leh! Once guard duty, the other time whole battalion helped out in organising. I wanted to run de lor!
A short meet-up with army guys to collect race pack. Forcefully putting on a smile -.-"
Everyone is on his own track now..
I still remember sleeping soundly on the bench in the vehicle after 1hr+ of uneasy toss and turns, when suddenly..
"Eh wake up wake up. We are moving off."
"Wh..what.."
How reluctant we were. Finally enjoying the peace enjoyed from the battle won against mosquitoes yet it's so short-lived!?
*everything on, and there we went.. to part 2 of an unrealistic war.
... :)
心跳却说服我 没有错
让我心动的人 是谁呀
愿那在梦中的你会懂
-林俊杰 让我心动的人 -
like singing a high note, you either pull it off nicely or just get booed
weijian
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