What did I do? My memory is really getting poorer and poorer. I think it's because I cannot focus. I cannot focus because I am tired. I am tired because I don't have energy. I am deprived of energy because of the extreme boredom from work. This monotonous work is constricting me like a serpent. Okay I should stop complaining :/
at least some visible "achievement"? cleared table!
I really wonder what I'll be doing for the next few weeks. Stoning? More toilet breaks :)
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Went for NTU open house on sat with jerm junhe junyang. As usual, I followed the scholar and gained knowledge. So many things that I don't know! How did the rest know!? Is this an abnormal privation of the passion to study? And of course, we were bombarded with girls from everywhere. The 3 of them were so eager hahaha. later 花田里犯了错 ah.
And then regret started to haunt me again. Didn't know a level was so important. Kinda stupid to have slight interest in math phy chem, only to study something non-related to it in the future. In the process of sharpening those 3, I slackened my attention on my vulnerabilities. One cert can decide a matter of ten thousand +. I also want to be a scholar leh, save on tuition fees to spend more, but can only disappoint myself. What was wrong with me in fixating my life path onto engineering then, and only mechanical engineering!? That was a route of no return. Now I can only strive to be a resolved whale and aim to eat as many plankton as possible in the next few years. Haiz.
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Another singing session for army dudes. Err didn't really have the feel, but just sing haha. Sam sang! Good job opening up haha. It was more for the catching up with watay and kevin. Everyone is working for money now..
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I think people are not going crazy over 陳妍希, but over the ideal girls they failed to woo during school days.. Just nice her looks made people reminisce the pretty 女神 in their memories..
Alright that was random.
Went to see harry potter fighting against the shrieking black woman. Expelliarmus! Alright I admit, it was quite scary, many thanks to the sound effect and dark background -.-" But all that was what I thought would be "better" for horror movies. If the plot is good enough, whoa, I don't know how scared I'd be? Even now I can't look directly at the screen haha. But I can see it with peripheral vision! Asian ghosts scarier.. but okay, ready for the challenge :) poketection? okay :3
Chia Hong's 21st birthday party! Saw how busy chia hong was, going around and entertaining 4 groups of friends haha. Yesh vegetarian food.. Meatless but still not too bad hah. Took the opportunity to catch up with archery mates too.
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Hopefully the last driving lesson? Argh. Hope can pass! Hope for good weather, no pedestrian, no cars, slack tester, happy atmosphere, no stray animals, smarter and more alert me, lalala..
You won't know what you don't know until you make the mistakes and learn from them, because experience is so valuable.
All in all, a very busy weekend. Hope to clear driving then I'll feel more relax!
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好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
-王力宏 卢巧音 好心分手 -
like a fujitsu laptop, my mind crashed
weijian
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