So, right after URUN, what can happen to my body? Ache -.-" First time my back aching. Did I adopt the wrong running posture? Oh well, it was alright after 2days.
I can't really remember what happened last week. What happened? Mainly very boring work and the little spices of life.
Went to teoheng ktv at ntu alumni on Friday to sing. 3hrs... not enough *shakes head. But good enough to destress a bit! Every time I go sing I'll be the one singing a lot. Ya la make my money very worth it, but you all don't shy leh, what's there to shy about haha. I just anyhow scream also happy^^ Got to hear $240 prowess in singing. Lessons do help huh! Just that when singing gets too technical, the feel disappears.. Who else will stretch his/her leg to grab a bottle? Hahaha.
Then 三傻行! Disappointing ice cream buffet I must say haha. I like bailey's, mango yoghurt and choc. Bird's nest was ... .. artificial to the max. Ala carte ice cream next time :) Second time horror after "the 4th kind". I wonder if it's because I've matured or "the devil inside" just wasn't scary. Despite this, my heart was thumping pretty quickly because I was scaring myself all the while. Is the sudden pop-up of ghosts and such prohibited in horror movies, perhaps because that will really cause people to have heart attack? I kept expecting those but they never appeared! Worst 2 scenes I have in my mind come from 异度空间 and the ring. And I didn't even watch the whole of both movies -.-" The ring? Challenge accepted hehehe. *golden ship where are you?!
Pretty awesome sitting along the sides of the notorious dirty river and looking at the hippos swimming pass. Can't help but marvel at the accidental honour of being one of the 4. Is that fate or what.. Suntec branch next time! Even though I like the thrills from roller coaster rides and other excitement derived from near-free-fall experience, I worry for my heart haha. Nevertheless, I will definitely make it a point to try things out when I have the money :) hot air balloooon!! Bungee!!
Having something to look forward to really helps to speed time up. I hope to be a motivation, not a distraction.
在意料之外
我的女孩你快走过来
爱在期待
-方大同 爱在-
like innocent whales, we ._.
weijian
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Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
guilty of 傻笑
only 700 songs in my iphone, and some of them I just hit "forward" every time I hear the start of those songs. One of them has to be "just a dream". Just too noisy for my liking. 700 songs can last 1.9 days. I've worked for 1month now, ~ 6hours each day. Guess how well I know the lyrics of the songs in my playlist now? Need to dig some nice old songs and put into my playlist but... why are so many files removed from the net?! :(
I learn nothing when I do filing. But if I take the initiative to ask to learn more about stuff like quotation requests, my filing will never be completed. It just irritates me to know that I have a pile of seemingly endless work which is assumed to be completed by the end of my 3months. So, I look like a workaholic doing filing everyday when I'm supposed to be free, and learning nothing. Argh. What a dilemma. Learn more, push off boring work and take in more work, or learn nothing but make progress in boring chore?
This is probably the slackest moment in my life, with frequent thumps delivered every now and then, and a hope to harbor. I don't have an envision of myself in a few months' time because the path I'm on now looks so foggy. But I know the value of self-enrichment and will definitely make it a point to make as little regrets as possible. No one is ever absolutely ready because there is only so much you can foresee and prepare. You just have to have the balls and make a leap.
There was this game in movies where 1 guy and 1 girl dated each other and the one who falls for the other first, loses. Rubbish. What a lose-lose game. You lose a good girl whom you can communicate freely with, or you lose the game. Might as well play another game with me: Toss a coin and give me 5bucks if it's heads; 10 if it's tails; 20 if it's neither.
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So we had birthday celebration for kaisheng! Pretty simple dinner at The Empire State. Once again I felt super bloated. Noob stomach of mine. My self-conferred title of the king of buffet has lost its owner. Oh well, who ask me to be a young fit man now? No seriously, not that I want but my stomach really shrank!
One by one everyone is turning 21 this year. The change is gradual but I'm sure there is a difference. Time to step into the market, boys and girls! Our prime is here!! Erm, that is if you haven't..
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Just wondering why I'm so easily affected by influences. One can make me so happy, the other can make me feel dejected. And I appreciate your support :)) Rather than punishing myself for something wasted, I might as well learn and try to understand others more.
At least I tried?
bleh blah bloh lalala
...lalala
-----
A very relaxing pace for me, not really sure how it is for you. Glad that there is a sense of fulfillment! Feels healthily tired, just nice for a good night's sleep. Even better with a bedtime "story" hahaha
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Training for marathon 7788 already. 10km + 31storeys this sunday. Yes I get a lot of "lol?" from others. What a small marathon blahblah. But hey I didn't have a chance to run even 10km in army leh! Once guard duty, the other time whole battalion helped out in organising. I wanted to run de lor!
A short meet-up with army guys to collect race pack. Forcefully putting on a smile -.-"
Everyone is on his own track now..
I still remember sleeping soundly on the bench in the vehicle after 1hr+ of uneasy toss and turns, when suddenly..
"Eh wake up wake up. We are moving off."
"Wh..what.."
How reluctant we were. Finally enjoying the peace enjoyed from the battle won against mosquitoes yet it's so short-lived!?
*everything on, and there we went.. to part 2 of an unrealistic war.
... :)
心跳却说服我 没有错
让我心动的人 是谁呀
愿那在梦中的你会懂
-林俊杰 让我心动的人 -
like singing a high note, you either pull it off nicely or just get booed
weijian
I learn nothing when I do filing. But if I take the initiative to ask to learn more about stuff like quotation requests, my filing will never be completed. It just irritates me to know that I have a pile of seemingly endless work which is assumed to be completed by the end of my 3months. So, I look like a workaholic doing filing everyday when I'm supposed to be free, and learning nothing. Argh. What a dilemma. Learn more, push off boring work and take in more work, or learn nothing but make progress in boring chore?
This is probably the slackest moment in my life, with frequent thumps delivered every now and then, and a hope to harbor. I don't have an envision of myself in a few months' time because the path I'm on now looks so foggy. But I know the value of self-enrichment and will definitely make it a point to make as little regrets as possible. No one is ever absolutely ready because there is only so much you can foresee and prepare. You just have to have the balls and make a leap.
There was this game in movies where 1 guy and 1 girl dated each other and the one who falls for the other first, loses. Rubbish. What a lose-lose game. You lose a good girl whom you can communicate freely with, or you lose the game. Might as well play another game with me: Toss a coin and give me 5bucks if it's heads; 10 if it's tails; 20 if it's neither.
-----
So we had birthday celebration for kaisheng! Pretty simple dinner at The Empire State. Once again I felt super bloated. Noob stomach of mine. My self-conferred title of the king of buffet has lost its owner. Oh well, who ask me to be a young fit man now? No seriously, not that I want but my stomach really shrank!
One by one everyone is turning 21 this year. The change is gradual but I'm sure there is a difference. Time to step into the market, boys and girls! Our prime is here!! Erm, that is if you haven't..
-----
Just wondering why I'm so easily affected by influences. One can make me so happy, the other can make me feel dejected. And I appreciate your support :)) Rather than punishing myself for something wasted, I might as well learn and try to understand others more.
At least I tried?
bleh blah bloh lalala
...lalala
-----
A very relaxing pace for me, not really sure how it is for you. Glad that there is a sense of fulfillment! Feels healthily tired, just nice for a good night's sleep. Even better with a bedtime "story" hahaha
-----
Training for marathon 7788 already. 10km + 31storeys this sunday. Yes I get a lot of "lol?" from others. What a small marathon blahblah. But hey I didn't have a chance to run even 10km in army leh! Once guard duty, the other time whole battalion helped out in organising. I wanted to run de lor!
A short meet-up with army guys to collect race pack. Forcefully putting on a smile -.-"
Everyone is on his own track now..
I still remember sleeping soundly on the bench in the vehicle after 1hr+ of uneasy toss and turns, when suddenly..
"Eh wake up wake up. We are moving off."
"Wh..what.."
How reluctant we were. Finally enjoying the peace enjoyed from the battle won against mosquitoes yet it's so short-lived!?
*everything on, and there we went.. to part 2 of an unrealistic war.
... :)
心跳却说服我 没有错
让我心动的人 是谁呀
愿那在梦中的你会懂
-林俊杰 让我心动的人 -
like singing a high note, you either pull it off nicely or just get booed
weijian
Sunday, February 12, 2012
be a man
In my JC days, in an attempt to be stupid, I added on to ghimsiang's catch-phrase then.
Be a man, do the right thing.
-Be a man, be wei jian.-
*shakes head
chauvinism vs abasement, it's better for a man to be slightly inclined towards the former than the latter. He has to be the driving force.
He has to be... the man for her.
-----
These days at work.. I've been doing a lot of filing. Relieved to note that there is progress. But then I realised that there is a lot of update needed for the current files sitting on the shelves. This means more work for me, but all unapparent to the naked eye! Argh.
I must say my work is quite slack hehe. The best thing I've learnt is how to use excel, which erm can be learnt on my own also? -.-" The learning curve in this job as a temp staff is reaching a stagnant gradient = 0 growth...
It's both shocking and surprising, but I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. 2 pairs of eyes? O.O but I'm constantly amused and elated, thanks to a kind of silliness ^^
-----
So we finally played badminton and went swusan's house to bainian! Hmm gambling makes people entertained, whether it's a lose or win. Of course I'm more subscribed to the idea of win small lose small haha.
symbolic lao yusheng!
And then swusan's birthday party!!
Blowing balloons is a tough job. It requires skills but I'm so bad at blowing. If I were to act in "the three little pigs", I'd fail. It would be something like that: The cute wolf (><) huffed and puffed, and huffed and puffed, but the feather house didn't even move an inch. Overwhelmed by an anxiety that was uncalled-for, the three little pigs went out of their houses and killed the wolf for dinner.
For some reason, my stomach shrank a lot since my ORD. I can't eat much now!
Then it was ghimsiang's song session. Very catchy song composed by the 240 singer of the group. His girlfriend will be so touched.
bp female models
want to fight? come la!
Just joking, I think we're all too civilised and gentlemanly to be engaged in fights...
Come play scissors paper stone with us if you dare la! or play seven-up with us! hmph!
Glad that the little girl enjoyed herself from showered love all around her.
-----
一种自然的喜感
just that my socks have to be worn higher.
-----
I see so many talented people around and I thought, what have I got? Nothing much. And if even those good catchers cannot catch, how do I catch one? Don't talk about people with master balls la, they can catch anyone they want. Ultra balls also cannot catch, what makes you think a pokeball (picked up from a deserted corner some more, not bought from shop one) can catch?
-----
我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离
- 王力宏 爱的就是你-
like a peacock, I strutted to the beat
weijian
Be a man, do the right thing.
-Be a man, be wei jian.-
*shakes head
chauvinism vs abasement, it's better for a man to be slightly inclined towards the former than the latter. He has to be the driving force.
He has to be... the man for her.
-----
These days at work.. I've been doing a lot of filing. Relieved to note that there is progress. But then I realised that there is a lot of update needed for the current files sitting on the shelves. This means more work for me, but all unapparent to the naked eye! Argh.
I must say my work is quite slack hehe. The best thing I've learnt is how to use excel, which erm can be learnt on my own also? -.-" The learning curve in this job as a temp staff is reaching a stagnant gradient = 0 growth...
It's both shocking and surprising, but I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. 2 pairs of eyes? O.O but I'm constantly amused and elated, thanks to a kind of silliness ^^
-----
So we finally played badminton and went swusan's house to bainian! Hmm gambling makes people entertained, whether it's a lose or win. Of course I'm more subscribed to the idea of win small lose small haha.
symbolic lao yusheng!
And then swusan's birthday party!!
Blowing balloons is a tough job. It requires skills but I'm so bad at blowing. If I were to act in "the three little pigs", I'd fail. It would be something like that: The cute wolf (><) huffed and puffed, and huffed and puffed, but the feather house didn't even move an inch. Overwhelmed by an anxiety that was uncalled-for, the three little pigs went out of their houses and killed the wolf for dinner.
For some reason, my stomach shrank a lot since my ORD. I can't eat much now!
Then it was ghimsiang's song session. Very catchy song composed by the 240 singer of the group. His girlfriend will be so touched.
bp female models
want to fight? come la!
Just joking, I think we're all too civilised and gentlemanly to be engaged in fights...
Come play scissors paper stone with us if you dare la! or play seven-up with us! hmph!
Glad that the little girl enjoyed herself from showered love all around her.
-----
一种自然的喜感
just that my socks have to be worn higher.
-----
I see so many talented people around and I thought, what have I got? Nothing much. And if even those good catchers cannot catch, how do I catch one? Don't talk about people with master balls la, they can catch anyone they want. Ultra balls also cannot catch, what makes you think a pokeball (picked up from a deserted corner some more, not bought from shop one) can catch?
-----
我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离
- 王力宏 爱的就是你-
like a peacock, I strutted to the beat
weijian
Sunday, January 29, 2012
They say when one is in love, the surrounding trees will seem to blossom, the weather will seem nice, the heart will be light..
or so "they" say. Who are the "they"?!?
So, that was a happy chinese new year everybody. Not really. This year was pretty boring. Instead of the usual hey-yo-army?-studying?-working?-where?-girlfriend?-very tall hor the 3 of you, no one bothered to interact with us! Awkward. We couldn't be bothered to initiate conversations too. So we just ate, received angbaos, watch tv, left.
CNY eve was boring as well. I think it's because of my bloated stomach which caused me to lose appetite. Grew very big leh haha.
The biggest shrooms I've ever seen, next to swusan. Again I don't know whether it's my stomach or the mushroom. So filling!
Spent the last of 初二 watching IP man 2 on tv. Screwed up mediacorp went to censor some of the important fighting scenes, like the rapid and relentless punches on the angmoh at the end. What the hell, next time go broadcast some teletubbies show better la, healthier for kids -.-
-----
Back in my hometown yiochukang...
Never-ending filing during free times! Oh well, at least I'm slacking. Still can play music and surf the net. Next week is gonna be challenging.
That's my ultimate array of papers split into stacks according to the alphabetical order of employees' names.
Jasmin is another temp staff there. What, don't think too much la, office love -.- Am I old or ..am I old? She's waiting for her O level posting results, just like my brother, while I'm waiting for uni. I went through 2 more phases of life than these teenagers: A levels and army. Hope that I've grown mature since my schooling days? Girls don't like immature guys right.
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The most interesting day of the week, and definitely an indelible memory to me, falls on Saturday. The 3 dramatic idiots and the creation of sjw.
snooze 1.5hrs, smack myself on the butt to run, took a detour when it should only have been one stop, realised that 28th is an invalid day, powerful de-stress activity, laugh non-stop. Got so hot and tired hahaha :D
-----
First time driving inside the circuit. Wa scary. So many things to look out for. Mount kerb-fail. Inability to stop at white line-fail. Bang car-fail. Look into the mirror and get surprised by the awesome guy looking back at me-fail. Not to forget the demerit points! Hope I can pass it in just one try!
-----
I think I did something dumb which erased the other half of my post. Now I really forgot what I typed -.-
But I still remember this. I was reading up on friend zone, and realised that girls are the ones who usually "friend zone" guys, not the other way. Don't wanna be confused, so I'm cautious, very cautious. Then again, exercising too much caution impedes the flow of spontaneity. Haiyo I better be spontaneous in accordance to my new year resolution. Chance, are you with me?!
-----
我为你痴 为你累
风雨我都不后悔
-周华健 爱相随 -
like 阿旺，傻人有傻福
weijian
So, that was a happy chinese new year everybody. Not really. This year was pretty boring. Instead of the usual hey-yo-army?-studying?-working?-where?-girlfriend?-very tall hor the 3 of you, no one bothered to interact with us! Awkward. We couldn't be bothered to initiate conversations too. So we just ate, received angbaos, watch tv, left.
CNY eve was boring as well. I think it's because of my bloated stomach which caused me to lose appetite. Grew very big leh haha.
The biggest shrooms I've ever seen, next to swusan. Again I don't know whether it's my stomach or the mushroom. So filling!
Spent the last of 初二 watching IP man 2 on tv. Screwed up mediacorp went to censor some of the important fighting scenes, like the rapid and relentless punches on the angmoh at the end. What the hell, next time go broadcast some teletubbies show better la, healthier for kids -.-
-----
Back in my hometown yiochukang...
Never-ending filing during free times! Oh well, at least I'm slacking. Still can play music and surf the net. Next week is gonna be challenging.
That's my ultimate array of papers split into stacks according to the alphabetical order of employees' names.
Jasmin is another temp staff there. What, don't think too much la, office love -.- Am I old or ..am I old? She's waiting for her O level posting results, just like my brother, while I'm waiting for uni. I went through 2 more phases of life than these teenagers: A levels and army. Hope that I've grown mature since my schooling days? Girls don't like immature guys right.
-----
The most interesting day of the week, and definitely an indelible memory to me, falls on Saturday. The 3 dramatic idiots and the creation of sjw.
snooze 1.5hrs, smack myself on the butt to run, took a detour when it should only have been one stop, realised that 28th is an invalid day, powerful de-stress activity, laugh non-stop. Got so hot and tired hahaha :D
-----
First time driving inside the circuit. Wa scary. So many things to look out for. Mount kerb-fail. Inability to stop at white line-fail. Bang car-fail. Look into the mirror and get surprised by the awesome guy looking back at me-fail. Not to forget the demerit points! Hope I can pass it in just one try!
-----
I think I did something dumb which erased the other half of my post. Now I really forgot what I typed -.-
But I still remember this. I was reading up on friend zone, and realised that girls are the ones who usually "friend zone" guys, not the other way. Don't wanna be confused, so I'm cautious, very cautious. Then again, exercising too much caution impedes the flow of spontaneity. Haiyo I better be spontaneous in accordance to my new year resolution. Chance, are you with me?!
-----
我为你痴 为你累
风雨我都不后悔
-周华健 爱相随 -
like 阿旺，傻人有傻福
weijian
Saturday, January 21, 2012
is this a real thump?
I've been so busy these days.
So, here comes work! Good thing is I don't have to don office wear everyday. I think the more I wear these formal shirts, the more confident and comfortable I will be in them. Seems good for future presentations?
Office life is about computer, telephone, papers, stationery and a cup of coffee.
I was told that if I have nothing to do, I can do filing. -.-" I dislike doing filing. I don't even file my own worksheets during my school days?! Unless they were to be graded or I would be scolded if I didn't file, and these ppl who made me file were leesf vlee and slee. All Lee!? Seriouslee? Filing is what makes me so tired I think. My shoulder will ache. Oh and most importantly, filing is a brainless job. Separate into perm and temp, then arrange from a-z, then for each letter arrange a-z for second letter. I need my brains to be used!
While I was learning during the handover, I realised my attention span decreased significantly. I drifted off so many times, and had to force myself to get back on track. My memory is another facepalm issue. Even my handover aunty, oops, laughed at my ridiculously shrunken memory capacity. Is it due to army!? Or am I really so toot!?
Thankfully my colleagues and boss are nice people. I get to visit many different places for lunch everyday!
used to be my usual homedish: fried egg with bittergourd!
ice cream waffle at NYP!
After taking a look at the youngsters there, I'm surprised if someone from poly tells me he/she is not attached. Luckily I didn't go poly. My feeble heart and mind will never catch up with the 花花世界。
Still adapting..
-----
One of my relatives in msia
Loves to imitate people and follow the laughter of others even though he doesn't really know what's going on. He will definitely be a great entertainer next time!
Too bad I'm not close with him...
Why doesn't my family promote bonding amongst relatives? Sigh. Some times I really don't understand what the previous generation is thinking. I shall not see this from my generation onwards.
I see people organising events via facebook and I can't help but shake my head. Sure it's an easily accessible platform for many. But I feel that it's not personalised enough. Some people who don't go fb will miss it out totally. Attendance of people will also directly impact the outcome of that event. It's different when it's an sms. Is it me or does fb make one less insincere? Or is that the prevailing dominance of trolling these days? Trolling seems to be advocating cynicism when it's overly abused. And I seem to be cynical here too. Heck it. Trolling is still a great source for amusement.
-----
So I scanned around my workplace for 20+s and 30+s guys. I was horrified. So next time I'll be like that!? They don't really care about their outlook. Guys are nerdy thin and frail. Girls are aunty or have thick makeup.
Not their fault. They focused so much on work that they have no energy for other stuff. For now I should still be ok with my pushup regime. And running! Half marathon is coming! Ah even without marathon, I feel that I ought to run at least once a week to keep fit!
-----
swusan's mum generously treated us again! It just reminds me of how long this group of 01 people has known each other. I might forget NJ's school song, but never ever for BP's. Okay probably because NJ's is a malay anthem hahaha.
Finally met up with people with whom I have spent 1.5yrs on the field. It feels great. More for the soldiers than for the sgts though. Crazy bunch of guys haha. All of us have moved on with our lives, and many of them are super high flyers. Go ahead and fly, I'll prowl in sg haha. I'm not very ambitious u know, neither am I capable of being so.
guonian said sth like, "wa lao eh I'm sick of forming relationships with people and then they leave for 5years!" He was referring to people who will be going overseas for further studies.
That's why I find it so hard to make friends now. My heart can't really take this kind of thing. So I cannot be a teacher who is too committed, or a NSman who sees batches of soldiers come and go, or ... some other job that nurtures people and make them fly.
-----
Second wisdom teeth extraction! Whoa this time I felt more during the LA. I was so afraid of feeling the pain when he was sawing my tooth. "What if he didn't inject properly!?" And I tell u the needles are really not joking. They are sooooo long! Blah you got to have great mental strength to embrace it. They provoke painful thoughts, but are actually not even as painful as a fall. I clenched my fists though, I think they help to transfer some blood to my hands rather than my teeth so as to delay the relay of the "pain" message from gums to brain and back to gums again. Just joking, I got no idea how it really works.
Like last time, first thing I did after the surgery was to sleep. When I woke up, I didn't feel any pain! Hmm not bad! Then I went to eat my porridge and OUCH!? Slowly, I finished the porridge and... I went back to JMC to take my antibiotics cos I forgot to take -.- Another proof of my poor memory. Then at night, I ate tau hway and OUCH?! Slowly, I finished the tau hway and... rested. 2hrs later I ate my porridge and surprisingly the pain WAS GONE! GONE GONE GONE! YES!!! Amazingly! swusan if u're here, u can take my advice of eating cold food, helps to close wounds, stop bleeding, and thus gets rid of the pain! I think? haha.
But I had to test whether the pain was really gone. I took a ba gua and started eating. YUMYUM the bagua was delicious LOL! :D That concludes 90% of my wisdom teeth ordeal. Stitch removal next week woohoo!
-----
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
One step closer
-christina perri a thousand years-
like an admin boy, I thank you formally with my warmest regards
weijian
So, here comes work! Good thing is I don't have to don office wear everyday. I think the more I wear these formal shirts, the more confident and comfortable I will be in them. Seems good for future presentations?
Office life is about computer, telephone, papers, stationery and a cup of coffee.
I was told that if I have nothing to do, I can do filing. -.-" I dislike doing filing. I don't even file my own worksheets during my school days?! Unless they were to be graded or I would be scolded if I didn't file, and these ppl who made me file were leesf vlee and slee. All Lee!? Seriouslee? Filing is what makes me so tired I think. My shoulder will ache. Oh and most importantly, filing is a brainless job. Separate into perm and temp, then arrange from a-z, then for each letter arrange a-z for second letter. I need my brains to be used!
While I was learning during the handover, I realised my attention span decreased significantly. I drifted off so many times, and had to force myself to get back on track. My memory is another facepalm issue. Even my handover aunty, oops, laughed at my ridiculously shrunken memory capacity. Is it due to army!? Or am I really so toot!?
Thankfully my colleagues and boss are nice people. I get to visit many different places for lunch everyday!
used to be my usual homedish: fried egg with bittergourd!
ice cream waffle at NYP!
After taking a look at the youngsters there, I'm surprised if someone from poly tells me he/she is not attached. Luckily I didn't go poly. My feeble heart and mind will never catch up with the 花花世界。
Still adapting..
-----
One of my relatives in msia
Loves to imitate people and follow the laughter of others even though he doesn't really know what's going on. He will definitely be a great entertainer next time!
Too bad I'm not close with him...
Why doesn't my family promote bonding amongst relatives? Sigh. Some times I really don't understand what the previous generation is thinking. I shall not see this from my generation onwards.
I see people organising events via facebook and I can't help but shake my head. Sure it's an easily accessible platform for many. But I feel that it's not personalised enough. Some people who don't go fb will miss it out totally. Attendance of people will also directly impact the outcome of that event. It's different when it's an sms. Is it me or does fb make one less insincere? Or is that the prevailing dominance of trolling these days? Trolling seems to be advocating cynicism when it's overly abused. And I seem to be cynical here too. Heck it. Trolling is still a great source for amusement.
-----
So I scanned around my workplace for 20+s and 30+s guys. I was horrified. So next time I'll be like that!? They don't really care about their outlook. Guys are nerdy thin and frail. Girls are aunty or have thick makeup.
Not their fault. They focused so much on work that they have no energy for other stuff. For now I should still be ok with my pushup regime. And running! Half marathon is coming! Ah even without marathon, I feel that I ought to run at least once a week to keep fit!
-----
swusan's mum generously treated us again! It just reminds me of how long this group of 01 people has known each other. I might forget NJ's school song, but never ever for BP's. Okay probably because NJ's is a malay anthem hahaha.
Finally met up with people with whom I have spent 1.5yrs on the field. It feels great. More for the soldiers than for the sgts though. Crazy bunch of guys haha. All of us have moved on with our lives, and many of them are super high flyers. Go ahead and fly, I'll prowl in sg haha. I'm not very ambitious u know, neither am I capable of being so.
guonian said sth like, "wa lao eh I'm sick of forming relationships with people and then they leave for 5years!" He was referring to people who will be going overseas for further studies.
That's why I find it so hard to make friends now. My heart can't really take this kind of thing. So I cannot be a teacher who is too committed, or a NSman who sees batches of soldiers come and go, or ... some other job that nurtures people and make them fly.
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Second wisdom teeth extraction! Whoa this time I felt more during the LA. I was so afraid of feeling the pain when he was sawing my tooth. "What if he didn't inject properly!?" And I tell u the needles are really not joking. They are sooooo long! Blah you got to have great mental strength to embrace it. They provoke painful thoughts, but are actually not even as painful as a fall. I clenched my fists though, I think they help to transfer some blood to my hands rather than my teeth so as to delay the relay of the "pain" message from gums to brain and back to gums again. Just joking, I got no idea how it really works.
Like last time, first thing I did after the surgery was to sleep. When I woke up, I didn't feel any pain! Hmm not bad! Then I went to eat my porridge and OUCH!? Slowly, I finished the porridge and... I went back to JMC to take my antibiotics cos I forgot to take -.- Another proof of my poor memory. Then at night, I ate tau hway and OUCH?! Slowly, I finished the tau hway and... rested. 2hrs later I ate my porridge and surprisingly the pain WAS GONE! GONE GONE GONE! YES!!! Amazingly! swusan if u're here, u can take my advice of eating cold food, helps to close wounds, stop bleeding, and thus gets rid of the pain! I think? haha.
But I had to test whether the pain was really gone. I took a ba gua and started eating. YUMYUM the bagua was delicious LOL! :D That concludes 90% of my wisdom teeth ordeal. Stitch removal next week woohoo!
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I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
One step closer
-christina perri a thousand years-
like an admin boy, I thank you formally with my warmest regards
weijian
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
one does not simply fall in love
There must be chemistry for crush to arise, then infatuation, then interaction, then go through some bittersweet experience tgt, then ...
No, it shouldn't be so technical. One simply loves.
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Huimin's birthday celebration at breko cafe at holland v! It was a pretty fun day with games.
After that was more talking session with yumei qp vivien at 302. I just need to sit there and listen to the conversation. So much information and so interesting! like FM201
Yumei's and jianyu's birthday celebration at watami! I was there for the cake and photos only, so I didn't know what happened.. But I got another 01 polaroid photo from yumei hahaha.
choonboon can be really cute eh?
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I lost my wallet.. AGAIN! 3rd time alr. Discovered its absence the next day. REALLY REALLY LUCKY to find it at foodfare! Thanks cleaners! 3rd time losing and 3rd time getting back my wallet. Must do more good deeds to accumulate good karma! offering free help-grandma-cross-road service~
I rmb it was lunch time and I wanted to go out and dabao my standard $3 杂菜饭. Then I realised it was raining. zzzz. So I decided to try cooking again.
That's 2 packets of noodles, 1 fried egg, 3 cheese hotdogs.
I learned my lesson. Never cook 2 packets of noodles with soup! TOO FILLING! But u can do that if it's dried noodles. As usual, fried egg was the best. Hot dog is just hot dog. Cheese was melted, but I still don't know how to make a cheese hotdog. It tasted like cheese and hot dog instead of cheese hotdog.
I wonder when I will push aside my laziness and cook again..
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Finally, after sending 100+ copies of my resume and answering numerous calls, I got a temp job! Ah. okok pay I guess, but it's quite far. Well, better than having no job!
I hope the working environment is nice, and that I'll perform well enough to stay cos I don't wanna go through the application process again..
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After much delay, the long awaited wisdom teeth extraction.
The scariest part was the 5 injection needles. O_O The needles were so freaking long I tell u! But on the surgical chair, there was no turning back. Might as well face it bravely. poke poke poke. Numbness overtook me from the right lane because you are not allowed to overtake from the left lane. My head was covered with a surgical sheet. Then came the sawing. zzzzuuuuuu went the saw. I had no idea wth that oral surgeon was doing, but he was an indian and he looked funny, so I trusted him. Love professional and funny indians ^^ Soon, he stitched the wound and the surgery was over. Like, 15mins?! Cool. The sad thing is.. the pain comes after the anesthesia wears off..
I was kiasu so I quickly popped a pill of painkiller. Hours later, that same incessant pain came but it was bearable. BUT! 重点来了. 2hrs of sleep and the pain was gone! miraculously! I'm more convinced now that sleep allows one's body to heal naturally.
sherlock holmes has a part 2. So does my wisdom teeth extraction-this friday.
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Can't stand this kiasu tutee of mine... His mum gave me a plate of cookies to eat but I didn't feel like biting, so I asked him, " Do you want to eat? Is it ok if I don't eat? Cos I just extracted my wisdom teeth."
A polite kid would say, "oh sure, just leave it there."
A guailan kid would say, "I don't mind treating u my box of ferrero rochers now, u know?"
This kid just stared at me, with a tinge of tikoness, like I was supposed to start saying something, not him. ~awkward silence~ Then I asked my question again. He afk AGAIN! Then he replied, "I don't know. You have to ask my mum."
_|_ indecisive mama boy. Felt like using my pen and stabbing myself.
That was just one of the very distinctive mamaboy incident. Almost every bit of his actions and speech tells u "hello.i'm a mama boy.my mama told me i have to pee at 3am every night so i do it."
Wait, there's 1 more.
me: "Do you know how I can get to ION orchard from here?"
him: *starestarestare afkafkafkafk
me:"any bus or..?"
him: "yes I know. you can take a taxi."
_|_ I felt like licking him. He wasn't joking leh.
My other tutee was the opposite: a tanned cat high boy who looks promising and cool and most importantly is not a mama boy. Not saying that loving ur mum is wrong, don't get me wrong. This is just ...
u know!
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再真心 也会被阻绝
-林俊傑 學不會-
like stephen chow, I act 一个正经 but am crazily lame
weijian
No, it shouldn't be so technical. One simply loves.
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Huimin's birthday celebration at breko cafe at holland v! It was a pretty fun day with games.
After that was more talking session with yumei qp vivien at 302. I just need to sit there and listen to the conversation. So much information and so interesting! like FM201
Yumei's and jianyu's birthday celebration at watami! I was there for the cake and photos only, so I didn't know what happened.. But I got another 01 polaroid photo from yumei hahaha.
choonboon can be really cute eh?
-----
I lost my wallet.. AGAIN! 3rd time alr. Discovered its absence the next day. REALLY REALLY LUCKY to find it at foodfare! Thanks cleaners! 3rd time losing and 3rd time getting back my wallet. Must do more good deeds to accumulate good karma! offering free help-grandma-cross-road service~
I rmb it was lunch time and I wanted to go out and dabao my standard $3 杂菜饭. Then I realised it was raining. zzzz. So I decided to try cooking again.
That's 2 packets of noodles, 1 fried egg, 3 cheese hotdogs.
I learned my lesson. Never cook 2 packets of noodles with soup! TOO FILLING! But u can do that if it's dried noodles. As usual, fried egg was the best. Hot dog is just hot dog. Cheese was melted, but I still don't know how to make a cheese hotdog. It tasted like cheese and hot dog instead of cheese hotdog.
I wonder when I will push aside my laziness and cook again..
-----
Finally, after sending 100+ copies of my resume and answering numerous calls, I got a temp job! Ah. okok pay I guess, but it's quite far. Well, better than having no job!
I hope the working environment is nice, and that I'll perform well enough to stay cos I don't wanna go through the application process again..
-----
After much delay, the long awaited wisdom teeth extraction.
The scariest part was the 5 injection needles. O_O The needles were so freaking long I tell u! But on the surgical chair, there was no turning back. Might as well face it bravely. poke poke poke. Numbness overtook me from the right lane because you are not allowed to overtake from the left lane. My head was covered with a surgical sheet. Then came the sawing. zzzzuuuuuu went the saw. I had no idea wth that oral surgeon was doing, but he was an indian and he looked funny, so I trusted him. Love professional and funny indians ^^ Soon, he stitched the wound and the surgery was over. Like, 15mins?! Cool. The sad thing is.. the pain comes after the anesthesia wears off..
I was kiasu so I quickly popped a pill of painkiller. Hours later, that same incessant pain came but it was bearable. BUT! 重点来了. 2hrs of sleep and the pain was gone! miraculously! I'm more convinced now that sleep allows one's body to heal naturally.
sherlock holmes has a part 2. So does my wisdom teeth extraction-this friday.
-----
Can't stand this kiasu tutee of mine... His mum gave me a plate of cookies to eat but I didn't feel like biting, so I asked him, " Do you want to eat? Is it ok if I don't eat? Cos I just extracted my wisdom teeth."
A polite kid would say, "oh sure, just leave it there."
A guailan kid would say, "I don't mind treating u my box of ferrero rochers now, u know?"
This kid just stared at me, with a tinge of tikoness, like I was supposed to start saying something, not him. ~awkward silence~ Then I asked my question again. He afk AGAIN! Then he replied, "I don't know. You have to ask my mum."
_|_ indecisive mama boy. Felt like using my pen and stabbing myself.
That was just one of the very distinctive mamaboy incident. Almost every bit of his actions and speech tells u "hello.i'm a mama boy.my mama told me i have to pee at 3am every night so i do it."
Wait, there's 1 more.
me: "Do you know how I can get to ION orchard from here?"
him: *starestarestare afkafkafkafk
me:"any bus or..?"
him: "yes I know. you can take a taxi."
_|_ I felt like licking him. He wasn't joking leh.
My other tutee was the opposite: a tanned cat high boy who looks promising and cool and most importantly is not a mama boy. Not saying that loving ur mum is wrong, don't get me wrong. This is just ...
u know!
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再真心 也会被阻绝
-林俊傑 學不會-
like stephen chow, I act 一个正经 but am crazily lame
weijian
Sunday, January 1, 2012
那些年我们一起在msn countdown..
-super long post-
That's right. Now people don't even use msn anymore. It's very sad. I've had precious moments with msn..
First of all, I must thank msn for teaching me how to type fast and sensibly. It's a very important skill that I think many people still have problems with. For instance, a noob guy can type a whole lot of shit and no one can understand what-talking-him. How did I manage to type fast? Hmm.. I needed to close deals fast in maplestory, so I had to type fast to convince the other party. I was very excited while I was on msn because interacting through messenger was a rather new concept for me then. So as we chatted, my excitement made me want to type faster, just like how one flourishes in sports during heated moments.
Now I don't see people online, and even if they do, they don't reply. Sigh..
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WHOOOOOAAAA WHAT A BUSY WEEK INDEED!
Clarence's xmas party!
The carousel! At scott's hotel! It was very expensive $_$ my very first 50bucks buffet. The tiger prawn was nice! And that was my first time seeing a chocolate fountain! The choc was too sweet for me, but nvm, the combination of strawberry and pineapple with chocolate was the newzpaperz man.
the boys are back
goal!! need to practise saying that more often to be able to clique with my fellow uncles in the coffee shop..
Then dance central! Dancing is very fun. Watching people dance is more enjoyable actually HAHAHAHA! dearest zuokun made me laugh nonstop. I think dancing videos are like wine: it gets better with age! Shall review it 1 year later..
Then tianfong clar yongchee ray let us taste their awesome cake. Ah.. nice. But I'm very lazy to learn how to make.
xmas gift exchange! got a nice lego notebook from raymond hahaha. yay!
Clarence's a very nice host. Thanks to him, vball lives.
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Last christmas, I gave you my heart. The very next day, ..
Boon's house party LOL!
I think we all learnt our lesson. LOL! half of the turkey here was uneaten. The stuffing was not stuffed before heating the turkey up. The sauce wasn't enough. Our stomachs weren't that big. So many problems! Poor choonboon had turkey meat for 3 meals x 2 days.
Too tired to immerse in the christmas mood..
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Maybe monday is a good day to rest! NO! Driving + tuition combo. V tiring. This combo happened again on the first day of 2012 and prevented me from taking a full nap T.T
I think I had 10 driving lessons already. I can drive le wheee! Some drivers just honked me cos I was slow.. please honk me only when u are driving a manual car like me. Bully me sia :( luckily my instructor helped me "eat" that guy. I must learn how to "eat" drivers. A tiger doesn't need to kill, but it needs to learn how to kill just in case it loses its reign.
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Then on Tuesday, it's megazip!
sorry swusan :( I hate to give up one of the co-founders for megazip, but that's the only way.. icecream kk? Well it was an experience for me, I shall no longer jio so many people. I wanted to express how frustrating it had been forcing people to prioritise this, but I guess it's better to just forget the details.
Despite the tough coordination, megazip was pretty fun! Positive response from 26th and 27th! Though we didn't get to experience that amazingly arduous climbmax 3rd level on the same day, I think we all shared a common problem in overcoming one of the elements then! Overall a very good once in a lifetime experience haha. Free fall was a shiok experience, because I'll never want to jump down from any height without a harness! But only for the first few split seconds -.- Rock-climbing! My favourite! I think my body is more or less naturally inclined towards climbing because even before climbing it, I knew I could easily overcome it. Such a breeze! hao lian a bit HAHA. Ahhhs, I really wanna climb again!
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After that was 01chalet.
It was a promise made 2 years ago. But as time flies, its significance eroded..
Some how people have this idea that the majority will be there, so it's just "me" who will have special arrangements. In fact, everyone has this special arrangement. In the end only a couple few turned up. It's the same as punctuality. "oh I'm late cos I missed my bus", "oh I'm late cos I helped a grandma cross the road"... Everyone has his own problem, so where is the majority? I think kaisheng experienced it worse for one of his outings.
1st day: So when we reached, that asshole guard went to chaokeng for more than 30mins and he put a "out for patrol" on the door and dao my calls. Really asshole. Made me worry bout checking-in for nothing.
That's not all. That room was full of hairs. One might have thought that it used to be a hair salon. Thanks to jane's warning, me and kokli were well prepared. Oh and there were only qp kokli and me then. We started our army style of tidying up the place. No, I think we were even more thorough than in army. We used cloths and mopped the floor twice, cleaned and scrubbed the toilet and rubbish bin, picked up most of the hair, wiped the sofa table chairs, but we couldn't do anything to the bedsheet. To reward our efforts, we ordered domino's and shared. It's quite shiok actually . Not long after, ants came in from the outside again and I had to mop for a bit more before finally deciding that my efforts are fruitless. Actually how clean was the chalet at coasta sands previously? I forgot. But we didn't seem to bother so much then, and the floor was brown tiled, so dirt wasn't visible.
No the ordeal is not over yet. Then came an sms saying yf was coming over soon. That's mr.muscle and miss bodilicious coming over our humble unit filled with people who aren't really close with them! O_O Yup it was a hard time trying to make them interested. My teases on muscles seemed negative to them I don't know why.
2nd day: We went to buy bbq stuff, met up with some other 01, then went back to prepare food. Then we went to 吹海风 by the seawall, my favourite activity by the sea. If only the wind can make my hair more 帅，I'd go there everyday haha.
The trip back to white sands made us walk through the nostalgic lane, where we had to form up every sunday and board the bus and ferry to tekong. :'(
Are you enlisting? are you kidding me? LOL!
To be honest, even now, I will wake up and be shocked that I have ord-ed. After a frigging 1year 10months!?
Soon, it's night, and the bbq commenced.
intimidating aren't they? if u know what I mean. haha.
One of the best bbq :) easy to cook!
Then, 该走的都走，该留的也都留了。
How big is the difference? Let's analyse. muscles was supposed to stay, but left. red was supposed to leave, but stayed. Spiderman was supposed to defeat green goblin, but went shopping with maryjane. Batman was supposed to lim kopi with ahgao, but went to pull off that smirk on joker's face. Yup.
After that we played some drinking games, but sadly I wasn't able to drink a lot cos my stomach wasn't really occupied, so I was worried for my 肝爹。But poor jianyu..
must have a lot to drink. bangthebus!
I realised that I don't really like alcohol unless it's for forfeit, and I can't really tong late night sessions. I'm not a party animal after all.
All the way until morning. We went to 吹海风 again but brrr, it was so damn cold. Then I pondered about my goals in life, but still couldn't get an answer. I thought of some instances in the past when I could only scream upon reminiscence.
There were many times when I wanted to spice things up, but the opposing forces were too resistive. There was a boy who liked clara but he didn't want to trouble himself worrying about possible results of his actions in wooing her. So he chose stoning. How boring his life must have been.. 01 is a group that really likes to do nothing and talk, so perhaps activities next time should be more geared towards talking.
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So I tried being the wet blanket of the group with the "I don't want to spend so much money", and it was really a stupid feeling. I'm not saying we should just throw away our money when we go for outings, but not to the extent that you can spend 5k on a box of rolex tissue paper yet not 15bucks on a meal? Different people really have different priorities, it's ok, my bad.
What do I see in the 4 bfs? Balls. Yup that's the thing that is apparent. You can't be too muscular cos ppl will say it's disgusting. You can't be too tanned cos ppl will say you are like a banglah. You can't be too smart cos ppl will feel inferior and be speechless in front of you. You can't be too good cos ppl will think you are mr.good and you treat everyone else equally good. You can't be too sociable cos ppl will think you are just doing your routine interaction. You can't be too steady for any outing cos ppl will think you like to spend money.
In fact, the value of guys can be measured only to a small extent. A perfect guy with the above qualities might not have a gf because of the above. So, those qualities are important, but they are not everything. You need chemistry and balls. Chemistry is something that can be nurtured in time, but best if it's natural. But balls can definitely be learned. Time to have balls.
The thing is that love isn't something that allows you to reap what you sow. So when you are ready to use the balls you have acquired to woo the girl you really like, here comes some movie/drama and said something like "if you love her, you don't need to possess her". 讲真的leh. Like that let's just fall in love but be singles lor.
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The next day, there was a wedding dinner for dunno-who-relative at St.Regis. It was disastrous. My bros and I went up the stage to help him yumseng, then he asked, "who are they? nvr see them before leh?" and smile smile smile. @#$%#$^@ help u shout still complain. 去吃报纸啦你。
Anyway the food was nice, so ok luh, go there eat lor. High class.
only 7 course. Getting fewer and fewer by the day huh?
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Went to pageone warehouse sale and bought a $5 book. Cool. Shall find some time to read a book. The thickest book I've ever read is Harry Potter. Pathetic huh? Not studious enough.
Then dad's birthday dinner at chui xiang kitchen 醉香小厨.
chui and zui. whhh...?
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On new year's eve, there was an archery outing. Mega fail. Movie again. I think next time I'll just pon archery outings like ghimsiang.
Should be a very funny and interesting movie. But it's too fast-paced for me, especially when I was so lethargic from chalet..
Looks like I've got to download this movie and re-watch.
01 xmas countdown. Went to lele pot for steamboat. Why are fried mantous in the menu for steamboat? But nice haha. So was the cheese fries1 And the prawn! Oh god. Prawns. I love prawns. And I've eaten lots of prawns this week :D No photos here, so to help me reminisce, people going were huimin qingping jasmine louis bryan choonboon ghimsiang kaisheng jianyu kokli me, and a next-2-doors swusan.
After that we went outside mac to "countdown". Horrible, no place to fit us. I was really tired from chalet also, so we just talked and talked and talked.
Then we started setting our new year resolutions..
2011 resolutions:
1. 15 pull-ups by 2011 [DONE]
2. sbj 260 by 2011 [272 PLEASE]
3. 100% punctuality [sadly, no. but now i've got a watch. a man with a watch will NEVER be late again]
4. new shoes! [OBTAINED]
5. new bag! [BOUGHT]
6. less thinking, more actions [I definitely did more action this year]
7. keep in contact with friends [archery, 01, vball, army but not 05. stupid guard duties -.-]
8. run 2.4km in less than 10mins [ 9:38 GOLD :D]
9. try haagen dazs :D [YES! But I forgot when, need to reread my blog again]
10. learn how to play i'm yours using a guitar! and perform [I learned how to play the chords, but didn't perform!]
Okay, 7/10. Quite decent. I'm so happy that I've set so many goals and achieved so many in 2011, especially the gold in ippt.
Despite having achieved these, 2011 was not a smooth-sailing year for me. you naive kid. 2012 will be better!
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
1. maintain fitness by doing at least 2 x 120 pushups a week, and run at least once a week!
2. find a job soon
3. get a decent grade in uni (i think it's 4.0?)
4. be more spontaneous and take more initiatives
5. try keeping long hair (i don't know why people will link to the guns and roses style zzz)
6. start reading books
7. get class 3 license
Seems boring, but who knows? ^^
I was glad when jasmine said girls do take some initiatives. Looks like my theory of mutualism was correct.
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Played enough after I ORD. I'm ready for the next phase of my life. Every now and then, I'll think of my army days, my nokia 1202, my sai gang periods, my lame style with topless guys, and smile...
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散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天又一年没感觉
伤痕在心田 滚烫的蔓延
-林俊杰 無盡的思念-
like a small kid to whom has been promised a theme park outing, I couldn't sleep
weijian
That's right. Now people don't even use msn anymore. It's very sad. I've had precious moments with msn..
First of all, I must thank msn for teaching me how to type fast and sensibly. It's a very important skill that I think many people still have problems with. For instance, a noob guy can type a whole lot of shit and no one can understand what-talking-him. How did I manage to type fast? Hmm.. I needed to close deals fast in maplestory, so I had to type fast to convince the other party. I was very excited while I was on msn because interacting through messenger was a rather new concept for me then. So as we chatted, my excitement made me want to type faster, just like how one flourishes in sports during heated moments.
Now I don't see people online, and even if they do, they don't reply. Sigh..
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WHOOOOOAAAA WHAT A BUSY WEEK INDEED!
Clarence's xmas party!
The carousel! At scott's hotel! It was very expensive $_$ my very first 50bucks buffet. The tiger prawn was nice! And that was my first time seeing a chocolate fountain! The choc was too sweet for me, but nvm, the combination of strawberry and pineapple with chocolate was the newzpaperz man.
the boys are back
goal!! need to practise saying that more often to be able to clique with my fellow uncles in the coffee shop..
Then dance central! Dancing is very fun. Watching people dance is more enjoyable actually HAHAHAHA! dearest zuokun made me laugh nonstop. I think dancing videos are like wine: it gets better with age! Shall review it 1 year later..
Then tianfong clar yongchee ray let us taste their awesome cake. Ah.. nice. But I'm very lazy to learn how to make.
xmas gift exchange! got a nice lego notebook from raymond hahaha. yay!
Clarence's a very nice host. Thanks to him, vball lives.
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Last christmas, I gave you my heart. The very next day, ..
Boon's house party LOL!
I think we all learnt our lesson. LOL! half of the turkey here was uneaten. The stuffing was not stuffed before heating the turkey up. The sauce wasn't enough. Our stomachs weren't that big. So many problems! Poor choonboon had turkey meat for 3 meals x 2 days.
Too tired to immerse in the christmas mood..
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Maybe monday is a good day to rest! NO! Driving + tuition combo. V tiring. This combo happened again on the first day of 2012 and prevented me from taking a full nap T.T
I think I had 10 driving lessons already. I can drive le wheee! Some drivers just honked me cos I was slow.. please honk me only when u are driving a manual car like me. Bully me sia :( luckily my instructor helped me "eat" that guy. I must learn how to "eat" drivers. A tiger doesn't need to kill, but it needs to learn how to kill just in case it loses its reign.
-----
Then on Tuesday, it's megazip!
sorry swusan :( I hate to give up one of the co-founders for megazip, but that's the only way.. icecream kk? Well it was an experience for me, I shall no longer jio so many people. I wanted to express how frustrating it had been forcing people to prioritise this, but I guess it's better to just forget the details.
Despite the tough coordination, megazip was pretty fun! Positive response from 26th and 27th! Though we didn't get to experience that amazingly arduous climbmax 3rd level on the same day, I think we all shared a common problem in overcoming one of the elements then! Overall a very good once in a lifetime experience haha. Free fall was a shiok experience, because I'll never want to jump down from any height without a harness! But only for the first few split seconds -.- Rock-climbing! My favourite! I think my body is more or less naturally inclined towards climbing because even before climbing it, I knew I could easily overcome it. Such a breeze! hao lian a bit HAHA. Ahhhs, I really wanna climb again!
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After that was 01chalet.
一起长大的约定
那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
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而我已经分不清
It was a promise made 2 years ago. But as time flies, its significance eroded..
Some how people have this idea that the majority will be there, so it's just "me" who will have special arrangements. In fact, everyone has this special arrangement. In the end only a couple few turned up. It's the same as punctuality. "oh I'm late cos I missed my bus", "oh I'm late cos I helped a grandma cross the road"... Everyone has his own problem, so where is the majority? I think kaisheng experienced it worse for one of his outings.
1st day: So when we reached, that asshole guard went to chaokeng for more than 30mins and he put a "out for patrol" on the door and dao my calls. Really asshole. Made me worry bout checking-in for nothing.
That's not all. That room was full of hairs. One might have thought that it used to be a hair salon. Thanks to jane's warning, me and kokli were well prepared. Oh and there were only qp kokli and me then. We started our army style of tidying up the place. No, I think we were even more thorough than in army. We used cloths and mopped the floor twice, cleaned and scrubbed the toilet and rubbish bin, picked up most of the hair, wiped the sofa table chairs, but we couldn't do anything to the bedsheet. To reward our efforts, we ordered domino's and shared. It's quite shiok actually . Not long after, ants came in from the outside again and I had to mop for a bit more before finally deciding that my efforts are fruitless. Actually how clean was the chalet at coasta sands previously? I forgot. But we didn't seem to bother so much then, and the floor was brown tiled, so dirt wasn't visible.
No the ordeal is not over yet. Then came an sms saying yf was coming over soon. That's mr.muscle and miss bodilicious coming over our humble unit filled with people who aren't really close with them! O_O Yup it was a hard time trying to make them interested. My teases on muscles seemed negative to them I don't know why.
2nd day: We went to buy bbq stuff, met up with some other 01, then went back to prepare food. Then we went to 吹海风 by the seawall, my favourite activity by the sea. If only the wind can make my hair more 帅，I'd go there everyday haha.
The trip back to white sands made us walk through the nostalgic lane, where we had to form up every sunday and board the bus and ferry to tekong. :'(
Are you enlisting? are you kidding me? LOL!
To be honest, even now, I will wake up and be shocked that I have ord-ed. After a frigging 1year 10months!?
Soon, it's night, and the bbq commenced.
intimidating aren't they? if u know what I mean. haha.
One of the best bbq :) easy to cook!
Then, 该走的都走，该留的也都留了。
How big is the difference? Let's analyse. muscles was supposed to stay, but left. red was supposed to leave, but stayed. Spiderman was supposed to defeat green goblin, but went shopping with maryjane. Batman was supposed to lim kopi with ahgao, but went to pull off that smirk on joker's face. Yup.
After that we played some drinking games, but sadly I wasn't able to drink a lot cos my stomach wasn't really occupied, so I was worried for my 肝爹。But poor jianyu..
must have a lot to drink. bangthebus!
I realised that I don't really like alcohol unless it's for forfeit, and I can't really tong late night sessions. I'm not a party animal after all.
All the way until morning. We went to 吹海风 again but brrr, it was so damn cold. Then I pondered about my goals in life, but still couldn't get an answer. I thought of some instances in the past when I could only scream upon reminiscence.
There were many times when I wanted to spice things up, but the opposing forces were too resistive. There was a boy who liked clara but he didn't want to trouble himself worrying about possible results of his actions in wooing her. So he chose stoning. How boring his life must have been.. 01 is a group that really likes to do nothing and talk, so perhaps activities next time should be more geared towards talking.
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So I tried being the wet blanket of the group with the "I don't want to spend so much money", and it was really a stupid feeling. I'm not saying we should just throw away our money when we go for outings, but not to the extent that you can spend 5k on a box of rolex tissue paper yet not 15bucks on a meal? Different people really have different priorities, it's ok, my bad.
What do I see in the 4 bfs? Balls. Yup that's the thing that is apparent. You can't be too muscular cos ppl will say it's disgusting. You can't be too tanned cos ppl will say you are like a banglah. You can't be too smart cos ppl will feel inferior and be speechless in front of you. You can't be too good cos ppl will think you are mr.good and you treat everyone else equally good. You can't be too sociable cos ppl will think you are just doing your routine interaction. You can't be too steady for any outing cos ppl will think you like to spend money.
In fact, the value of guys can be measured only to a small extent. A perfect guy with the above qualities might not have a gf because of the above. So, those qualities are important, but they are not everything. You need chemistry and balls. Chemistry is something that can be nurtured in time, but best if it's natural. But balls can definitely be learned. Time to have balls.
The thing is that love isn't something that allows you to reap what you sow. So when you are ready to use the balls you have acquired to woo the girl you really like, here comes some movie/drama and said something like "if you love her, you don't need to possess her". 讲真的leh. Like that let's just fall in love but be singles lor.
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The next day, there was a wedding dinner for dunno-who-relative at St.Regis. It was disastrous. My bros and I went up the stage to help him yumseng, then he asked, "who are they? nvr see them before leh?" and smile smile smile. @#$%#$^@ help u shout still complain. 去吃报纸啦你。
Anyway the food was nice, so ok luh, go there eat lor. High class.
only 7 course. Getting fewer and fewer by the day huh?
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Went to pageone warehouse sale and bought a $5 book. Cool. Shall find some time to read a book. The thickest book I've ever read is Harry Potter. Pathetic huh? Not studious enough.
Then dad's birthday dinner at chui xiang kitchen 醉香小厨.
chui and zui. whhh...?
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On new year's eve, there was an archery outing. Mega fail. Movie again. I think next time I'll just pon archery outings like ghimsiang.
Should be a very funny and interesting movie. But it's too fast-paced for me, especially when I was so lethargic from chalet..
Looks like I've got to download this movie and re-watch.
01 xmas countdown. Went to lele pot for steamboat. Why are fried mantous in the menu for steamboat? But nice haha. So was the cheese fries1 And the prawn! Oh god. Prawns. I love prawns. And I've eaten lots of prawns this week :D No photos here, so to help me reminisce, people going were huimin qingping jasmine louis bryan choonboon ghimsiang kaisheng jianyu kokli me, and a next-2-doors swusan.
After that we went outside mac to "countdown". Horrible, no place to fit us. I was really tired from chalet also, so we just talked and talked and talked.
Then we started setting our new year resolutions..
2011 resolutions:
1. 15 pull-ups by 2011 [DONE]
2. sbj 260 by 2011 [272 PLEASE]
3. 100% punctuality [sadly, no. but now i've got a watch. a man with a watch will NEVER be late again]
4. new shoes! [OBTAINED]
5. new bag! [BOUGHT]
6. less thinking, more actions [I definitely did more action this year]
7. keep in contact with friends [archery, 01, vball, army but not 05. stupid guard duties -.-]
8. run 2.4km in less than 10mins [ 9:38 GOLD :D]
9. try haagen dazs :D [YES! But I forgot when, need to reread my blog again]
10. learn how to play i'm yours using a guitar! and perform [I learned how to play the chords, but didn't perform!]
Okay, 7/10. Quite decent. I'm so happy that I've set so many goals and achieved so many in 2011, especially the gold in ippt.
Despite having achieved these, 2011 was not a smooth-sailing year for me. you naive kid. 2012 will be better!
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
1. maintain fitness by doing at least 2 x 120 pushups a week, and run at least once a week!
2. find a job soon
3. get a decent grade in uni (i think it's 4.0?)
4. be more spontaneous and take more initiatives
5. try keeping long hair (i don't know why people will link to the guns and roses style zzz)
6. start reading books
7. get class 3 license
Seems boring, but who knows? ^^
I was glad when jasmine said girls do take some initiatives. Looks like my theory of mutualism was correct.
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Played enough after I ORD. I'm ready for the next phase of my life. Every now and then, I'll think of my army days, my nokia 1202, my sai gang periods, my lame style with topless guys, and smile...
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散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天又一年没感觉
伤痕在心田 滚烫的蔓延
-林俊杰 無盡的思念-
like a small kid to whom has been promised a theme park outing, I couldn't sleep
weijian
Monday, September 26, 2011
wallaby 2
Just on the night before my flight, I decided to pen down my thoughts and feelings for the past 2 weeks. If not, I might just forget this awesome period. Yea, quite fun.
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3days in camp week. Thought I earned a free off, but the tradeoff was to be company IC. It really doesn't pay to owe others favours. Being the company IC wasn't really that bad. But still, I have the responsibility of ensuring the attendance of soldiers. Basically, company IC is the scapegoat for everything that goes wrong.
"How long do you need to report strength?" - ask them?! not me!? now it's my fault for not rushing them
"Why is HQ platoon so slow?" -ask them!?!?!?!?!?
Yea, retarded system. Guy X does something wrong, guy Y takes the blame, Guy Z gets punished.
Nights out spy kids.
super super fail 4D effect. Scratch & smell totally didn't work out. I can't smell no shit! No one can't smell no shit! Pretty boring kids' show with irritating kids at the back screaming and laughing at every single trying-to-be-funny scene. But there's jessica alba :)
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01 guys outing. Actually only ghim kokli jianyu kaisheng.
Not bad! Got to give him credits for some parts of the movie haha. Johnny English was much funnier. Or was it a I would have laughed more if I were younger?
Anywayz that week's highlight was 01 nanxiang restaurant with huimin swusan kokli kaisheng jianyu kenneth. $200+ bill O_O Should have invested in more discount papers. But to do this, you need a group of friends who are free, willing to spend, and willing to spend with u. That's the only thing that is holding me back from koping all the coupons.
The food was like oral sex. Golden fried rice ahhhh. 咸蛋炒虾 ahhh. XLB was okok i think.
Then soya bean milk at rochor beancurd. Chillax snorlax.
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Another 3days in camp. Good life ah, relacjack! LOL Relacjack!? wtf is relacjack?! Jingx came up with an explanation for this term by our CSM.
Once upon a time, there was a boy named jack. He was very lazy and his mum sent him to the market to sell their cow. However, jack, being a very relac boy, traded the cow for 5 magic beans and went home early.
Jack from jack and the beanstalk story -> slack -> relacjack. LOLOL
Mega haircut. The auntie called it the "wallaby hairstyle" -.- Kokli says I look like the maplestory character with the toben hairstyle, aka centre parting. Thanks kokli. Love his comparison. Nvm this will probably be the last time that my hair is this short!
On tuesday, there was a company cohesion. Each platoon got 2 steamboats. Ok, the food not very nice, but the beer and the drinking games are 赞! Introducing beepbobeepbo and some standing game from the running man. Ah, I love these games cos I find myself having a hard time to lose everytime! But I dun mind losing and doing forfeits.
After the cohesion, some of them wanted to have a slumber party at section 1. I went over for a while, but decided to go back and sleep properly. Why such a wet blanket? Thanks to the cold weather these days, my nose was utterly blocked. It's like in the pokemon game, you ride a bike down lavender town and you can't cross the junction because you are blocked by snorlax and you don't have a pokeflute. You can also see it as appearing inside a room, with dozens of hot pretty girls, that has no door. Yes, you've got it. It is frustrating and suffocating.
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While the city of townsville is under the motivation of uni socialisation and ord, there have been reports of mojojojo attacks. Looks like uni life is going to be stressful. Is it still worth looking forward to it? Somehow, I think my perception of uni could be twisted towards the optimist's side.
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Karaoke session with junhe kokli junyang sly zhenghui jeremy. I tried to sing songs that weren't usually sung by ppl hehe. Not bad! I like the part when we all tried vitas's opera 2. FUN! Been wanting to give it a try but can't scream at home.
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Friday fright night!
Lame plot, but scary. I can see why it's a comedy also lol. More exciting towards the end.
Actually the more impt factor is the actresses are hot.
Sat, celebration for kokli's and qingping's birthday! huimin qp jas kokli jaisheng cheeyee ghim boon. qp's a happy girl with bryan. Icecream cake form swensen's! w/o steel knife and w/o one of the candle holder. Good job swensen's staff from plaza sing. China worker again. Always the problematic ones.
Just as boon and I expected, no one else wanted to have a drink and chat. Sigh. Then jianyu was able to make it for a drink + to go congratulate qp with his sincere appearance, so the 3 of us plus a jasmine went to yellow jello. huimin and friends were also there, so erm ok I'm not very open actually. Ok the chat was quite difficult but still, not too bad, sensitive topics that we wouldn't usually share. Music was very loud, but can't dance cos the atmosphere just wasn't there. Garrr. Holding on to jianyu's promise of going to club after ord.
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The next day was a family outing at some place with waterfall at msia. Can't rmb malay names. It was machiam like a racial harmony day. But correct luh, I'm in msia, not sg.
damn cooling water. very fresh also.
act yi ge want to jump down from the waterfall. but half a metre down got platform alr.
act yi ge cute
I bet no one's more happening than me alr. 1 day before flyoff can go waterfall and play :D
my.. I don't know how to address them. But they are my relatives. jiongqi was super cute. Superb imitation skills. High potential to be an entertaining celebrity! So cute.. just like how I was when I was young. ><
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mixed feelings at this point of time. Sigh. I worry for the whole 5m long list of ppl who will miss me.
别带我去远方 我不想去远方
我只想待在家 陪你说说话
No. For my country. For my family. For my friends. For ORD! HERE I COME, AUSTRALIA! (only the rural part, thanks a lot)
like a cat on hot bricks or 热锅上的蚂蚁, I'm not anxious at all
weijian
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3days in camp week. Thought I earned a free off, but the tradeoff was to be company IC. It really doesn't pay to owe others favours. Being the company IC wasn't really that bad. But still, I have the responsibility of ensuring the attendance of soldiers. Basically, company IC is the scapegoat for everything that goes wrong.
"How long do you need to report strength?" - ask them?! not me!? now it's my fault for not rushing them
"Why is HQ platoon so slow?" -ask them!?!?!?!?!?
Yea, retarded system. Guy X does something wrong, guy Y takes the blame, Guy Z gets punished.
Nights out spy kids.
super super fail 4D effect. Scratch & smell totally didn't work out. I can't smell no shit! No one can't smell no shit! Pretty boring kids' show with irritating kids at the back screaming and laughing at every single trying-to-be-funny scene. But there's jessica alba :)
-----
01 guys outing. Actually only ghim kokli jianyu kaisheng.
Not bad! Got to give him credits for some parts of the movie haha. Johnny English was much funnier. Or was it a I would have laughed more if I were younger?
Anywayz that week's highlight was 01 nanxiang restaurant with huimin swusan kokli kaisheng jianyu kenneth. $200+ bill O_O Should have invested in more discount papers. But to do this, you need a group of friends who are free, willing to spend, and willing to spend with u. That's the only thing that is holding me back from koping all the coupons.
The food was like oral sex. Golden fried rice ahhhh. 咸蛋炒虾 ahhh. XLB was okok i think.
Then soya bean milk at rochor beancurd. Chillax snorlax.
-----
Another 3days in camp. Good life ah, relacjack! LOL Relacjack!? wtf is relacjack?! Jingx came up with an explanation for this term by our CSM.
Once upon a time, there was a boy named jack. He was very lazy and his mum sent him to the market to sell their cow. However, jack, being a very relac boy, traded the cow for 5 magic beans and went home early.
Jack from jack and the beanstalk story -> slack -> relacjack. LOLOL
Mega haircut. The auntie called it the "wallaby hairstyle" -.- Kokli says I look like the maplestory character with the toben hairstyle, aka centre parting. Thanks kokli. Love his comparison. Nvm this will probably be the last time that my hair is this short!
On tuesday, there was a company cohesion. Each platoon got 2 steamboats. Ok, the food not very nice, but the beer and the drinking games are 赞! Introducing beepbobeepbo and some standing game from the running man. Ah, I love these games cos I find myself having a hard time to lose everytime! But I dun mind losing and doing forfeits.
After the cohesion, some of them wanted to have a slumber party at section 1. I went over for a while, but decided to go back and sleep properly. Why such a wet blanket? Thanks to the cold weather these days, my nose was utterly blocked. It's like in the pokemon game, you ride a bike down lavender town and you can't cross the junction because you are blocked by snorlax and you don't have a pokeflute. You can also see it as appearing inside a room, with dozens of hot pretty girls, that has no door. Yes, you've got it. It is frustrating and suffocating.
-----
While the city of townsville is under the motivation of uni socialisation and ord, there have been reports of mojojojo attacks. Looks like uni life is going to be stressful. Is it still worth looking forward to it? Somehow, I think my perception of uni could be twisted towards the optimist's side.
-----
Karaoke session with junhe kokli junyang sly zhenghui jeremy. I tried to sing songs that weren't usually sung by ppl hehe. Not bad! I like the part when we all tried vitas's opera 2. FUN! Been wanting to give it a try but can't scream at home.
-----
Friday fright night!
Lame plot, but scary. I can see why it's a comedy also lol. More exciting towards the end.
Actually the more impt factor is the actresses are hot.
Sat, celebration for kokli's and qingping's birthday! huimin qp jas kokli jaisheng cheeyee ghim boon. qp's a happy girl with bryan. Icecream cake form swensen's! w/o steel knife and w/o one of the candle holder. Good job swensen's staff from plaza sing. China worker again. Always the problematic ones.
Just as boon and I expected, no one else wanted to have a drink and chat. Sigh. Then jianyu was able to make it for a drink + to go congratulate qp with his sincere appearance, so the 3 of us plus a jasmine went to yellow jello. huimin and friends were also there, so erm ok I'm not very open actually. Ok the chat was quite difficult but still, not too bad, sensitive topics that we wouldn't usually share. Music was very loud, but can't dance cos the atmosphere just wasn't there. Garrr. Holding on to jianyu's promise of going to club after ord.
-----
The next day was a family outing at some place with waterfall at msia. Can't rmb malay names. It was machiam like a racial harmony day. But correct luh, I'm in msia, not sg.
damn cooling water. very fresh also.
act yi ge want to jump down from the waterfall. but half a metre down got platform alr.
act yi ge cute
I bet no one's more happening than me alr. 1 day before flyoff can go waterfall and play :D
my.. I don't know how to address them. But they are my relatives. jiongqi was super cute. Superb imitation skills. High potential to be an entertaining celebrity! So cute.. just like how I was when I was young. ><
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mixed feelings at this point of time. Sigh. I worry for the whole 5m long list of ppl who will miss me.
别带我去远方 我不想去远方
我只想待在家 陪你说说话
No. For my country. For my family. For my friends. For ORD! HERE I COME, AUSTRALIA! (only the rural part, thanks a lot)
like a cat on hot bricks or 热锅上的蚂蚁, I'm not anxious at all
weijian
Sunday, September 4, 2011
september holidays
Finally a september holiday without homework or test or stress or outfield!
What's even better? 12KM ROUTE MARCH CANCELLED LOL. I'll hug u if I could, mr sky, for giving me free rain on my birthday hahaha.
Book in on tues, book out on wed :D then I started worrying about rotting at home. But nope! Busy like mad!
Thurs -- tuition, gym
Fri -- badminton, tuition x 2
Sat -- tuition x 2, 01, museum, book in, sleep 1.5hrs
Sun -- waste time and energy till 11am, eat, tuition
As we can see, my life is tuition everyday. How will I still want to be a teacher next time?? Crazy. I need to think of simpler ways to prove my points, because I like it when teachers are like that. Although I'm not going to become a teacher next time, how can I be a good one? What I'm learning now is putting myself in others' shoes.
During sunday's tuition, I daydreamed non-stop. I had some time cos my tutee was doing a qns. Then, I was in another world in super weird situations, and I opened my eyes again in a dreamy state and nearly wanted to turn to my left and talk to the auntie in my dream. It was insane. I can even dream of sth when I only dozed off momentarily. Great mind of mine eh?
badminton was fun with jeremy sam edwin. But I got a baluku at the back of my head T.T still hurts now, hope my intelligent juice don't leak out, if not many there won't be any great invention from this generation..
Once again, I'm reminded of how fortunate I am to still have friends, even more for the fact that we know each other since 101. why? No idea. You can say it's an 01 outing, or a NTU outing! huimin jane vivien kokli me. The light festival was rare and uncommonly seen, but I really dunno what I'm supposed to appreciate LOL?! Museum was better cos there were some interesting old stuff. Too bad we missed eating tau hway.
AHM
Go there afk like statues/information counter. Runners keep coming and ask questions like "whr is the bus stop?" when the bus stop is only 50m in front of them. I also got to see how fucked up singaporeans are. 5 dustbins with diameter around 50cm placed at the kerb of the road, each one of them is 1m apart from the other. Runners are supposed to finish their bananas as they ran and throw the skin into the bins. Miss. MISS MISS MISS. WTF?! They might as well declare that they have problems aiming the spoon into their mouth when they eat!?!??!
That's not the worst. Just because there was some bastard who threw the banana skin deliberately on the grass patch, others just follow suit. WTF?! This is not an issue about aiming anymore. It's courtesy. Doesn't mean that the ground is dirty => you can dirty it even more. Shame on them. Yet, I'm the one feeling the embarrassment from their opprobrious conduct. Can't they be more considerate? Marathon runners very big?
And normally these kind of ppl are from the older generation. Not that I want to discriminate against the elderly or disrespect them. But some of them think they are old birds, or lao jiao, then act like bosses. Old = big fuck? Being old gives you the privilege of doing anything you want?
WHICH REMINDS ME
of the groping incident in bus 190. That asshole tried to squeeze the rather old lady towards the window and according to a commuter who was standing, his hands were on her thigh. AND BY THE WAY HE IS AN OLD UNCLE, AGAIN PROVING MY PREVIOUS POINT. I was sitting behind him, what could I do? Make a fuss out of it? Kicked his seat in an attempt to wake up his idea, but the bus trip was already rough enough to shake his seat.
I was thinking, maybe he took advantage of the rough bus ride and inch towards the lady every bump the bus made. Act 一个 sleeping and listening to music with earphone with a droopy head some more. Okay, maybe he was really sleeping from my point of view, but the commuter's look of disgust confirmed my suspicion. Luckily that incident didn't last long and the lady alighted.
do that to my girlfriend my mother my friends and i'll skin his balls alive and make a spicy banana out of him with chilli.
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No, I'm not complaining. Instead, I hope next week will be as interesting as last week and this week.
meanwhile, he is screaming silently with glee
like michael jackson, I moonwalk on earth
weijian
What's even better? 12KM ROUTE MARCH CANCELLED LOL. I'll hug u if I could, mr sky, for giving me free rain on my birthday hahaha.
Book in on tues, book out on wed :D then I started worrying about rotting at home. But nope! Busy like mad!
Thurs -- tuition, gym
Fri -- badminton, tuition x 2
Sat -- tuition x 2, 01, museum, book in, sleep 1.5hrs
Sun -- waste time and energy till 11am, eat, tuition
As we can see, my life is tuition everyday. How will I still want to be a teacher next time?? Crazy. I need to think of simpler ways to prove my points, because I like it when teachers are like that. Although I'm not going to become a teacher next time, how can I be a good one? What I'm learning now is putting myself in others' shoes.
During sunday's tuition, I daydreamed non-stop. I had some time cos my tutee was doing a qns. Then, I was in another world in super weird situations, and I opened my eyes again in a dreamy state and nearly wanted to turn to my left and talk to the auntie in my dream. It was insane. I can even dream of sth when I only dozed off momentarily. Great mind of mine eh?
badminton was fun with jeremy sam edwin. But I got a baluku at the back of my head T.T still hurts now, hope my intelligent juice don't leak out, if not many there won't be any great invention from this generation..
Once again, I'm reminded of how fortunate I am to still have friends, even more for the fact that we know each other since 101. why? No idea. You can say it's an 01 outing, or a NTU outing! huimin jane vivien kokli me. The light festival was rare and uncommonly seen, but I really dunno what I'm supposed to appreciate LOL?! Museum was better cos there were some interesting old stuff. Too bad we missed eating tau hway.
AHM
Go there afk like statues/information counter. Runners keep coming and ask questions like "whr is the bus stop?" when the bus stop is only 50m in front of them. I also got to see how fucked up singaporeans are. 5 dustbins with diameter around 50cm placed at the kerb of the road, each one of them is 1m apart from the other. Runners are supposed to finish their bananas as they ran and throw the skin into the bins. Miss. MISS MISS MISS. WTF?! They might as well declare that they have problems aiming the spoon into their mouth when they eat!?!??!
That's not the worst. Just because there was some bastard who threw the banana skin deliberately on the grass patch, others just follow suit. WTF?! This is not an issue about aiming anymore. It's courtesy. Doesn't mean that the ground is dirty => you can dirty it even more. Shame on them. Yet, I'm the one feeling the embarrassment from their opprobrious conduct. Can't they be more considerate? Marathon runners very big?
And normally these kind of ppl are from the older generation. Not that I want to discriminate against the elderly or disrespect them. But some of them think they are old birds, or lao jiao, then act like bosses. Old = big fuck? Being old gives you the privilege of doing anything you want?
WHICH REMINDS ME
of the groping incident in bus 190. That asshole tried to squeeze the rather old lady towards the window and according to a commuter who was standing, his hands were on her thigh. AND BY THE WAY HE IS AN OLD UNCLE, AGAIN PROVING MY PREVIOUS POINT. I was sitting behind him, what could I do? Make a fuss out of it? Kicked his seat in an attempt to wake up his idea, but the bus trip was already rough enough to shake his seat.
I was thinking, maybe he took advantage of the rough bus ride and inch towards the lady every bump the bus made. Act 一个 sleeping and listening to music with earphone with a droopy head some more. Okay, maybe he was really sleeping from my point of view, but the commuter's look of disgust confirmed my suspicion. Luckily that incident didn't last long and the lady alighted.
do that to my girlfriend my mother my friends and i'll skin his balls alive and make a spicy banana out of him with chilli.
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No, I'm not complaining. Instead, I hope next week will be as interesting as last week and this week.
meanwhile, he is screaming silently with glee
like michael jackson, I moonwalk on earth
weijian
Sunday, August 28, 2011
not a teen, not an adult. neither here nor there.
Excuse me.
But I might drink a little more than I should, tonight.
Yes, 20, finally. So this is how long 20 years feel like, with more than 12 years forgotten memories.
Thanks for the sincere handshakes, cards, presents and birthday wishes!
Met up with jianyu kaisheng kokli at lot 1 on Friday. I'm very grateful for them making an effort to celebrate with me on my birthday :)
Lucky enough to get the cozy seat at newyorknewyork! Seems a lot like that time when we celebrated jianyu's birthday.. last year?
humongous burger. I can never finish them myself. Or can I? Haha, not worth to try the challenge also luh. Yummy burger and pizzaaaa.
supposed to give fierce and hungry looks, but apparently I'm the only one who got the 杀气 >:O
saw vivien and yf. I shall say that was awkward.
then another chocolate cake at home. how sweet
Do wishes ever come true? Am I not sincere enough? Or has my desire grown?
Then on Saturday, 01 outing!
with kokli jianyu huimin and me, followed by swusan qingping bryan kaisheng.
poor huimin. But from another point of view, how blissful eh?
ice-skating in the pasar malam rink. I missed the time when I ice-skated during CNY. So few ppl then! Skating with shorts some how made me feel insecure.
I didn't have any affinity with manhattan fish market. Why? Was supposed to enjoy the 1-for-1 deal on wed nights out, but we chose carl's jr and watched rise of the planet of the apes instead. Could have the chance to eat it on sat for lunch but we chose mac. And so on..
flavoured hoegaarden had a lil weird taste. I'd rather spend less, drink more on... erdinger!
Got so called free MOF membership. Legend has it that the holder of the holy card will have higher chance to get girls.. ..
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insomnia on 25th, just before my birthday T.T tried to sleep at 9, rolled around for 2hrs plus instead, and reveille at 4.30 zzz.
supposed to have 12km route march at 6.45am on my birthday. T.T
but the keyword is "supposed".
:D
Must be my luck! It rained so heavily that the route march was postponed! And possibly cancelled LOL!
Then during nights out, went to carl's junior with noel jingxuan kevin kokli. We thrashed out lots of things haha. I think we were bitching.
"NO!!!! "
That was particularly funny to me because in camp, I like to attempt to disobey orders with a guailan "no", which was the first word that caesar learnt how to speak. Looks like my grandiose refusal has gone popular.
such a good drama.. and the cast is so good-looking! Yea, plastic surgery but they were above average to begin with!
compare this with singaporean drama and u will flinch like u got "hyperbit" by a raticate.
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First time singing with vballers on sunday. I must say it was a weird experience LOL! I think vball group is more suited for physical activities or games.
Right after duty, tuition, badminton with archers, then tuition again T.T Hectic life. And I must say, the people with whom you do activities with play a large role in determining the derivation of satisfaction from the activities. Doesn't mean you enjoy XX with group A means you will also enjoy it with group B.
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想吹风 想自由
想要一起手牵手
去看海 绕世界流浪
like a birthday boy, I wished
weijian
But I might drink a little more than I should, tonight.
Yes, 20, finally. So this is how long 20 years feel like, with more than 12 years forgotten memories.
Thanks for the sincere handshakes, cards, presents and birthday wishes!
Met up with jianyu kaisheng kokli at lot 1 on Friday. I'm very grateful for them making an effort to celebrate with me on my birthday :)
Lucky enough to get the cozy seat at newyorknewyork! Seems a lot like that time when we celebrated jianyu's birthday.. last year?
humongous burger. I can never finish them myself. Or can I? Haha, not worth to try the challenge also luh. Yummy burger and pizzaaaa.
supposed to give fierce and hungry looks, but apparently I'm the only one who got the 杀气 >:O
saw vivien and yf. I shall say that was awkward.
then another chocolate cake at home. how sweet
Do wishes ever come true? Am I not sincere enough? Or has my desire grown?
Then on Saturday, 01 outing!
with kokli jianyu huimin and me, followed by swusan qingping bryan kaisheng.
poor huimin. But from another point of view, how blissful eh?
ice-skating in the pasar malam rink. I missed the time when I ice-skated during CNY. So few ppl then! Skating with shorts some how made me feel insecure.
I didn't have any affinity with manhattan fish market. Why? Was supposed to enjoy the 1-for-1 deal on wed nights out, but we chose carl's jr and watched rise of the planet of the apes instead. Could have the chance to eat it on sat for lunch but we chose mac. And so on..
flavoured hoegaarden had a lil weird taste. I'd rather spend less, drink more on... erdinger!
Got so called free MOF membership. Legend has it that the holder of the holy card will have higher chance to get girls.. ..
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insomnia on 25th, just before my birthday T.T tried to sleep at 9, rolled around for 2hrs plus instead, and reveille at 4.30 zzz.
supposed to have 12km route march at 6.45am on my birthday. T.T
but the keyword is "supposed".
:D
Must be my luck! It rained so heavily that the route march was postponed! And possibly cancelled LOL!
Then during nights out, went to carl's junior with noel jingxuan kevin kokli. We thrashed out lots of things haha. I think we were bitching.
"NO!!!! "
That was particularly funny to me because in camp, I like to attempt to disobey orders with a guailan "no", which was the first word that caesar learnt how to speak. Looks like my grandiose refusal has gone popular.
such a good drama.. and the cast is so good-looking! Yea, plastic surgery but they were above average to begin with!
compare this with singaporean drama and u will flinch like u got "hyperbit" by a raticate.
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First time singing with vballers on sunday. I must say it was a weird experience LOL! I think vball group is more suited for physical activities or games.
Right after duty, tuition, badminton with archers, then tuition again T.T Hectic life. And I must say, the people with whom you do activities with play a large role in determining the derivation of satisfaction from the activities. Doesn't mean you enjoy XX with group A means you will also enjoy it with group B.
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想吹风 想自由
想要一起手牵手
去看海 绕世界流浪
like a birthday boy, I wished
weijian
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
If I have 4 more months to live, you can just kill me now.
Should I say it's fast or slow? It's slow while I'm in it, but fast on hindsight. The speed is still the same: 24hrs a day. Life starts from 2Dec :D
u might think "aww, c'mon army life is life too! :))"
4km 8km 12km route marches in august, and the 12km route march falls on my birthday -.-
Last monday night was shiok. [seriously the experience was only 1 week ago but it felt like v v v v long ago. Hastened aging process??] My father sent me to camp with his motorbike. The wind blasting at my body was so cooling! Yea, that was not really a big deal right? 150km/hr LOL. Don't compare with aeroplanes cos u can't feel the wind when u're inside! I felt like a g6.
Just when project ppn is starting to take off, badminton interfered. ARGHHH. While I was playing with weights, some others were playing badminton in the hall! Shittttt. I missed badminton so much that I gymed for a while and joined them in 1 or 2 games.
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"It takes both brawns and brains to be a man." quoted from edwin ng, spotted in the newspaper. High flyer lol.
Hmm, okay, I'll go shop for these 2 items next time!
"Losing interest in most activities could be a sign of depression" from advertisements in mrt.
If that's true, then a lot of my friends in army are depressed. A bunch of sad sloths. Superficial interactions.
Aye, I really don't understand. Why are friends outside only considered for friends? They were friends last time only because they walked similar paths together before what. Allocating a slot for army friends isn't a lot to ask right.
We can be discussing about outings from monday to thursday, but from friday to sunday, everything will vanish.
It's not their fault, and not like I care, anymore. That's why everyone gives the Idon'tgiveafuck attitude. You'll know when you try giving one. By giving the Idon'tgiveafuck attitude, you don't need to worry about losing anything.
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What was originally a durian outing became a normal dinner. Ok, not bad, I'm done savouring durians for this season anyway ^^. huimin jasmine kokli ghimsiang choonboon jianyu kaisheng me
LOL! retarded, really.
ww what? Really cos this kind of boss? How is it horrible? HAHA. Good job that fiance! Nice funny movie about 3 retards. The reason why that murder consultant is called motherfucker is another LOL! I love retarded movies.
Then went to gym with clarence n kokli on sunday. About the same as the gym in camp, just that there were girls and we paid to get in.
Monday
Another singing session with a small group of army frens. Kinda sian alr LOL! Cos I'm always singing in camp hehe. But singing outside allows me to try high pitch songs.
Thereafter is a supposedly 01 outing that didn't seem like an 01 outing. XLB buffet at crystal jade! yumei swusan jane vivien huimin jasmine qingping bryan zhian kokli ghimsiang jianyu kaisheng kenneth me. Damn wasted, I put lots of pork inside my stomach instead of the cute xlbs! Should have eaten more xlbs hahaha. Oh, and my awesome table got huimin jane jasmine zhian kokli! huimin n I are prawn-ers >:) ate like 10+prawns, and I almost thought the prawn is free-flow 1 LOL! (they came from jianyu's table)
We eat at the same time, but at 3 different tables. It's really very lame, meeting in the name of "01", eat, go home. :/ But that's not for me ha. Finally tasted haagen dazs ice cream! YEAAAAAAAAAA. To me, that was like the king of ice creams. Yum yum. I like tiramisu and raspberry!
Bryan said being a bf is like having a job, but instead of getting paid, you lose money and get bullied lol. Well affection is priceless.
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On the floor by J.Lo sounds familiar? Like.. like the tune from the electronic lantern during Mid-autumn festival? LOL! Only 01 people have that childhood :) no one in my camp except kokli finds that tune familiar
It's this tune! It's quite nice actually, with a bit of nostalgia too.
Surprisingly, I find this album very nice! Even my mother says his songs are very soothing! But my bros don't like lol. I think not everyone will like his style also haha. 慢灵魂 tune is still resounding in my mind now.
very very bored. very very. At least last week my body was driven by outing(s).
see, the eye tells more than the mouth.
like a boss, I pump up my chest
weijian
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