the burning passion that makes ur life seem meaningful..

It's something that people have in different stages of their lives, but at different times. That's why it can be doused by others who aren't feeling it, yet are around u. This passionless attitude seems more practical, but eradicates the driving force. Wet blankets..

激情, 天真, 幼稚 vs 冷漠, 实际, 从命

Actually I only act 一个 懂 luh..

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So bored nowadays that I have to resort to playing dota to kill time. But I learnt sth. The so called team spirit, is only knowing what each individual needs to do, and do it well, plus a bit of chemistry to cover up for each others' mistakes, but only when necessary. Imagine the whole of your team is covering someone's weakness all the time. Each one of them will forget his role, and in most cases, it's farming gold. Where is the progress?

Team spirit and individualism, contrasting yet interlinked.

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After the debut of 那些年 我们一起追的女孩, so many people have been crazy about it. You can see quotes, videos, photos at google sogou forums facebook everywhere. I even finished reading the ebook version.

Crazy huh.

It will be really cool if I can write a book about my life. See, I have the botak period in sec 3 too! My reason was.. not really sure what the reason was.. I thought short hair seemed cool ba. And I still think short hair is very cool now. Either short and neat, or long and styled. Anywhere in between in half-fuck, like now.

Anyway the main point is the author has penned down his unforgettable moments, but these are only relevant to him. I thought for a while, and realised I do have some memorable events too that can harness the inner nostalgia in me..

The best part? That some other people remember them as well..

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I think I'm starting to get the hang of driving. Need more practice though. A stupid wild dog was in front of my car, slowly quadrupedal-ling forward. It turned its head around and "oh, there is a car".

But it didn't move away or move faster.

zzzzz, I was so scared that I might knock it down. My instructor asked me to drive faster some more. Stressed from the sandwich. Some how, we got past the dog o.o

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I lead a sad life with my useless brains. I didn't think of extracting wisdom teeth before putting on braces. My dentist told me that I can't extract wisdom teeth when I am putting on my braces. Now he told me can. W.T.F. I dunno what to say luh. What a scam. Now, I have to pay for my extraction. Sigh. 脑袋不中用，就得上一堂宝贵的一课。看来我还得上很多很多堂课。 But I will not let him extract my wisdom teeth. Bloody scammer. Sibei dulan. Especially when I got owned in a field that I am unfamiliar with. Retribution will befall.

How 贵 is 贵? 1.6k

1.6k + 3.8k + 2k (driving) = 7.4k

What the keyboardlaptopcomputer!?

That means I have to save on self-leisure and earn more money to make up for it. No more fun.

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Went to marutama ramen again with jianyu derek chaochao. Armour gathering looool. Poor chaos still has 1 more year to go. But cos of the wisdom teeth thing, I wish I didn't have to ord so early..


Anyway the ramen was not as good as ever. The insides of the egg became hardboiled style zzz. Substandard and inconsistent. But the soup was goood.

Chose wrong place to chill. We should chill at a neighbourhood place so that we can save money and go home easier.

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I can see my posts are all quite negative. What a pessimist. This guy needs some hope and enlightenment man. 但一波未平，一波又起。真令人无法乐观。






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-柯震東&陳妍希 漂流瓶-


like what SNSD jessica said in "the boys", GG
weijian

beautiful girls all over the world and they got nothin on you

R5. The most worrisome thing on my mind right now. Last field camp in singapore! BUT FREAKING 4D3N!! I wouldn't mind if it was a holiday trip T.T




Finally the elastics stage for braces. Wa pain pain pain. And troublesome. Argh.











combat rations, tuna, choc bread, lychees, bottled drinks




woohoo! Another album that has a lot of nice songs, like stefanie sun's! YES!









Outing with archery team! Steamboat! Didn't really eat that much cos my teeth really hurt :( I enjoyed the bun and maggie mee though LOL! But also, I'm kinda reluctant to eat steamboat buffet because.... I need to save some $, and I'm on a project ppn! protein-powder-no! Or just trying to substitute words into my "ppn" of "ppnldd". -.-

bashing into the forest


As often as possible, I'm gonna train my muscles in the gym. I want to see how muscular I can look without protein supplement. But actually what I want is just a lean and fit body physique. Better try now or regret forever in the kopitiam during my 40s while drinking beer and crossing my legs right? That is also hard because most uncles watch soccer while drinking in the kopitiam and I am one of the few people who dislike soccer.

i wonder how i'm going to brush my teeth and change my elastic bands in field camp


Then outing with donghui wanting jianyu chaochao! Very random outing but not bad I guess :) Some catching up, but this clique is also quite comfortable to be in hehe.




good movie! I like rugby shows man... Like 'remember the titans' and 1 other, which I forgot. So inspiring.









Hope is lost.


like a full stop right after a comma,. how abrupt and awkward, but apparently real and wrong
weijian