the burning passion that makes ur life seem meaningful..

It's something that people have in different stages of their lives, but at different times. That's why it can be doused by others who aren't feeling it, yet are around u. This passionless attitude seems more practical, but eradicates the driving force. Wet blankets..

激情, 天真, 幼稚 vs 冷漠, 实际, 从命

Actually I only act 一个 懂 luh..

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So bored nowadays that I have to resort to playing dota to kill time. But I learnt sth. The so called team spirit, is only knowing what each individual needs to do, and do it well, plus a bit of chemistry to cover up for each others' mistakes, but only when necessary. Imagine the whole of your team is covering someone's weakness all the time. Each one of them will forget his role, and in most cases, it's farming gold. Where is the progress?

Team spirit and individualism, contrasting yet interlinked.

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After the debut of 那些年 我们一起追的女孩, so many people have been crazy about it. You can see quotes, videos, photos at google sogou forums facebook everywhere. I even finished reading the ebook version.

Crazy huh.

It will be really cool if I can write a book about my life. See, I have the botak period in sec 3 too! My reason was.. not really sure what the reason was.. I thought short hair seemed cool ba. And I still think short hair is very cool now. Either short and neat, or long and styled. Anywhere in between in half-fuck, like now.

Anyway the main point is the author has penned down his unforgettable moments, but these are only relevant to him. I thought for a while, and realised I do have some memorable events too that can harness the inner nostalgia in me..

The best part? That some other people remember them as well..

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I think I'm starting to get the hang of driving. Need more practice though. A stupid wild dog was in front of my car, slowly quadrupedal-ling forward. It turned its head around and "oh, there is a car".

But it didn't move away or move faster.

zzzzz, I was so scared that I might knock it down. My instructor asked me to drive faster some more. Stressed from the sandwich. Some how, we got past the dog o.o

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I lead a sad life with my useless brains. I didn't think of extracting wisdom teeth before putting on braces. My dentist told me that I can't extract wisdom teeth when I am putting on my braces. Now he told me can. W.T.F. I dunno what to say luh. What a scam. Now, I have to pay for my extraction. Sigh. 脑袋不中用，就得上一堂宝贵的一课。看来我还得上很多很多堂课。 But I will not let him extract my wisdom teeth. Bloody scammer. Sibei dulan. Especially when I got owned in a field that I am unfamiliar with. Retribution will befall.

How 贵 is 贵? 1.6k

1.6k + 3.8k + 2k (driving) = 7.4k

What the keyboardlaptopcomputer!?

That means I have to save on self-leisure and earn more money to make up for it. No more fun.

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Went to marutama ramen again with jianyu derek chaochao. Armour gathering looool. Poor chaos still has 1 more year to go. But cos of the wisdom teeth thing, I wish I didn't have to ord so early..


Anyway the ramen was not as good as ever. The insides of the egg became hardboiled style zzz. Substandard and inconsistent. But the soup was goood.

Chose wrong place to chill. We should chill at a neighbourhood place so that we can save money and go home easier.

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I can see my posts are all quite negative. What a pessimist. This guy needs some hope and enlightenment man. 但一波未平，一波又起。真令人无法乐观。






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like what SNSD jessica said in "the boys", GG
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Sunday was a wonderful resting day at home.

Monday
section 2 singing session with linwei yuanwei zhenghui jingxuan kevin. Quite fun? Haha. It was crazy. I remembered 背对背拥抱 + 1.5hrs was my limit already haha. After that were 3 random 走音 moments ahhhhhh. Horrible. Ok not really horrible. It was fun breaking voices together LOL. So cute when someone tries to avoid breaking his voice by going off-tune.


Then at night got cousin Damien's wedding dinner. Can you believe it? I only know my cousin's name days before his wedding. WTF. This is an example of a fail inter-family bonding. I will never let this happen. Anyway his wedding was awesome! Creative and funny ideas haha. Nice..


That was also the night when I first experienced tipsiness! 2 glasses of red wine + 2 cups of beer. My face was red until it's like I blushed after I accidentally peed in my pants -.- It happened all of a sudden.. when I turned my head around for.. I-forgot-what. I never thought I could actually be drunk, but after that experience, I know I'm a goner if I were to be inebriated. Walking in a straight line was slightly weird. But I would really want to try it one day, maybe at home, try and see if my mental strength is strong enough to control my body. hehehehe


Saw kahwai at bugis, I wonder how she's coping. I guess some people just prefer to settle their own problems by themselves. And as I was browsing the array of earphones, Verene came to offer her help lol. Apparently she was working there. What a surprise.

Tuesday
ok, 1 day of resting is enough. 2nd day onwards is called rotting. Horrible. There were 7 letters on my face I think. They were... I-A-M-B-O-R-E-D. Yawnz.

Priority [for the future me]
I value people who value me. I thought that's what people should do? A has B while C has D. A and C will only consider me when B and D are unavailable. So, what, I'm a reserve?
If I'm not your first priority, then you shouldn't be mine too, no? No, that's not what jianyu would think. His ideology is more about unrequited givings, but of course not to the extreme extent that he continues to give even when he's treated like a trash. That is foolishness. I understand, but I don't agree with it. Or rather, I'm more sensitive to feedback. One-sided-ness isn't fair what. But since when are things fair in this world?
Seriously, if A thinks B is more important than C in all occasions except when B is missing-in-action, then A can just tell C that A has fucked off from C's life. What's the point. Going for the sake of going? Is that fun? Is that bonding? No. Then wtf is it. Backup fun pack ah. "hmm, I have this group and that group who will always want me anytime. Yay. Let's see if I have anything with my group first.
I learnt that one should never be desperate for anything at anytime. People will only take advantage of your desperation. Desperation also causes injustice that is uncalled for. I should have realised this when I was playing maple. So many life lessons to learn, now that I've thought of it.
Some things are taken for granted. No one wants to trouble themselves. Everyone wants to have fun, go somewhere that is near their home, a place where there are pretty girls, little trouble involved, free of charge, etc etc. Wa, either you have royal blood or ..you have royal blood. Since your want is not equivalent to mine, I don't see a point in it happening. This is a want, not a need. It's all about how strong your want is. I am not desperate for it to happen also. Let's just sit back and wait for things to happen.
Some people face this so frequently that they are really immune to it. Poor things. That explains the precedence of family over friends.

Friends shouldn't be calculative. Sure, I wouldn't be calculative if you were my friend. Are you? Perhaps given unsought is really better, since so many are waiting for it.
Strangely, this vehement feeling died after like 10mins. I felt nothing as I was typing this o.o This was not targeted at anyone, but a mere vent for some of my frustrations. Too committed to too many things. Just be 潇洒 and live longer.


Wednesday and Thursday are singing days. Sang 3 times in 4 days. Cool? Ya! My desire to blast with my voice as a means to de-stress is nullified! Really sang to my heart's content, or lungs content, or throat's content..




making our eyes meet! cock-eye-sters lol











Friday was badminton day! One of the most weijian-fail days: I packed everything and went to board my bus happily like a school boy who was anticipating a catching game in school later. Totally redundant description LOL. After I alighted from 67, kokli asked, "Eh? Where is your racket?"

WHERE IS MY RACKET!? WHAT THE?! I only remembered I was going to Jeremy's house for something that requires a change of clothes later, BUT I FORGOT IT WAS BADMINTON. FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL. I was kind of sad that morning, because I couldn't use my own racket, and it was very paiseh to keep borrowing others', especially sam's. Luckily it was not a wasted trip, because the last few matches were pretty exciting :D I look forward to more badminton games!

Then we went to take a look at topman's promotion. Urgh, lousy. Need something else for 120411 onwards!

Saturday
There there, the euphoric moment when you wished you had 2 stomachs for the scrumptious spread of hawker food.

From the hawkers at.. Chomp Chomp. As the name suggests, eating there is not a nomnom affair, but a chomp chomp one!



fried hokkien prawn mee
rojak
barbequed chicken wings
fried oyster
satay beehoon
otah
carrot cake*
15cm tall mug of sugar cane





carrot cake was a last minute order, just ordered to compare with the one at cck. It's like comparing a chopper to a cloth. The winner was clear. Everything we ate there was yummy. Seriously! I have to admit I had to struggle to decide which food to taste first, and subsequently which food to stuff in my mouth at one time! Tough battle! Rojak was sweet and crunchy, satay beehoon was satisfying, bbq chix were crispy yet tender and they gave me the "I am THE chicken" feel, hokkien mee was slurpy and smooth, otah was.. well.. otah? LOL! a pretty normal otah? BUT the definition of delicious began to transmute into a kind of heavenly bliss for the tongue, as I caught sight of the shimmering oysters, trapped in chunks of egg and flour, that seemed to be screaming eagerly for a chance to affirm the power of seafood.

That was one good place for supper :D Next time shall go there again with friends for supper! Ya, supper, if not lunch meh haha.



Yup, that was one week!

like a traffic light, you showed a red light, yet hinted a green light
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