The week that I think feels like chalet in army

Army
Are you kidding? Your parents pay tax to fund mindef only to let us NSFs have chalet in army? Chill, it's only this week. LOL! There were only morning runs, then after that was rest, lunch, rest, dinner, rest, RO. Hehehehehehehehe. This allowed me to clear pirates of the caribbean 1 to 3, the hangover part1, thor, limitless, battle: los angeles, the gameplan, what women want, fully revise integration, finish studying for btt and sleeeeep :D

The fun excludes Wednesday night, when I had to protect the camp from imaginary terrorists, who might not have enough intelligence to inform them of the outdated tanks inside. So, I learnt my lesson not to dumb-wittingly tribute my royal blood to the likes of blood thirsty creatures: I slept in the room with sofa and tv, but on the bench. Well, I wasn't expecting much sleep from that anyway, with the rumbling thunder above me and the occasional weird bites from god-knows-what insect in that room.. *sigh.



This is one crazy movie. I like the screwed up feeling haha, because I'm not the one screwed up inside.









Saturday
A short 1hr badminton! But it was intense with kokli, so I was exhausted as quickly as the speed of the disappearance of a jar of sweets that was placed in a room full of children. The thrill derived from a singles match is different from that of a doubles match. In the latter, chemistry is the gist of the excitement. The non-verbal communication and instinctive matching moves to cover-up each other's open spots just makes the pair-work feel exhilarating. I prefer this to a one-man-show match. Looking forward to doubles!


This brings me to another point. I've been wondering why there are people who I can never click with, no matter how hard I try. The chemistry is just not there. People like jeremy and junhe can click with anyone.

There has to be a common goal or interest for the growth of friendship. Likewise, if the life paths of 2 good friends split, the goal or interest is diverted so there is high chance that the friendship will deteriorate. 01 [01 is a very customised term for this specific clique of us and though it includes people like afiq and peiyang, we generally refer 01 to the core group of 01-inverse] still exists but according to the theory, we shouldn't be. For the guys, our paths are split, but we have a common goal: ORD. For the girls, they err have to study? Do friends congregate only if they have a purpose? Yes, maybe. If that's the case then 01 will be like a family. Family members are comfortable with one another anytime. But even for family members, there has to be constant interactions from activities to maintain the bond. Imagine ignoring your sibling for 1 year. That's why some of us are trying and only some of us are together.


If you are committed, you wouldn't stop trying.




ERMMMM. Ok the storyline is rather lame. All I could remember was the appearance of ugly vampires and werewolves, and free sex from the girl. Really ugly monsters. Predictable plot also. Winter's bone is comparable to this film, well, at least I laughed like mad when watching the former.










There are some people whom you can talk to anytime about anything, and some whose faces you can keep staring and staring but not knowing what to say. What's the reason?


Diaries should be more than written feelings and thoughts. Recounts are as important because they place you into the then scenario and this helps in recollection. Besides, a recount style makes the future you want to read on, no? It also helps to keep track of the chronological order of the development of thoughts.


Still waiting for the day when I can shout "ORD LO!" and mean what I say.


like the guy who I see in the mirror all the time, you're awesome
weijian

esc, alt + f4, delete, backspace, end.

Sunday was a wonderful resting day at home.

Monday
section 2 singing session with linwei yuanwei zhenghui jingxuan kevin. Quite fun? Haha. It was crazy. I remembered 背对背拥抱 + 1.5hrs was my limit already haha. After that were 3 random 走音 moments ahhhhhh. Horrible. Ok not really horrible. It was fun breaking voices together LOL. So cute when someone tries to avoid breaking his voice by going off-tune.


Then at night got cousin Damien's wedding dinner. Can you believe it? I only know my cousin's name days before his wedding. WTF. This is an example of a fail inter-family bonding. I will never let this happen. Anyway his wedding was awesome! Creative and funny ideas haha. Nice..


That was also the night when I first experienced tipsiness! 2 glasses of red wine + 2 cups of beer. My face was red until it's like I blushed after I accidentally peed in my pants -.- It happened all of a sudden.. when I turned my head around for.. I-forgot-what. I never thought I could actually be drunk, but after that experience, I know I'm a goner if I were to be inebriated. Walking in a straight line was slightly weird. But I would really want to try it one day, maybe at home, try and see if my mental strength is strong enough to control my body. hehehehe


Saw kahwai at bugis, I wonder how she's coping. I guess some people just prefer to settle their own problems by themselves. And as I was browsing the array of earphones, Verene came to offer her help lol. Apparently she was working there. What a surprise.

Tuesday
ok, 1 day of resting is enough. 2nd day onwards is called rotting. Horrible. There were 7 letters on my face I think. They were... I-A-M-B-O-R-E-D. Yawnz.

Priority [for the future me]
I value people who value me. I thought that's what people should do? A has B while C has D. A and C will only consider me when B and D are unavailable. So, what, I'm a reserve?
If I'm not your first priority, then you shouldn't be mine too, no? No, that's not what jianyu would think. His ideology is more about unrequited givings, but of course not to the extreme extent that he continues to give even when he's treated like a trash. That is foolishness. I understand, but I don't agree with it. Or rather, I'm more sensitive to feedback. One-sided-ness isn't fair what. But since when are things fair in this world?
Seriously, if A thinks B is more important than C in all occasions except when B is missing-in-action, then A can just tell C that A has fucked off from C's life. What's the point. Going for the sake of going? Is that fun? Is that bonding? No. Then wtf is it. Backup fun pack ah. "hmm, I have this group and that group who will always want me anytime. Yay. Let's see if I have anything with my group first.
I learnt that one should never be desperate for anything at anytime. People will only take advantage of your desperation. Desperation also causes injustice that is uncalled for. I should have realised this when I was playing maple. So many life lessons to learn, now that I've thought of it.
Some things are taken for granted. No one wants to trouble themselves. Everyone wants to have fun, go somewhere that is near their home, a place where there are pretty girls, little trouble involved, free of charge, etc etc. Wa, either you have royal blood or ..you have royal blood. Since your want is not equivalent to mine, I don't see a point in it happening. This is a want, not a need. It's all about how strong your want is. I am not desperate for it to happen also. Let's just sit back and wait for things to happen.
Some people face this so frequently that they are really immune to it. Poor things. That explains the precedence of family over friends.

Friends shouldn't be calculative. Sure, I wouldn't be calculative if you were my friend. Are you? Perhaps given unsought is really better, since so many are waiting for it.
Strangely, this vehement feeling died after like 10mins. I felt nothing as I was typing this o.o This was not targeted at anyone, but a mere vent for some of my frustrations. Too committed to too many things. Just be 潇洒 and live longer.


Wednesday and Thursday are singing days. Sang 3 times in 4 days. Cool? Ya! My desire to blast with my voice as a means to de-stress is nullified! Really sang to my heart's content, or lungs content, or throat's content..




making our eyes meet! cock-eye-sters lol











Friday was badminton day! One of the most weijian-fail days: I packed everything and went to board my bus happily like a school boy who was anticipating a catching game in school later. Totally redundant description LOL. After I alighted from 67, kokli asked, "Eh? Where is your racket?"

WHERE IS MY RACKET!? WHAT THE?! I only remembered I was going to Jeremy's house for something that requires a change of clothes later, BUT I FORGOT IT WAS BADMINTON. FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL. I was kind of sad that morning, because I couldn't use my own racket, and it was very paiseh to keep borrowing others', especially sam's. Luckily it was not a wasted trip, because the last few matches were pretty exciting :D I look forward to more badminton games!

Then we went to take a look at topman's promotion. Urgh, lousy. Need something else for 120411 onwards!

Saturday
There there, the euphoric moment when you wished you had 2 stomachs for the scrumptious spread of hawker food.

From the hawkers at.. Chomp Chomp. As the name suggests, eating there is not a nomnom affair, but a chomp chomp one!



fried hokkien prawn mee
rojak
barbequed chicken wings
fried oyster
satay beehoon
otah
carrot cake*
15cm tall mug of sugar cane





carrot cake was a last minute order, just ordered to compare with the one at cck. It's like comparing a chopper to a cloth. The winner was clear. Everything we ate there was yummy. Seriously! I have to admit I had to struggle to decide which food to taste first, and subsequently which food to stuff in my mouth at one time! Tough battle! Rojak was sweet and crunchy, satay beehoon was satisfying, bbq chix were crispy yet tender and they gave me the "I am THE chicken" feel, hokkien mee was slurpy and smooth, otah was.. well.. otah? LOL! a pretty normal otah? BUT the definition of delicious began to transmute into a kind of heavenly bliss for the tongue, as I caught sight of the shimmering oysters, trapped in chunks of egg and flour, that seemed to be screaming eagerly for a chance to affirm the power of seafood.

That was one good place for supper :D Next time shall go there again with friends for supper! Ya, supper, if not lunch meh haha.



Yup, that was one week!

like a traffic light, you showed a red light, yet hinted a green light
weijian

一觉～睡到自然醒过来

Finally got time to sleep till my buttocks glisten in the sun! :D


ATEC 1 OVER! PME recon 2A, nearly a 1! Saw handling recon 1! Not that it mattered to me..

It was weird. I was complaining about the absence of incentives for us to get good results in ATEC 1. But at that moment when I was about to be tested, I wanted to do well. Train so much alr might as well do it good right? I wanna go play paintball or laser quest!


Super forgetful week. I forgot to bring charger, toothpaste and math textbook to camp, and my toilet paper just ran out. Luckily I survived haha. How? Because it's a 4-day week with a one week off in the following week!!!


Cougar sentosa trip! I played volleyball and volleyball and volleyball. And a bit of basketball. A lot of people played soccer. *high pitch cheh. I don't like soccer, yet the cougar $300 voucher prize had to be for the inter-platoon soccer game -.- Some guys also went to swim, throw others down the sea, play frisbee, stay in the pavilion and munch on the snacks (seriously, with that kind of weather? lol) and the best of all, play psp in the pavilion. What the limousine. Play psp in sentosa is really o.o you might as well bring some dirty laundry to wash there, or wear a tuxedo and recite a chinese poem there?

Almost a 100 guys on the beach in one go. Any singaporean would have guessed it- army boys. You don't expect people from an all-guys school to have tattoos though, do you? Some of them were like trying to socialise with random bikini girls on the beach. I was thinking, "lol, confirm fail. Even as a male, I wouldn't dare to go near another guy with tattoos on them before I was enlisted into the army." But ya luh, these guys are not bad actually, that's why they succeeded. I admire their courage.

After that, we went to have lunch and watch priest. Something interesting happened. jingx and I were talking about a girl. Suddenly I spotted her in the restaurant in front. LOL! So coincidental! I was shocked!



I don't know if it was exhaustion from sports earlier, but I was struggling to keep awake in the first 20mins or so of the movie. I think the storyline was crap and uninteresting. jingx and I laughed at the end when we came to a conclusion that there will be a sequel to it.


Best part of the movie? maggie q!


well, to each his own





On saturday, jianyu and I went to swim after a very very long time. I rmbed I could do 40 laps freestyle. Now? Erm, 20 laps of frog style and I'm like a wobbly frog with a -.- face turned off by boredom. Then we went to visit swusan. lol slacker. I got inspired to train more!


WHAT'S WITH THE HOT AND HUMID WEATHER THIS WEEK?

Wake up in the morning feelin like p diddy? No. Like a loser in a water bomb game. I was sweating! How rare was that? What happened to my cool mornings? There were no clouds covering the sun at all! If there were any, they would be at the sides, near the horizon. Horrible global warming. I think if we stored the solar energy this week, we would have free energy that would last forever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QHAZJZTIT8&feature=fvwrel

HAHAHA another joker hitler video.


How would you gather a crow, eagle, owl, woodpecker, rooster and dove together? They don't even eat the same food. They have different lifestyles too.


like an environmentalist in the face of an industrial factory, my enthusiasm seemed like a joke to you
weijian

breaking your barriers to entry

只剩下钢琴陪我..
安静 or 安静了?

A very eventful week.

First, on Monday morning, I finally took the effort and went to read up on what the hell general election is really about. After genius Amyas shed some light on me, together with the Mr Brown political jokes that I appreciated a lil last week, I eventually understood. Ok, that was quite dumb, but I really had no interest in politics... until now.

And my interest is only in the political jokes. HAHAHAHA. "5 years to live and repent". MM Lee's arrogance can be comical huh. And the funny fact that no one dares to contest the Tanjong Pagar GRC. Talk about the political veteran.

To show my support for PAP, (actually just to kaypo and see what a rally is like) jingx jerm kok junhe and I went to the Holland-Bukit Timah PAP rally. BORING -.- We thought it would be noisy and such, but I guess that will only happen in Aljunied.



Then, on Monday night, gokul suddenly told me "hey weijian, tell you something. Osama is dead."
o.o? I replied, "HUH? w..what? Is this a joke?"
"no, it's in the yahoo news."
LOL!? So I thought I'll leave it to the newspapers tmr to unveil the truth. IT WAS TRUE! So much for playing hide and seek all these years!



Gum infection. Some asshole food particle went into my raw gums and got infected, thereby spawning a blob of cancerous gum abscess. Once it gets poked, pus will ooze out like lava. Yucks. So I booked an appointment on Sat and had it removed. I had no idea how the dentist remove it, but I'm guessing he just scraped the whole shit out by force. T.T It was scary.



Friday night- party night! A very close and comfortable "meteor watching" session with kaisheng and jianyu. It was wonderful. I gained insights on certain things and shared some secrets. Everyone has secrets. It's so amazing how one always tries to hide it from others. I think it was fortunate that we have so few enthusiasts in such event, because sharing in a clique is different from sharing in a group.

And sharing is a wonderful activity, though listening is an even more awesome one.

comfortability vs closeness



I tried to give my tutee a wake up call on Sat. I had been teaching him the same topics over and over again for 2 weeks, 4 lessons. Each lesson, there is a test on the same few topics. He would understand but not memorise for himself. What the shit sia. And I thought understanding something makes memorisation easier?! His lack of aptitude is really sickening. And so, the wake up call was sort of a reprimand or a lecture, but in the absence of harshness. I hope he'll start to think for his future, just like how I hope for my brother to ignite his academic passion.


Watched...


Fast n Furious 5! I didn't think it would be so nice! Hot and pretty girls (really ah!), muscular guys (I wonder which shop vin diesel and dwayne johnson bought their arms from? SO BIG AND LOL), funny moments. Ah!



But my butt hurt! I can't sit for so long!




Trust and be trusted. Thrust, try not to get thrusted.



like going into a cave with a spoilt torchlight, your secrets may be dark, but trust me
weijian

放在糖果旁的是 我很想回忆 的甜

Happy Mothers' Day

Regardless of paiseh luh, aiyo y so mushy, lol noob.
Nothing beats sincerity.
I did it and it wasn't so bad. At least my mum said it left her sleepless. Possible regret unticked.


So what's the point? How many times do we need to prove our competency?

"Alright you all have shown me that you all are capable of clearing enemies [in the context of R3]. Well done."
1 or 2 weeks later---->outfield training
"So you all have gone through the in-camp training for ATEC 1. Next week we will go outfield to practise our skills (again)."
For grenade throwing, there is normal training, 2nd normal training, ATEC training (in-camp), ATEC training (outfield), ATEC training (evaluation), ATEC training (for chosen people), ATEC. We have grenade throwing, crew drill, small arms technical handling, platoon battle course and learning how to do reverse plank. I don't see us training that much for reverse plank?

Uncle, you say we are good, then ask us to train and show you again. We reluctantly show you again, you praise it, then request for another. You think it's fun? Some more you got no incentives for us to chiong, where do you expect us to get our motivation from? "chop chop do it once, do it good, then can bang4 gang1" doesn't work anymore you know? Because it is endless.


Monday was wonderful with this:





Source code! Another conceptual movie. Love it. I was hoping for the "2nd world" to exist- it did eventually. Nice.. So rare huh this kind of movie.














Then some recap on H2 math. I think math is still fun.


"Good night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite."
Ya,right.

The _|_ beds in the bunk above the guardroom don't have any bedsheets covering them and they are totally infested with big fat bedbugs (I dunno but I think they should be fat). Why? I had guard duty on Wednesday and like all normal humans, I took my guard rest and lied on one of the bed. Bloody hell, 10mins later, my arms itched like mad. The swellings on my arm just grew fatter and fatter by the minute. _|_ bedbugs. What, they thought I was hosting a blood buffet for them ah? Siao kias. I AM SO NEVER GOING TO SLEEP ON THOSE ASSHOLE BEDS AGAIN. The hygiene standard there is really as high as a 5mm tree sia.

So I thought, no bed bug will ever survive in my house.

There is this cockster sgt lewis. Seriously, "cock" is a real unique adjective to describe a cockster. If I were to describe "cock" in words, it would require a few sentences. Just look at a cockster and you'll naturally say he's very cock. This brings me to a cock video:





upturn, the downturn. HAHAHAHAHA. BEST PART IS 1:14 !!!!!! LOOK AT THE HIGH TEN LOL!! I'M DYING. Shit I'm lagging behind by 2years in politics. Blah, not like I care. But all these really seem interesting. For people like me who dunno anything bout politics but would like to have a share of this topic, mrbrown is the solution. Just go visit his blog and see the political jokes.


For example, this:




Not bad really :D


Or this:





LOL?















Right. Proper game of badminton with 01 peeps on saturday. Woohoo it was fun because I suddenly remembered how to play a bit of badminton. Then it was this:





ok err, just another scary movie. I expected more from it. Watching this is as good as watching a movie showcasing a monster? Points I took away: raw ear-piercing ouch, plucking of piercing ouch, pretty girls fighting against each other aww, don't blindly assume the identity of the person having sex with you LOL.













Is the ability to talk about anything a cause or effect of closeness? i.e. you open up so that you will be close to him, or you are close to him so you can open up? Or does it depend on one's personality to be a story-teller or a listener? So can 2 listeners be close friends? Food for thought. I don't even know who I am close to anymore. I don't seem to belong anywhere. But I can list the groups that I might have a part to play in: 01, 05, vball, archery, army, bmt mates, family. Or is the individual component the most important part to be taken care of for a person?


That was so not me, if we realised.


like a morse code, .. - .... .. -. -.- --- ..-. ..-
weijian