yup, real

LALALLALALALAL HAHAHA YAYYYY





speed up all your movement -.-"

equivalent to "slowpoke humji driver on the road, beware"

yes, that's how easy my test was ah hahaha :p sorry to those who had to take the cck-teckwhye route

One does not simply pass traffic police test. Not without a "背后" support hehe. So terrified! My legs were trembling some more. No joke leh, fail means I have to pay for n number of lessons, where n>4, and the driving test another 150 wa add together 2k+, my wallet cannot support you know.

:)

This opens up a new possibility: supper! hi there rotiprata carrotcake friedoyster tauhway sugarcanejuice stingray oh I better stop here, it's never ending.

I was so eager that I went for a ride on my dad's car at night. So different! cruising at 80km/hr in auto is like speeding at 40km/hr in manual. Parking is a whole new world. Oh well, learning pretty fast hehe. I am a fast learner what. Right?

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Small meet-up with 01 peeps at clementi. All spicy food, aww? I like spicy food ah haha, no problem. Not very good, oops. Maybe my taste buds got spoilt by zichar kings like in johor, chomp chomp etc.

And of course, brightening a dull day. Pretty surprised by my intuition haha. Once again affirmed the poor standard of the ice-cream buffet then.

Can't share the pain, but hope to alleviate a lil! support always :)

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I failed to solve an EMath question. I feel sad.

Saliva yippie asked, "what achievement do you have?"

I. Don't. Have. Any.

I'm gonna do something in uni and I hope I can do it. Why was I like that?! Nvm, shall stop brooding over it. More determined than ever to make a mark for myself. 男人志在四方? my 痣很四方 haha

Looking forward to Taiwan and after Taiwan :)

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在你夢想的邊緣　
總有一個人一直爲你爲你守候著它

-林俊杰 星球-

like north korea, I chao sian
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hey, can you keep up? ahhaha. you sure?!

I better move my ass and record a bit, if not I really will have patches of lost memories..

What did I do? My memory is really getting poorer and poorer. I think it's because I cannot focus. I cannot focus because I am tired. I am tired because I don't have energy. I am deprived of energy because of the extreme boredom from work. This monotonous work is constricting me like a serpent. Okay I should stop complaining :/



at least some visible "achievement"? cleared table!


I really wonder what I'll be doing for the next few weeks. Stoning? More toilet breaks :)







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Went for NTU open house on sat with jerm junhe junyang. As usual, I followed the scholar and gained knowledge. So many things that I don't know! How did the rest know!? Is this an abnormal privation of the passion to study? And of course, we were bombarded with girls from everywhere. The 3 of them were so eager hahaha. later 花田里犯了错 ah.


And then regret started to haunt me again. Didn't know a level was so important. Kinda stupid to have slight interest in math phy chem, only to study something non-related to it in the future. In the process of sharpening those 3, I slackened my attention on my vulnerabilities. One cert can decide a matter of ten thousand +. I also want to be a scholar leh, save on tuition fees to spend more, but can only disappoint myself. What was wrong with me in fixating my life path onto engineering then, and only mechanical engineering!? That was a route of no return. Now I can only strive to be a resolved whale and aim to eat as many plankton as possible in the next few years. Haiz.


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Another singing session for army dudes. Err didn't really have the feel, but just sing haha. Sam sang! Good job opening up haha. It was more for the catching up with watay and kevin. Everyone is working for money now..
















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I think people are not going crazy over 陳妍希, but over the ideal girls they failed to woo during school days.. Just nice her looks made people reminisce the pretty 女神 in their memories..

Alright that was random.

Went to see harry potter fighting against the shrieking black woman. Expelliarmus! Alright I admit, it was quite scary, many thanks to the sound effect and dark background -.-" But all that was what I thought would be "better" for horror movies. If the plot is good enough, whoa, I don't know how scared I'd be? Even now I can't look directly at the screen haha. But I can see it with peripheral vision! Asian ghosts scarier.. but okay, ready for the challenge :) poketection? okay :3

Chia Hong's 21st birthday party! Saw how busy chia hong was, going around and entertaining 4 groups of friends haha. Yesh vegetarian food.. Meatless but still not too bad hah. Took the opportunity to catch up with archery mates too.

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Hopefully the last driving lesson? Argh. Hope can pass! Hope for good weather, no pedestrian, no cars, slack tester, happy atmosphere, no stray animals, smarter and more alert me, lalala..

You won't know what you don't know until you make the mistakes and learn from them, because experience is so valuable.

All in all, a very busy weekend. Hope to clear driving then I'll feel more relax!

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好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过

-王力宏 卢巧音 好心分手 -

like a fujitsu laptop, my mind crashed
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when mcfluffy and mcfrurry want to eat mcflurry..

So, right after URUN, what can happen to my body? Ache -.-" First time my back aching. Did I adopt the wrong running posture? Oh well, it was alright after 2days.

I can't really remember what happened last week. What happened? Mainly very boring work and the little spices of life.


Went to teoheng ktv at ntu alumni on Friday to sing. 3hrs... not enough *shakes head. But good enough to destress a bit! Every time I go sing I'll be the one singing a lot. Ya la make my money very worth it, but you all don't shy leh, what's there to shy about haha. I just anyhow scream also happy^^ Got to hear $240 prowess in singing. Lessons do help huh! Just that when singing gets too technical, the feel disappears.. Who else will stretch his/her leg to grab a bottle? Hahaha.


Then 三傻行! Disappointing ice cream buffet I must say haha. I like bailey's, mango yoghurt and choc. Bird's nest was ... .. artificial to the max. Ala carte ice cream next time :) Second time horror after "the 4th kind". I wonder if it's because I've matured or "the devil inside" just wasn't scary. Despite this, my heart was thumping pretty quickly because I was scaring myself all the while. Is the sudden pop-up of ghosts and such prohibited in horror movies, perhaps because that will really cause people to have heart attack? I kept expecting those but they never appeared! Worst 2 scenes I have in my mind come from 异度空间 and the ring. And I didn't even watch the whole of both movies -.-" The ring? Challenge accepted hehehe. *golden ship where are you?!


Pretty awesome sitting along the sides of the notorious dirty river and looking at the hippos swimming pass. Can't help but marvel at the accidental honour of being one of the 4. Is that fate or what.. Suntec branch next time! Even though I like the thrills from roller coaster rides and other excitement derived from near-free-fall experience, I worry for my heart haha. Nevertheless, I will definitely make it a point to try things out when I have the money :) hot air balloooon!! Bungee!!


Having something to look forward to really helps to speed time up. I hope to be a motivation, not a distraction.

在意料之外
我的女孩你快走过来
爱在期待

-方大同 爱在-

like innocent whales, we ._.
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I don't care don't care don't care. I'm happy happy happy.

This week was pretty good :) First of all I thought this week might be just one of the normal weeks.

I was wrong, thankfully!

I managed to enjoy a good stoning day at home~ And I even took an awesome afternoon nap which I had always longed for during weekdays! Really refreshing! But.. I think I was too greedy and ended up sleeping too much. I was supposed to sleep early on Saturday night for the 10km run and 31storeys climb, but I don't know if it's because of the afternoon nap or what, I couldn't fall asleep -.-" tossed and turned from 12 to 3. How did I know I couldn't fall asleep? Because after tossing about for very long, I decided to look at the time on my iphone and it says 3.05am. Argh..

So on Sunday, I woke up at an unearthly hour, did this and that, nearly forgot my runners' tag (which might have caused me to waste my training efforts and money), ran around 600m to and fro cck mrt station to correct my forgetfulness, ran up the stairs only to miss the train doors by 0.5s and having to wait another 6mins for the next train, reached there but can't find my army friends because they went off to queue for the 6th wave of the run, struggled to eat my kinder bueno for breakfast but didn't even finish, almost wore slippers to run 10km. Yup that's all the unfortunate events coming from a blur guy.

But the things that happened after that was awesome! Managed to run 10km and only stopping 2 times for the pocari sweat drinks at the hydration stations! Tsktsk why jingxuan run so fast when he didn't even train for it -.-" I feel so noob looool. The feeling of letting my momentum keep my body going was interesting. Yes it was tiring but my body just kept sending me the message "you are like a ball rolling downhill. you're not gonna stop, and you don't need to stop because you can take it". The worst was the 31storeys. WHAT THE STAIRS?! I thought there would be a cooldown area for runners to catch their breath before starting the climb. NO. The climb started as soon as runners reached the end of 10km. I thought I could run up the stairs.. NO. 1 step at a time, like a jack and jill went up the hills, and there was soooo little ventilation inside the stairwell! So suffocating! Average 1 rest per storey! Ahahaha I seem so unfit..

Wanted to change into yellow battalion tee before running but forgot -.- Oh well, running with the given red singlet more feel ma!

But I felt a great sense of achievement having completed it. Hehehe. Wouldn't want to put my life at risk by chionging too hard also.





So lucky to have met zhikai who just orded. Hahaha.














Biting onto our medals! Erm it's probably plastic coated with cheap aluminium haha.

















steamboat buffet right after the run! hotpot culture. The steamboat not bad haha. Ah, I was in such a happy mood that my stomach started to be normal again and increased its capacity! Still nothing to our competitive eater, jerm kingston..






My calf muscles felt a bit tight after the run, and I still had to go for driving lesson hahaha. Not too bad, I think I did pretty well for driving today! Except that I forgot to stop at the first white line during the lesson. Immediate failure -.-" Must take note!!


Promotion from recruit to private? hehehe. More trainings! >:) oh well the exhaust fumes was pretty bad. But that's no mood-dampener. A pity the crescent moon's reflection couldn't really be seen in the water. Nice lil 海风 by the jetty! I think for lazy people like us, we can choose waterfront over east coast park haha.

Arghhhhh blur sotong brain! Always making silly mistakes. Forever making them. Kinda funny when I think of it though hahahaha! My shoebag was very naughty to go hide itself. And there is also another person who's like this also.. hehe

I remember I used to have insomnia in 2011, then somehow it disappeared! Maybe I am too tired from work nowadays so my condition is better now? That's why I created iron ass and 傻perman! hyahyahya. Hope it helps. But excitement is detrimental to sleep also.. err.. Okay just sing song!

Do you like red colour? Hmm, I like blue most.

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我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳

-张惠妹 我要快乐-


like super junior, because I naughty naughty, hey, I'm mr simple.
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guilty of 傻笑

only 700 songs in my iphone, and some of them I just hit "forward" every time I hear the start of those songs. One of them has to be "just a dream". Just too noisy for my liking. 700 songs can last 1.9 days. I've worked for 1month now, ~ 6hours each day. Guess how well I know the lyrics of the songs in my playlist now? Need to dig some nice old songs and put into my playlist but... why are so many files removed from the net?! :(


I learn nothing when I do filing. But if I take the initiative to ask to learn more about stuff like quotation requests, my filing will never be completed. It just irritates me to know that I have a pile of seemingly endless work which is assumed to be completed by the end of my 3months. So, I look like a workaholic doing filing everyday when I'm supposed to be free, and learning nothing. Argh. What a dilemma. Learn more, push off boring work and take in more work, or learn nothing but make progress in boring chore?

This is probably the slackest moment in my life, with frequent thumps delivered every now and then, and a hope to harbor. I don't have an envision of myself in a few months' time because the path I'm on now looks so foggy. But I know the value of self-enrichment and will definitely make it a point to make as little regrets as possible. No one is ever absolutely ready because there is only so much you can foresee and prepare. You just have to have the balls and make a leap.

There was this game in movies where 1 guy and 1 girl dated each other and the one who falls for the other first, loses. Rubbish. What a lose-lose game. You lose a good girl whom you can communicate freely with, or you lose the game. Might as well play another game with me: Toss a coin and give me 5bucks if it's heads; 10 if it's tails; 20 if it's neither.

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So we had birthday celebration for kaisheng! Pretty simple dinner at The Empire State. Once again I felt super bloated. Noob stomach of mine. My self-conferred title of the king of buffet has lost its owner. Oh well, who ask me to be a young fit man now? No seriously, not that I want but my stomach really shrank!

One by one everyone is turning 21 this year. The change is gradual but I'm sure there is a difference. Time to step into the market, boys and girls! Our prime is here!! Erm, that is if you haven't..

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Just wondering why I'm so easily affected by influences. One can make me so happy, the other can make me feel dejected. And I appreciate your support :)) Rather than punishing myself for something wasted, I might as well learn and try to understand others more.

At least I tried?

bleh blah bloh lalala

...lalala

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A very relaxing pace for me, not really sure how it is for you. Glad that there is a sense of fulfillment! Feels healthily tired, just nice for a good night's sleep. Even better with a bedtime "story" hahaha

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Training for marathon 7788 already. 10km + 31storeys this sunday. Yes I get a lot of "lol?" from others. What a small marathon blahblah. But hey I didn't have a chance to run even 10km in army leh! Once guard duty, the other time whole battalion helped out in organising. I wanted to run de lor!



A short meet-up with army guys to collect race pack. Forcefully putting on a smile -.-"



Everyone is on his own track now..








I still remember sleeping soundly on the bench in the vehicle after 1hr+ of uneasy toss and turns, when suddenly..

"Eh wake up wake up. We are moving off."
"Wh..what.."
How reluctant we were. Finally enjoying the peace enjoyed from the battle won against mosquitoes yet it's so short-lived!?

*everything on, and there we went.. to part 2 of an unrealistic war.

... :)


心跳却说服我 没有错
让我心动的人 是谁呀
愿那在梦中的你会懂

-林俊杰 让我心动的人 -


like singing a high note, you either pull it off nicely or just get booed
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be a man

In my JC days, in an attempt to be stupid, I added on to ghimsiang's catch-phrase then.

Be a man, do the right thing.
-Be a man, be wei jian.-

*shakes head
chauvinism vs abasement, it's better for a man to be slightly inclined towards the former than the latter. He has to be the driving force.

He has to be... the man for her.

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These days at work.. I've been doing a lot of filing. Relieved to note that there is progress. But then I realised that there is a lot of update needed for the current files sitting on the shelves. This means more work for me, but all unapparent to the naked eye! Argh.

I must say my work is quite slack hehe. The best thing I've learnt is how to use excel, which erm can be learnt on my own also? -.-" The learning curve in this job as a temp staff is reaching a stagnant gradient = 0 growth...

It's both shocking and surprising, but I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. 2 pairs of eyes? O.O but I'm constantly amused and elated, thanks to a kind of silliness ^^

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So we finally played badminton and went swusan's house to bainian! Hmm gambling makes people entertained, whether it's a lose or win. Of course I'm more subscribed to the idea of win small lose small haha.







symbolic lao yusheng!














And then swusan's birthday party!!

Blowing balloons is a tough job. It requires skills but I'm so bad at blowing. If I were to act in "the three little pigs", I'd fail. It would be something like that: The cute wolf (><) huffed and puffed, and huffed and puffed, but the feather house didn't even move an inch. Overwhelmed by an anxiety that was uncalled-for, the three little pigs went out of their houses and killed the wolf for dinner.

For some reason, my stomach shrank a lot since my ORD. I can't eat much now!

Then it was ghimsiang's song session. Very catchy song composed by the 240 singer of the group. His girlfriend will be so touched.



















bp female models










want to fight? come la!

Just joking, I think we're all too civilised and gentlemanly to be engaged in fights...

Come play scissors paper stone with us if you dare la! or play seven-up with us! hmph!






Glad that the little girl enjoyed herself from showered love all around her.

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一种自然的喜感

just that my socks have to be worn higher.

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I see so many talented people around and I thought, what have I got? Nothing much. And if even those good catchers cannot catch, how do I catch one? Don't talk about people with master balls la, they can catch anyone they want. Ultra balls also cannot catch, what makes you think a pokeball (picked up from a deserted corner some more, not bought from shop one) can catch?

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我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离

- 王力宏 爱的就是你-

like a peacock, I strutted to the beat
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They say when one is in love, the surrounding trees will seem to blossom, the weather will seem nice, the heart will be light..

or so "they" say. Who are the "they"?!?

So, that was a happy chinese new year everybody. Not really. This year was pretty boring. Instead of the usual hey-yo-army?-studying?-working?-where?-girlfriend?-very tall hor the 3 of you, no one bothered to interact with us! Awkward. We couldn't be bothered to initiate conversations too. So we just ate, received angbaos, watch tv, left.

CNY eve was boring as well. I think it's because of my bloated stomach which caused me to lose appetite. Grew very big leh haha.






The biggest shrooms I've ever seen, next to swusan. Again I don't know whether it's my stomach or the mushroom. So filling!











Spent the last of 初二 watching IP man 2 on tv. Screwed up mediacorp went to censor some of the important fighting scenes, like the rapid and relentless punches on the angmoh at the end. What the hell, next time go broadcast some teletubbies show better la, healthier for kids -.-

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Back in my hometown yiochukang...






Never-ending filing during free times! Oh well, at least I'm slacking. Still can play music and surf the net. Next week is gonna be challenging.


That's my ultimate array of papers split into stacks according to the alphabetical order of employees' names.



Jasmin is another temp staff there. What, don't think too much la, office love -.- Am I old or ..am I old? She's waiting for her O level posting results, just like my brother, while I'm waiting for uni. I went through 2 more phases of life than these teenagers: A levels and army. Hope that I've grown mature since my schooling days? Girls don't like immature guys right.


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The most interesting day of the week, and definitely an indelible memory to me, falls on Saturday. The 3 dramatic idiots and the creation of sjw.

snooze 1.5hrs, smack myself on the butt to run, took a detour when it should only have been one stop, realised that 28th is an invalid day, powerful de-stress activity, laugh non-stop. Got so hot and tired hahaha :D

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First time driving inside the circuit. Wa scary. So many things to look out for. Mount kerb-fail. Inability to stop at white line-fail. Bang car-fail. Look into the mirror and get surprised by the awesome guy looking back at me-fail. Not to forget the demerit points! Hope I can pass it in just one try!

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I think I did something dumb which erased the other half of my post. Now I really forgot what I typed -.-

But I still remember this. I was reading up on friend zone, and realised that girls are the ones who usually "friend zone" guys, not the other way. Don't wanna be confused, so I'm cautious, very cautious. Then again, exercising too much caution impedes the flow of spontaneity. Haiyo I better be spontaneous in accordance to my new year resolution. Chance, are you with me?!

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我为你痴 为你累
风雨我都不后悔

-周华健 爱相随 -


like 阿旺，傻人有傻福
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