week nine

hey~

Of course another busy period. Let's start with the tests. Goners. Dont know why I blanked out when I saw so many words. Should I draw some correlation to things like nap, flustered state of mind, etc? Maybe. Or maybe I'm just noob, because I learnt lessons from the tests too. And maybe my expectation for myself was too high. But I refuse to believe that I cant make it. What to do? Pia more.

 Got my first class participation sweet for fm. Finally. Class part sucks.









Then for group mates, the usual thing to do is to "research" by xxx date. The problem is I spent my time researching, only to let others "i agree with your idea" or "i think your idea A is better than idea B". Go eat shit la, I spend 2 hrs researching, only to let your 5s opinion evaluate my work? Why not I evaluate yours.

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Good thing is, I'm only left with mucus, who will be gone in 1week's time! That means a lot more time for myself :) phew, finally. 1 improved 2fold, another ?? cos she said the class average was 20/100. Yup that's amath. Hope to push her beyond average.

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Boom!

Was it a car accident? As a very concerned and kaypo resident in that area, I jumped up from my mugging seat and went to 瞧瞧.
Yup okay car accident. The cab banged into the car and it looked like this:





 btw this was taken using iphone 4s camera. Quality not bad right. *nods.

 Here's the explanation with my A* drawing. Cab banged into car. Crash. After a few seconds, car went berserk, and was seen accelerating into the foot of the HDB block and banged into the wall.

wts?!


Initially I thought, hmm, could it be that the driver had family members inside, and that the family member died, that's why he didnt want to live anymore and went to commit suicide!? It would be very scary if that's the case :(( Then my mum told me it could be that the car went out of control. Possible yes, but why did the car only go out of control after staying immobile after the crash? Or it could be that the driver was emotional.

Anyway there was no one else inside the car, so... my guess was wrong. Still very scary if that happened right?!

Lesson learnt: drive carefully and pay attention on the road. You wouldn't want to cause someone else's family to get injured because of you. Even if you're abiding the traffic rules, be on the safe side so that blurdumbcocks who anyhow drive wont harm you with their 50cents Daytona skills.

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So we had the famous IKEA meatballs! First time patronising IKEA foodcourt. Not bad, like a world on its own. I think a home decorated with a theme will be super cool :) But expensive la.

Taken 2! 




Funny how ppl in 9gag linked him with other movies like the A team etc hahaha. It was okay, kinda predictable plot. Smart guy. Could have been scarier if the kidnappers were smarter and more brutal.




I remember feeling super happy every time I went to Toy'S'Rus, even though my parents wouldn't buy anything for us. Just imagining us playing the toys was enough hehe. I miss childhood.

After a few months worth of waiting, we got to eat marutama again! Yes I think the chef at clarke quay is more pro than the one at suntec.

Splendid little dumbdumb :)

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So the dentist decided to ask me to wait for 1 more month. Okay. Dislike empty promises but there's nth either of us could do either. Perhaps it's because I take promises seriously.

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Went to Desaru Beach for a short swim, followed by a lobster treat! Super salty and awful tasting seawater. But fun with waves of course haha. Like 阳光男孩 riding the waves... okay sorry, not true.

Ahaha lobster lobster all in my stomach. yumyumyum.

Sped at 140km/h along the highway in msia too. Shiok! high speed + overtake some more. Alright, that's because it's msia, where the land is free.

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Nice little song to shoot united airlines. Okay not very recent but I only just learnt about this.

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怎么办

感觉甜又酸 
偷偷爱你

快乐又孤单 

- SHE  怎么办-

like a childish boy, I just wanna show you off

weijian 

recess used to be a nicer word

yoz wanna play catching during recess?

or maybe go to the canteen and grab a burger?

Now busy ttm during recess week! Okay before that, I had 2 insane weeks for Oral presentation 1, acc quiz 1, fm presentation, IT presentation. As usual, cui speech. Noob score cos of underestimation. Lousy on the spot fm presentation. IT presentation that failed to bring into effect its intended jokes. Oh well, so many presentations, really. Hope I can get used to this soon. After so many presentations, maybe I'll have fewer presentations after recess week?

haha fat hope.

I still got biz law presentation, acc presentation, OP2, group presentation, fm proj presentation. Most irritating one is fm proj presentation. How can I just be arrowed to present?! My presentation skills so cui, yet they just anyhow gang up and say "your presentation skills most zai". Why? They just wanna push the sai gang away, even though presentation will be graded as well. Cmon, be fair and draw lots la. Selfish asses.

Not only that, whenever I want to clarify sth, they just "aiya, it's just blah blah..." and smoke through the concepts. dont even understand, yet make no attempts to understand. Oversimplifying things to obtain a false peace of mind, and trying to influence others. Even more ass. In short, I dislike my fm group mates ttm.

Okay back to ranting about work. So far still fine, still can finish every single tutorial before class. Hope I can do well for the coming quiz and midterm!

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NBS dragonboat! Patrick is a really gone case OG haha. Only a few ppl are left dangling, like the cgls and such. Poor tradition passed down by seniors maybe? Got the come-let's-meet-for-the-sake-of-meeting feel. Oh well, just go and play a bit of gripping tight and stroking hard ;) Quite FUN! As in the sport.haha. Feels like kayaking. And then don't know why they like to mix plankton and patrick tgt when the ppl are really not close to each other. Except the respective cgls, pageant contestants and such. Quite a deterrence to go for their outings when they like to mix strangers around.

I think it's mainly because the guys are not spontaneous. Can just hear a handful shouting for dragonboat only. Shout with me lehhhh. Oh well. Haha, not orientation camp :p

Do my comments about nbs seem negative?? It's not too bad actually, just gotta learn how to mix around! And by mixing around, it means having to keep going for the costly outings but me no time no money to sustain that. The idea of not having a fixed class makes mixing around harder though, cos last time one could eat and chitchat over recess/lunch, but now not that often. Then I always thought "hey am I your friend? cos one min you seem like you are, then at the other, you talk like you got more important friends to entertain". A bit neither here nor there.

So nbs is like full of presentations, hard to get good friends there, selfish ppl all over? Hahahaha nope. I guess I just got the wrong mix of ppl from different cultures, so while I think that they are weird, they might think that I'm weird too. Challenging, but willing to fight! :) 

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Maybe gonna have fewer tutees after their exams end! Good and bad, bad that income is decreasing, but time to put more effort in studies! :)

and who is guilty of causing me to smile during tuition?!

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 Kokli's birthday! Quite a simple celebration with bpians. Everyone is busy yes. Hope kokli likes and uses his present!

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Is it me or do I experience an unusual sharpness? We shall see. I'm pretty capable of being guailan if you want.

As expected... drifting away~

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 踢一下，动一下

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Amidst all the work and troubles, it helps to be chilling with some icy princess! :) hi there~ ah ta >< okay that was funny hahahahaha. And the cheekiness continues, as shrooms shakes her head and jumps around..

Appreciate the constant support :) and through quirky ideas too haha. Cant express enough how delighted and light-hearted every time I get to take chill pills with this silly person :p

Have to make it a point to celebrate special occasions every yr! Makes sense when it's only these few days out of 365days I guess. Just for the feel of it hehe.

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Shot me out of the sky
You're my Kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

-one direction  one thing-

like a red traffic light with a stop sign and a dead end in front, I'm walking on air :)
weijian

sugar on vanilla cone

Yet another busy week.

Proj x 3 + OP + tutorials. These were what troubled me this week. But guess what... my troubles were uncalled for. Why? Simple. First proj meet-up: proj mates sounded like they had no clue on what was going on, and were "smoking" their way through by saying rubbish. And by rubbish, I mean saying the "duh?" words and over-simplifying things to be "just collate and combine then can already." VERY MUCH LIKE B.TAN in army last time. Ya, as if things were as easy as just collate and combine. Dont even have a clear direction or concept about the crisis. Second proj: watching running man while the rest discussed, and going off early.

Proj in uni seems rather meaningless if it's just about slides and reports. How can that be called teamwork?

All this when I spent a substantial amount of time researching. Maybe I should chillax.

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2 muah chee days :) rather awesome, got to work and play at the same time. 3Bs are just way too burning...

I looked and I thought.. hmm.. amazing. Like no other.

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Dipping into the water just makes one tired! Could feel the strain on my arms when I swam. I wonder how I managed to swim 40laps 2.5yrs ago? So different. Life is so packed now. Where is the work-life balance.

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Jerm the nanyang scholar! Feels a bit scary to be in the same auditorium with so many elites. And I feel small too. Smart guys everywhere. And also the last meet-up with jingx before he flew. htht with 3 guys? busy school life is an agreeable fact. Till next chill period then! And shall see jingx 1yr later.

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you dont know..ohoh. you don't know you're beautiful
-one direction  what makes you beautiful-

like a peasant, I worked like mad, but reaped only a little
weijian

busybody

x.x

Really busy these days. But mainly due to the fact that I have 4 tutees -.-" The amount of time spent on your tutees is not just as simple as the tuition time. You need to freshen up before you exit the house, factor in traveling time to and fro, extension of tuition at times, and the depletion of energy at the end of it. (2+2+1.5+3)x1.5 that's like 2 days gone for my weekend. I'm left with another 2 days for work and leisure. Horrible... and unforeseen. Sigh. I wonder if I can call this suffocating.

Then again I should not complain!! There will definitely be more ppl having more stress. Okay maybe reduce the readings... Though I feel a bit crippled.

Didnt get into tax subcom, got into sife ocip but cant really commit as of now, observed that ppl started to read lecture notes in advance and ask questions that would be answered in the next slide just to get "class participation". Spoil market! Everything seemed so competitive now. As usual catch no balls of what IT is about, but from what I saw in the past year papers... students are supposed to memorise everything, which i haven't even tried understanding, let alone memorise? FM tutorial was spoilt by the stupid presentation. The pace was sooooo fast?! There shouldn't even be a presentation la. Waste the group's time, waste everybody's time. I bet no one in that seminar understood anything at all while the presentation was going on. *facepalm. Self-study.

Did my first presentation in com fund, and was super nervous of course. Then I looked at the recording and -.-" note to self: try confidence even if it's a false one! 

Yup, and army friends are joining all the runs while i am still a bit afraid of overloading. Next sem onwards, 2 tutees! I hope I only have 1, but i cant. Oh well, 2 ba! For now... I think the rest might be slipping me away...

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drove outside for the first time without my dad. Muahahaha. Okay must must must practise safe driving. Safety first, always!! slowpoke yay!

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haven't done any physical activity lately also. My body feels weird.

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Scared off somebody. Didn't want to cross the line and be overly prot, but still can't stand it. Broadening my definition of friends. must must consider awkwardness next time.

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All the homework and readings and tuition sessions... I sure need sth to look forward to in the weekend other than sleeping!! :) Glad that moguhead is back!! silliness graph has a positive gradient. Reminds me of the good old days^^ Step up revolution just made me feel the need to go for what I want to do when i'm still a youth!! But probably not dance le... too erm paiseh for it, even though i wanna try. Lets not waste our youth! :)

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 你比自己更重要
-梁静茹  暖暖-

like THE annoying orange, I "hey apple!"
weijian

roll model

仙人掌 has a very intriguing shape hmm..

Lots of things happened! Went to CCA fair and felt like a lost sheep. Some ppl got OG friends, some hall mates, some other friends, blah blah. So I was neither here nor there. Not a good social animal. But humans need to belong to a social clique to feel secure. Oh well. Realised there was no NTU vball booth, then skating was rather expensive, and no close friends to join dance with me. So decided to join Tax Advisory Club. Yes la sian, but at least can write sth there ma. Join subcom lo.

Cant wait to drop my tutees now. Feeling a bit overwhelmed. So many readings to do, so little time! I bet no one really went to read every single reading assigned to us?! Crazy. I can't slack anymore. Maybe I'll have more time for CCA next year?

But the worse is the class participation. You can see all the kiasu spiders/cockroaches raising their hands and shooting questions. Many of them just like to act yi ge and be critical about the words. blahblah. What if I understood so I didn't raise my hands? ahha! you minus points you noob. But I'm not smart and I cannot come out with smart questions to ask. Okay just gotta read more. Not gonna be one of the kiasu students. And the FM tutor said she will give a sweet to the student who participated, and to record the wrapper after lesson. WTS. Need to do until like that?! 

right now, it's getting busier and busier....

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Don't really care how it should be. I'm only concerned about some, so I dont see a need to explain this or that. No queries, no nothing. People just take assumptions, absorb 2nd hand-3rd hand information, and move on. It's just like the national day LKY case. 可不可以正常点。

No idea whether I'm the subject involved too. People are concerned about their priorities, no? Too much to worry about now too. you me them. Or rather, I choose to sit at the back now. Sure, call me to the front if needed, but I like my seat at the back.

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My 21st birthday! Hi. Finally R21. Finally an adult.

01 meet-up at holland v! Wasnt supposed to celebrate my birthday but the 01 peeps bought a cake and sang a song anyway. Thanks! Everyone is busy, so just carry on with life and meet up once in a while ba. It's just inevitable, but good to have a few friends to hang out and talk cock with.

Hope things will be more natural.


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I drew lots of curves in math, and teaches others how to draw curves now. But the s curve is really a whole new level of fascination^^
Korean bbq!! all the meat... yumyum. somebody ate  同类 on the plate, so evil :p and of course, motivational study session! Always thinking of ways to dabao someone, but need to add 20c and use plastic bag.

Superb effort and awesomeness :)) a memory etched deep inside. Thanks to the level of sugar, I remained in molten state the whole day >< no amount of thanks is enough hehe. Some times I still wonder about my unbelievable luck~ Nice trees, good light system, 2 towers with a plate on top, got place to rest my butt, but most importantly, got a cute little frog leaping around.

perfect motivation hehe

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说不上为什么 
我变得很主动 
若爱上一个人 
什么都会值得去做 
我想大声宣布 
对你依依不舍 
连隔壁邻居都猜到 
我现在的感受 

-周杰伦 简单爱-

like dora the explorer, some just like to question

weijian 

the governor's smile

corrupted governor hahaha

So! Went for NBS and NTU welcome ceremony. Got to know tutorial mates. Scary. A bit tired of describing myself to new ppl over and over again. Which school were you from? CCA? Did you go for any orientation camp? Which OG? Are you staying in hall? Why/where? Where did you have your haircut, why so ugly? -.-"

NTU welcome ceremony was a joke hahahaha. Preventing ppl from leaving with the jacket in the goodie bag?! The jacket got so sacred ah? Looks like a tiong jacket. And of course do all the lame wear gown and recite stuff and some blahblah from profs. Only half of the auditorium was filled and 99% were from NBS. Very obedient teachers-to-be.. 

But I'm glad that I found some of them easy to clique with, or rather my style of ppl hehe. Dont like intimidating ppl. But 1 year.. Hope to make some friends? Didnt manage to in JC (2yrs) though.

School is starting! Quite worried about it. Especially when I'm not very updated with current affairs.. and all the business thing seem chim

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My hair. Yes. Why cant the barbers be more skillful? Sigh. Cut 一个 nerd. Or maybe I'm just nerdy to begin with. tsktsk. You're not allowed to say that. Sian of trying to find a hairstyle that suits my head (not dumb).

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I find the rumour that spread like wildfire over the week amusing. How did it start!? All the my father's friend, my relatives, my friend's father's friend la etc.. what happened to their eyes/ears ah? Say until a living person is dead. Hahahaha. But jokes aside, I do hope his contribution will continue, even though some things are inevitable eventually...

The very moment that ppl have been waiting for as they sat by their tv hahahaha

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Supposed to have something but I think ppl just got lazy and decided to slack. Same here. Not giving no care about nothing does help. Wait and see then. Busy with thoughts about school..

Nearly spoiled my monday! grrr. I think holding sth in my mind is tiring, so might as well forgive and forget. Important to 自食其力. Some ppl get disappointments when they rely on others, so they decided to make use of their capabilities. Some treat others as their resources and will try to use them as much as possible, until they are used, then they start to see what they can do on their sides. Just saying.

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yay! nua whole day + eat my failed dishes. hahahah. OGK will be the overall winner! Looking forward to more more more..

staying connected even when miles apart :)

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喜欢在人潮中你只属於我的那画面

-周杰伦  爱在西元前-

like a fencer, I poke you

weijian 

i dont give a care

still laugh!? ><

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So I went for my IPPT and got silver hyahyahya... Had the chance of getting gold but my lungs couldnt take it. Pretty surprised by my sbj distance even though I havent train my thighs for so long. And my pull-ups not that bad huh. Pulled my thigh muscle while running shuttle run. Looking at those older reservists made me worry for myself. Uncle-to-be? Better run a bit and work out a bit!

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3-4yrs and then a change. Mere-exposure effect? Dont really think it's a good reason because it just explains the lack of effort to the other half. But if that's so, then it really is inevitable and it's better off early than late. poor thing.

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Officially matriculated into NTU! Lots of question marks regarding the electives what GER what AUs what requirement prescribed electives unrestricted electives add/drop etc. Felt rather frustrated because I don't understand! NUS even worse... till need to bid this and that. In the end education becomes something like luck and gambling.

NBS outing at Fish n Co! Nth much seriously. Such a big group. How to talk? The group instantly splits into many different cliques. The guai ones, the beng ones, the "steady" or rich ones, the super quiet ones. Again, play orientation games la, shoot shag marry, first 3 choices blah blah. I think this kind of outings is more for the prominent and talkative ones.

Dear drive/passion/motivation, please infect me again. Give me the fiery desire to strive for my best now.

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The dark knight! Didn't really catch 100% of the movie -.-" see how blur I was and am. But the climbing part in the prison was quite shiok because I imagined myself doing it hahaha. And Bane was really scary. Big sized and better than batman in close combat. How to win?! Had the feeling that all hopes were lost.

And a silly photo :p

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Nature park trail with kokli and kaisheng. Smart little weijian decided to wear
slippers for it. dumb move. Walked super super far. harbourfront to NUS. Totally unprepared for the veteran trekkers.




Good catching-up but felt that some avoidance was present.

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sweet horny chocs :)








*transforms and howls

Finally, the long awaited timbre! duck pizza was nice!! But err ya ordered too much hahahah. Must take note of our actual capabilities next time~ Too bad it was too early to listen to the band. For the 200, the end of 10, and the 100. hehehehehe. Happyhappy. time just flies..

every single bit.. really. like.

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I think photos are amazing. Looking at them helped me reminisce how I drowned in that amazing cuteness.

irritate her and you irritate me

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第幾個一百天 還是很有感覺
-林俊傑    第幾個一百天-

hope so too

like a glue-sniffer, I'm addicted
weijian