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Really busy these days. But mainly due to the fact that I have 4 tutees -.-" The amount of time spent on your tutees is not just as simple as the tuition time. You need to freshen up before you exit the house, factor in traveling time to and fro, extension of tuition at times, and the depletion of energy at the end of it. (2+2+1.5+3)x1.5 that's like 2 days gone for my weekend. I'm left with another 2 days for work and leisure. Horrible... and unforeseen. Sigh. I wonder if I can call this suffocating.

Then again I should not complain!! There will definitely be more ppl having more stress. Okay maybe reduce the readings... Though I feel a bit crippled.

Didnt get into tax subcom, got into sife ocip but cant really commit as of now, observed that ppl started to read lecture notes in advance and ask questions that would be answered in the next slide just to get "class participation". Spoil market! Everything seemed so competitive now. As usual catch no balls of what IT is about, but from what I saw in the past year papers... students are supposed to memorise everything, which i haven't even tried understanding, let alone memorise? FM tutorial was spoilt by the stupid presentation. The pace was sooooo fast?! There shouldn't even be a presentation la. Waste the group's time, waste everybody's time. I bet no one in that seminar understood anything at all while the presentation was going on. *facepalm. Self-study.

Did my first presentation in com fund, and was super nervous of course. Then I looked at the recording and -.-" note to self: try confidence even if it's a false one! 

Yup, and army friends are joining all the runs while i am still a bit afraid of overloading. Next sem onwards, 2 tutees! I hope I only have 1, but i cant. Oh well, 2 ba! For now... I think the rest might be slipping me away...

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drove outside for the first time without my dad. Muahahaha. Okay must must must practise safe driving. Safety first, always!! slowpoke yay!

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haven't done any physical activity lately also. My body feels weird.

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Scared off somebody. Didn't want to cross the line and be overly prot, but still can't stand it. Broadening my definition of friends. must must consider awkwardness next time.

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All the homework and readings and tuition sessions... I sure need sth to look forward to in the weekend other than sleeping!! :) Glad that moguhead is back!! silliness graph has a positive gradient. Reminds me of the good old days^^ Step up revolution just made me feel the need to go for what I want to do when i'm still a youth!! But probably not dance le... too erm paiseh for it, even though i wanna try. Lets not waste our youth! :)

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