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仙人掌 has a very intriguing shape hmm..

Lots of things happened! Went to CCA fair and felt like a lost sheep. Some ppl got OG friends, some hall mates, some other friends, blah blah. So I was neither here nor there. Not a good social animal. But humans need to belong to a social clique to feel secure. Oh well. Realised there was no NTU vball booth, then skating was rather expensive, and no close friends to join dance with me. So decided to join Tax Advisory Club. Yes la sian, but at least can write sth there ma. Join subcom lo.

Cant wait to drop my tutees now. Feeling a bit overwhelmed. So many readings to do, so little time! I bet no one really went to read every single reading assigned to us?! Crazy. I can't slack anymore. Maybe I'll have more time for CCA next year?

But the worse is the class participation. You can see all the kiasu spiders/cockroaches raising their hands and shooting questions. Many of them just like to act yi ge and be critical about the words. blahblah. What if I understood so I didn't raise my hands? ahha! you minus points you noob. But I'm not smart and I cannot come out with smart questions to ask. Okay just gotta read more. Not gonna be one of the kiasu students. And the FM tutor said she will give a sweet to the student who participated, and to record the wrapper after lesson. WTS. Need to do until like that?! 

right now, it's getting busier and busier....

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Don't really care how it should be. I'm only concerned about some, so I dont see a need to explain this or that. No queries, no nothing. People just take assumptions, absorb 2nd hand-3rd hand information, and move on. It's just like the national day LKY case. 可不可以正常点。

No idea whether I'm the subject involved too. People are concerned about their priorities, no? Too much to worry about now too. you me them. Or rather, I choose to sit at the back now. Sure, call me to the front if needed, but I like my seat at the back.

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My 21st birthday! Hi. Finally R21. Finally an adult.

01 meet-up at holland v! Wasnt supposed to celebrate my birthday but the 01 peeps bought a cake and sang a song anyway. Thanks! Everyone is busy, so just carry on with life and meet up once in a while ba. It's just inevitable, but good to have a few friends to hang out and talk cock with.

Hope things will be more natural.


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I drew lots of curves in math, and teaches others how to draw curves now. But the s curve is really a whole new level of fascination^^
Korean bbq!! all the meat... yumyum. somebody ate  同类 on the plate, so evil :p and of course, motivational study session! Always thinking of ways to dabao someone, but need to add 20c and use plastic bag.

Superb effort and awesomeness :)) a memory etched deep inside. Thanks to the level of sugar, I remained in molten state the whole day >< no amount of thanks is enough hehe. Some times I still wonder about my unbelievable luck~ Nice trees, good light system, 2 towers with a plate on top, got place to rest my butt, but most importantly, got a cute little frog leaping around.

perfect motivation hehe

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说不上为什么 
我变得很主动 
若爱上一个人 
什么都会值得去做 
我想大声宣布 
对你依依不舍 
连隔壁邻居都猜到 
我现在的感受 

-周杰伦 简单爱-

like dora the explorer, some just like to question

weijian 

the governor's smile

corrupted governor hahaha

So! Went for NBS and NTU welcome ceremony. Got to know tutorial mates. Scary. A bit tired of describing myself to new ppl over and over again. Which school were you from? CCA? Did you go for any orientation camp? Which OG? Are you staying in hall? Why/where? Where did you have your haircut, why so ugly? -.-"

NTU welcome ceremony was a joke hahahaha. Preventing ppl from leaving with the jacket in the goodie bag?! The jacket got so sacred ah? Looks like a tiong jacket. And of course do all the lame wear gown and recite stuff and some blahblah from profs. Only half of the auditorium was filled and 99% were from NBS. Very obedient teachers-to-be.. 

But I'm glad that I found some of them easy to clique with, or rather my style of ppl hehe. Dont like intimidating ppl. But 1 year.. Hope to make some friends? Didnt manage to in JC (2yrs) though.

School is starting! Quite worried about it. Especially when I'm not very updated with current affairs.. and all the business thing seem chim

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My hair. Yes. Why cant the barbers be more skillful? Sigh. Cut 一个 nerd. Or maybe I'm just nerdy to begin with. tsktsk. You're not allowed to say that. Sian of trying to find a hairstyle that suits my head (not dumb).

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I find the rumour that spread like wildfire over the week amusing. How did it start!? All the my father's friend, my relatives, my friend's father's friend la etc.. what happened to their eyes/ears ah? Say until a living person is dead. Hahahaha. But jokes aside, I do hope his contribution will continue, even though some things are inevitable eventually...

The very moment that ppl have been waiting for as they sat by their tv hahahaha

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Supposed to have something but I think ppl just got lazy and decided to slack. Same here. Not giving no care about nothing does help. Wait and see then. Busy with thoughts about school..

Nearly spoiled my monday! grrr. I think holding sth in my mind is tiring, so might as well forgive and forget. Important to 自食其力. Some ppl get disappointments when they rely on others, so they decided to make use of their capabilities. Some treat others as their resources and will try to use them as much as possible, until they are used, then they start to see what they can do on their sides. Just saying.

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yay! nua whole day + eat my failed dishes. hahahah. OGK will be the overall winner! Looking forward to more more more..

staying connected even when miles apart :)

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喜欢在人潮中你只属於我的那画面

-周杰伦  爱在西元前-

like a fencer, I poke you

weijian 

i dont give a care

still laugh!? ><

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So I went for my IPPT and got silver hyahyahya... Had the chance of getting gold but my lungs couldnt take it. Pretty surprised by my sbj distance even though I havent train my thighs for so long. And my pull-ups not that bad huh. Pulled my thigh muscle while running shuttle run. Looking at those older reservists made me worry for myself. Uncle-to-be? Better run a bit and work out a bit!

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3-4yrs and then a change. Mere-exposure effect? Dont really think it's a good reason because it just explains the lack of effort to the other half. But if that's so, then it really is inevitable and it's better off early than late. poor thing.

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Officially matriculated into NTU! Lots of question marks regarding the electives what GER what AUs what requirement prescribed electives unrestricted electives add/drop etc. Felt rather frustrated because I don't understand! NUS even worse... till need to bid this and that. In the end education becomes something like luck and gambling.

NBS outing at Fish n Co! Nth much seriously. Such a big group. How to talk? The group instantly splits into many different cliques. The guai ones, the beng ones, the "steady" or rich ones, the super quiet ones. Again, play orientation games la, shoot shag marry, first 3 choices blah blah. I think this kind of outings is more for the prominent and talkative ones.

Dear drive/passion/motivation, please infect me again. Give me the fiery desire to strive for my best now.

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The dark knight! Didn't really catch 100% of the movie -.-" see how blur I was and am. But the climbing part in the prison was quite shiok because I imagined myself doing it hahaha. And Bane was really scary. Big sized and better than batman in close combat. How to win?! Had the feeling that all hopes were lost.

And a silly photo :p

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Nature park trail with kokli and kaisheng. Smart little weijian decided to wear
slippers for it. dumb move. Walked super super far. harbourfront to NUS. Totally unprepared for the veteran trekkers.




Good catching-up but felt that some avoidance was present.

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sweet horny chocs :)








*transforms and howls

Finally, the long awaited timbre! duck pizza was nice!! But err ya ordered too much hahahah. Must take note of our actual capabilities next time~ Too bad it was too early to listen to the band. For the 200, the end of 10, and the 100. hehehehehe. Happyhappy. time just flies..

every single bit.. really. like.

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I think photos are amazing. Looking at them helped me reminisce how I drowned in that amazing cuteness.

irritate her and you irritate me

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第幾個一百天 還是很有感覺
-林俊傑    第幾個一百天-

hope so too

like a glue-sniffer, I'm addicted
weijian